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A Life-Changing Injury

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Matthew R. James Author Interview

Only One Foot to the East follows a vibrant young woman who, after a motorcycle crash, is left severely injured, ultimately losing a leg and living with a colostomy, and her refusal to let this disability define her. What was the inspiration for the setup of your story?

As outlined in the introduction, there were three elements I wanted to explore:

Firstly, the physical and psychological impact of a life-changing injury on a young and otherwise healthy and attractive woman and her subsequent journey of healing, acceptance, and growing as a person through the challenges this imposed;

Secondly, the phenomenon of fascination with and attraction to amputees, particularly by men towards amputee women, encompassing both positive and negative aspects of this – for both the amputees who are the recipients of this attraction and for those who, for whatever reasons, have this fascination or attraction (often unbidden, and frequently unfulfilled except through fantasy); and

Thirdly an exploration of the hippy era, which, although it had earlier roots, kicked off with the “Summer of Love” in Haight Ashbury in San Francisco in 1967 and emerged as a counter-culture by many in the baby boom generation, rejecting the values and attitudes of older generations, embracing psychedelic drugs (especially cannabis and LSD, but also including mescalin, magic mushrooms, and – to a lesser extent – “harder” drugs such as heroin, cocaine, etc., leading on in later times to ecstasy, and the plethora of drugs now available, the fashions of the time – flairs, kaftans, beads, Afghan goatskin coats, long hair for both sexes, an era of pop music – principally rock and roll – and of an interest in Hindu and Buddhist religion and philosophy. All of this, of course, resulted in the “Hippy Trail” in which many young people travelled overland from Britain and Western Europe to India, Nepal, and – in some cases – subsequently to East Asia and even Australia.

My interest in these three aspects derives from (a) the fact that I am married to an amputee, (b) I have known other people who have gone through life-changing illnesses and injuries resulting in disabilities, and (c) in my younger days I knew and was friends with several hippies, and although not participating myself in any drugs scene I was aware of it, knew several people who were part of it, heard many stories including those of people who had gone to India and took an active interest in the philosophies and practices of those it inspired.

By the way, please note that, in the book, Lucy’s colostomy is only temporary. I know there are many people who live with permanent colostomies or ileostomies, but these are usually the result of disease of the intestinal tract (colon cancer, Crohn’s disease, ulcerative colitis, or very severe IBS), much less frequently from trauma.

I found Lucy to be a very well-written and in-depth character. What was your inspiration for her and her emotional turmoil through the story?

Lucy is based on aspects of many people, no one of whom encompasses all of her. Influences have included my wife, other people I have known, the online blogs, YouTube videos, Instagram and Facebook accounts of many, characters in other books, and a lot of research!

What is the next book that you are writing, and when will that be published?

I have written a few short stories, and plan on writing more – and maybe at some point another novel. However, as yet I don’t have any plans for publishing anything.

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In the turbulent era of the early 1970s, Lucy Ryan—gifted violinist, rebellious daughter, accidental hippy—sets out on a journey that will test every limit she knows.

After a devastating motorcycle accident leaves her with one leg, Lucy is determined not to be defined by her disability. She joins her free-spirited boyfriend on the iconic “Hippy Trail” to India, seeking freedom, healing, and meaning. Along the way, she encounters a whirlwind of experiences—from ancient mysticism and spiritual awakenings to the harsh realities of addiction, grief, and betrayal.

As Lucy navigates continents and cultures—from Europe through the Middle East to India and on to Australia—she also journeys inward, confronting hidden fears, a haunting secret, and a world that doesn’t always understand her. Alongside her travels, she meets Brian Patterson, a quiet, kind-hearted doctor wrestling with his own deeply personal truth. Their bond grows as each of them searches for belonging, self-acceptance, and love.

Spanning Ireland, England, India, and Australia, One Foot to the East is a powerful and deeply human story of transformation, resilience, and the enduring spirit of a woman determined to live life on her own terms.

Fighting for Equality

Lucy May Lennox Author Interview

Eroshenko follows a blind Ukrainian Esperantist and writer who moves to Tokyo, where he winds up at the center of early 20th-century Tokyo’s anarchist, feminist, and literary circles. What was the inspiration for the setup of your story?

For years I kept coming across references to Vasily Eroshenko in Japanese art and literature–seeing his portrait in the Museum of Modern Art Tokyo, his photo in the Nakamuraya restaurant, reading about him in novels by famous writers like Kawabata Yasunari and Hirabayashi Taiko. Then a few years ago, I discovered that he had been close friends with Kamichika Ichiko, who has her own wild story of a love triangle with feminist Ito Noe and anarchist Osugi Sakae. I just knew I had to bring these two stories together. About a year after I got the inspiration and started planning the novel, the first translation of some of Eroshenko’s short stories was published under the title The Narrow Cage. In the introduction, the translator, Adam Kuplowski, briefly summarizes Eroshenko’s biography. Several reviewers mentioned that Eroshenko’s life was worthy of a novel. I agreed–I was already working on one.

