Charlie’s Ladder is a haunting novel that follows Charlie Houden, a middle-aged man crushed under the weight of trauma, guilt, and unrelenting grief. Structured around therapy sessions, fragmented memories, and painful flashbacks, the book chronicles his inner collapse following the death of his daughter and a lifetime of emotional wounds that trace back to childhood. As Charlie begins therapy with Dr. Dina Epstein, we journey with him through layers of repressed suffering—his tormented Catholic upbringing, abusive family dynamics, and disintegrating marriage—culminating in a search for meaning and redemption amid despair.

Reading this book was like cracking open a chest that had been sealed too long. The writing is raw, vivid, and fearless. It’s not just storytelling—it’s bleeding on the page. Carl Reinelt doesn’t hold back. His prose punches you in the gut, then leaves you stunned with a tender line. The nonlinear structure works beautifully. It mimics the way trauma actually feels. Unpredictable, fragmented, cyclical. I found myself wincing at some scenes and nodding solemnly at others, especially those involving Charlie’s disillusionment with faith and his grief-ridden memories of Lizzie.

That said, the book doesn’t let you get comfortable. And that’s the point. It drags you into the trenches of mental anguish and spiritual crisis without offering any neat resolutions. There’s beauty in that, but also a heaviness that lingers. Some parts felt intentionally disjointed, which could frustrate readers looking for a clear plot arc or redemption arc. But what made me stay was Charlie himself—broken, cynical, yet deeply relatable. His voice, despite its sarcasm and self-loathing, rang true. His banter with Dina Epstein crackled with tension and dark humor. And his painful unraveling felt not only believable, but necessary.

Charlie’s Ladder is not for the faint of heart. It’s for readers who are willing to sit in discomfort, to face the messiness of trauma and mental illness without flinching. I’d recommend this to anyone who’s lost someone, struggled with depression, or felt estranged from religion or family. It’s heavy, yes, but it’s also a deeply personal exhale.

Pages: 319 | ISBN: 978-1-7362149-6-1