It was a bit intimidating to write about real people. I wasn’t sure if I had enough material at first. But I discovered that many of Eroshenko’s friends published autobiographies: Kamichika Ichiko, Soma Kokko, Akita Ujaku and others. There was also a biography of Eroshenko published after his death, and the author, Takasugi Ichiro, had interviewed Ichiko, Akita and others who knew him. Some of Eroshenko’s letters and speeches have also been published along with his short stories. Once I realized there was a lot of material, it was more a matter of fitting it together into a narrative and making decisions about personality and motivations.

As much as possible, I used real events and incidents. Every named character is a real person. Ito Noe really did let her baby pee off the verandah in the Bluestocking editorial office, which was just a room in Hiratsuka Raicho’s parents’ house. The other women editors complained about Noe, but it shows how little she cared about propriety. I also used Eroshenko’s and Ichiko’s own words as much as I could, especially when they deliver public speeches.

In some ways, I think of Eroshenko as a companion to my previous novel, Flowers by Night, which is set in Japan about a hundred years earlier. In Flowers by Night, the main character, Ichi, belongs to the guild of blind men, the Todoza, which provided training and a job, and was run by blind people themselves. That history of self-determination and independence of blind communities in Japan explains why Eroshenko found the situation there superior to Moscow and even London. Both novels also show how the gay-straight binary did not exist in Japan until they imported Western-style homophobia in the early twentieth century

What are some things that you find interesting about the human condition that you think makes for great fiction?

I’m very interested in finding states of being that are very unlike our own and making them relatable. What did it feel like to walk down the street in Tokyo in 1915? So much of the outward details are so different, but on the inside we’re all just people. I love being transported to a different time and place but still recognizing that essential humanity.

What were some themes that were important for you to explore in this book?

Even though the story is set in 1915-1916, it’s both inspiring and chilling how many parallels there are with today. The characters are activists for socialism, anarchism, sexual freedom, disability rights, queer identity, women’s rights, birth control and abortion, all things we are still struggling with more than a century later. The real people behind these characters were incredibly brave to protest publicly despite censorship, government repression, and police brutality. At the same time, they made a lot of mistakes, like letting ego and petty jealousy sabotage the movement. The toxic rivalry between Sakai Toshihiko and Osugi Sakae over who would be the leader of the socialist movement in Japan is unfortunately a common story in leftist organizing.

The feminist struggles also feel very relevant to me: Ito Noe trying to manage a career and children; Kamichika Ichiko thinking of herself as sexually liberated, but still finding herself bound by the conventions and sexism around her; men like Osugi Sakae proclaiming themselves feminist allies, then treating the real women in their lives very badly.

Above all, I wanted to depict the struggle for self-determination that was happening in the blind community at that time. Many of the things that Eroshenko said were decades ahead of his time in terms of disability rights. In particular, his comment that the problem was not blindness itself, but the fact that blind people were not taught to live independently nor hired in jobs that would allow them to support themselves. This prefigures the social model of disability by around 50 years. Eroshenko’s imagined solution was to create self-sufficient communes of blind people, which also prefigures by almost a century ideas about disabled people as a class being created by capitalism. I felt it was important to tell his story not only for his remarkable life as an individual, but to challenge the way disability is often represented in literature. Too often, the character with a disability is a lone individual, but in real life, community is essential. Eroshenko’s travels were facilitated through international networks of blind schools, and he dedicated his life to teaching and to publishing in Braille. It was important to me to represent his friendships with other blind people in Japan.

Eroshenko’s life was very hard, full of struggle. But it’s also important to remember people who spoke out against fascism and for peace and equality even in the face of tremendous odds.

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Tokyo, 1915
While WWI rages, half a world away, Tokyo is a hotbed of radical ideas, as cosmopolitan intellectuals and activists from around the world cross paths in a rapidly modernizing city. Socialists and anarchists, musicians and artists from Japan, China, Korea, India, and Russia all passionately advocate for a more just and equal world.
Blind Ukrainian Vasily Eroshenko is drawn to Tokyo in search of greater opportunities and respect for blind people. At a salon for radicals on the second floor of a bakery, he meets the anarcho-feminists of Bluestocking magazine, fearless women fighting for bodily autonomy and free love.
Kamichika Ichiko is a contributor to Bluestocking and the first woman reporter at the Tokyo Daily News. She is most at home among the Bluestockings who dress like men and engage in “sister” relationships. Yet she is drawn to Eroshenko and helps him publish his political fables.
As Eroshenko becomes a celebrated writer and public speaker, he becomes more outspoken in advocating for socialism, feminism, and disability rights, but the authorities will not long tolerate this disruptive foreigner.
Based on extraordinary, heartbreaking true events, Eroshenko is a wild fever dream of utopianism, polyamory, artistic creation, jealousy, and persecution, unfurling against the backdrop of Japan’s belle époque, called Taishō Romanticism. When high and low, East and West, old and new intermingled, these activists dreamed of a better world, trying to stem the tide of growing fascism.

Eroshenko 

Eroshenko is a richly textured historical novel that follows the life of Vasily Eroshenko, a blind Ukrainian Esperantist and writer who finds himself at the center of early 20th-century Tokyo’s anarchist, feminist, and literary circles. Through the eyes of Kamichika Ichiko, a headstrong lady reporter navigating her own path in a rigid, patriarchal society, we experience Eroshenko’s passionate ideals, his gentle spirit, and the political tensions simmering just below the surface of Meiji and Taishō-era Japan. The book blends historical facts and imagined dialogue seamlessly, offering a vivid snapshot of a revolutionary time and a cast of unforgettable characters.

I was immediately pulled in by the opening at the Nakamuraya salon. Lennox’s writing here is lush but never showy; the scent of cream buns and the dusty stairs, the eclectic furniture, the buzz of political energy, all of it just hit the right note. And the way Eroshenko is introduced, with his halo of blond curls and strange, tilted eyes, was so captivating I reread that section twice. The dialogue sparkled with personality, especially between Ichiko and Raichō, and there was a real sense of history being made in these cramped, smoky rooms.

Ichiko is smart, proud, and fiercely independent, but she’s also vulnerable, a bit naive, and maybe even a little lost. Her relationships with the other women, especially Noe, were complex and emotionally raw. That conversation over sweets and tea, with Noe breastfeeding and letting her baby pee off the veranda while talking about revolution and broken marriages? That was wild and intimate and, honestly, one of my favorite parts. It made me laugh, feel a little sad, and somehow more hopeful at the same time.

The story of Eroshenko himself, it’s hard not to fall in love with him the way Ichiko does. He’s this strange mix of gentle dreamer and idealistic firebrand. His ideas about Esperanto, storytelling, blind independence, and massaging for a living might sound like an odd combo, but Lennox makes it work. When he’s on the train to Enoshima or kissing Ichiko at the seaside lookout, you feel like you’re watching two lonely people touch the edges of something bigger. But even then, he stays a bit enigmatic. That ambiguity made the emotional payoffs more subtle, and in a way, more real.

This book’s a slow burn in the best way. If you’re the kind of reader who loves character-driven stories, rich dialogue, and historical fiction that doesn’t just name-drop but fully immerses you, Eroshenko is gold. It’s perfect for readers who have a soft spot for the underdog intellectuals and badass women navigating love, politics, and personal truth. It made me think, made me laugh, and made me want to look up everyone in it to learn more. Highly recommended.

Pages: 366 | ASIN : B0DTKL38GR

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Perfectly Imperfect: The OCPD Journey

Grace, a successful advertising professional in New York City, excels at her job and leads her team effectively. Despite her professional accomplishments, her personal relationships suffer due to her obsessive-compulsive personality disorder (OCPD). From a young age, Grace’s relentless pursuit of perfection has led to significant stress and anxiety, challenges that persist into her adult life. Grace finds solace in the meticulously organized sanctuary of her home, her structured routines serving as a shield against loneliness. Her days revolve around work, leaving little room for deviation from her established schedule. However, a chance encounter at her favorite coffee shop—where she accidentally spills coffee on a stranger—sparks a friendship that begins to reshape her life for the better.

In Perfectly Imperfect: The OCPD Journey, Lin Mari offers a compelling and empathetic portrayal of OCPD through the eyes of Grace, a character whose struggles and growth resonate deeply. Rather than relying on clinical descriptions, Mari immerses readers in Grace’s world, highlighting her efforts to balance her professional aspirations with the challenges posed by her condition. Grace emerges as a dedicated leader and a loyal friend, embodying the complexities of living with OCPD. The narrative is straightforward, allowing Mari to explore the intricacies of OCPD without resorting to dramatic plot twists. This focus on character development provides a profound understanding of how OCPD influences daily life, fostering empathy for those who live with the disorder. Perfectly Imperfect stands out as a valuable read for those seeking insight into OCPD, as well as for readers who appreciate character-driven stories featuring strong, relatable female leads.

Perfectly Imperfect offers a sincere and insightful exploration of a character navigating the challenges of OCPD. Lin Mari’s storytelling invites readers to experience Grace’s journey, making it a poignant and worthwhile addition to the genre of character-focused narratives.

Pages: 118 | ASIN ‏ : ‎ B0CX8YKY9T

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Characters Dealing With A Disability

Author Interview
Lucy May Lennox Author Interview

Good Looking follows blind twin brothers as they navigate both college and the complex relationship they have with a classmate who is attracted to people with disabilities. What was the inspiration for the setup of your story?

It’s a bit embarrassing to admit, but the idea came to me in a dream. I had a very vivid dream that was basically the opening scene of Nick and Nate trying to buy beer. I knew right then that these were amazing characters who deserved their own novel. I wrote the first five pages or so right away, but then it took another eleven years before I went back and turned it into a full-length novel because I was writing some other books first.

Do you have a favorite character in this novel? What makes him/her enjoyable to write for?

I love all my characters equally, haha. I try to include character quirks, interests, and other details based on real people I know, to add depth, believability, and relatability. My favorite scenes to write are the funny ones. I have to admit, I did enjoy Abby’s sarcastic, judgy asides. I tried to add as much understated satire as I could because while college life is great fun, it’s also so ridiculous, and everyone does some stupid things they would never do when they’re older.

What were some themes that were important for you to explore in this book?

It’s really important to me to represent disability and sexuality positively. I wanted to tell a story about characters dealing with a disability in a matter-of-fact way, that’s not melodrama, a tear-jerker, or what some people call “inspiration porn.” I also wanted to show how most people with disabilities exist in a community of other disabled people, not as one single character, which is often how they are portrayed in novels. The other major theme is coming out, learning to accept yourself and others, and how difficult that can be for people with different types of sexual attraction.

What is the next book you are working on, and when will it be available?

I mainly write historical fiction, so I am returning to that for my next book. I write very slowly, so no promises!

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Nick: College is supposed to be when you figure out who you are, but it’s not easy when your roommate is your identical twin brother. Nick shares everything with his brother Nate, including a genetic condition that causes visual impairment. Nick feels like Nate is better at everything, including being blind. But when Nick falls for nerdy theater major Abby, he finally starts to strike out on his own.

Abby: That guy in Abby’s lit class is just her type, not only because he’s sweet and gorgeous, but because he’s blind. Abby is a devotee—she’s attracted to people with disabilities. But after her ex rejected her when she came out to him, she’s scared to reveal the truth of her attraction. How can she tell Nick he’s not her first blind boyfriend?

At a big Midwestern state university in the 1990s, Nick and Abby stumble towards adulthood, through awkward parties, regrettable flirtations, frantic cramming, and poorly planned road trips. It’s college life in all its exciting, raunchy, disgusting, hilarious glory, set to a 90s alt-rock soundtrack.

Good Looking

Lucy May Lennox’s Good Looking presents a captivating narrative that blends the elements of a coming-of-age romance with a unique twist. Set against the backdrop of a Midwestern university in the 1990s, the story follows identical twins, Nick and Nate, along with Nick’s love interest Abby, as they navigate the complexities of youth and relationships. What sets this tale apart is the compelling dynamic between the characters, particularly as the twins, both blind, navigate their lives alongside Abby, who is a devotee—a person sexually attracted to disability.

From the intimate confines of late-night study sessions to the adventurous chaos of road trips, Lennox paints a vivid picture of their world, filled with quirky living arrangements and tangled love affairs. Through her skillful prose, Lennox creates a narrative that resonates with readers, rich in relatable experiences while maintaining a perfect balance between emotional depth and suspenseful twists.

One of the novel’s strengths lies in its diverse cast of characters and engaging subplots, allowing Lennox to explore themes of identity and belonging with nuance and depth. Each character’s journey towards self-discovery and acceptance is intricately woven, leaving a lasting impression on the reader. While the romantic tension between Nick and Abby propels much of the story forward, it is the nuanced relationship between the twin brothers that truly shines. Lennox delicately navigates their evolving dynamic, marked by unspoken conversations and profound connections, celebrating their individual journeys towards embracing their identities and redefining their relationship with each other and those around them.

Good Looking offers a refreshing and nuanced portrayal of disability, challenging stereotypes and offering a heartfelt exploration of personal growth and resilience. Lennox’s masterful storytelling leaves a lasting impact, inviting readers to ponder the intricacies of the human experience long after the final page is turned.

Pages: 321 | ASIN ‏ : ‎ B0C99PRDBF

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