Shelter of the Monument, by Yvonne deSousa, takes readers on a heartfelt and intimate journey through the author’s memories and emotions, centered on her time in Provincetown, Massachusetts. The book weaves a narrative of love, loss, addiction, and personal growth, using the physical and emotional shelter of Provincetown’s iconic Pilgrim Monument as a central metaphor. The story, rooted in real-life events, revolves around deSousa’s relationship with Richard, a man struggling with addiction, and her evolving understanding of herself, her faith, and her place in the world.

What stands out immediately is deSousa’s unflinching honesty. She holds nothing back, whether she’s reflecting on her love for Richard or facing the painful reality of his addiction. In the chapter about Richard’s addiction, deSousa lays bare her frustration and heartbreak, especially when she hands over the hidden drugs in a scratched-up pan buried in the kitchen. That vulnerability is what makes this book so gripping and authentic. She never glosses over her pain or makes excuses for Richard, and that openness gives the narrative a powerful, almost visceral quality. The book’s emotional highs and lows are intense. DeSousa expertly captures the exhilaration of young love alongside the despair of watching someone self-destruct.

I do believe that the pacing in some parts might feel slow to some readers, especially when Richard’s relapses pile up, delaying deSousa’s personal growth. It’s frustrating to watch her forgive him repeatedly, but this is what makes the novel so moving. It’s a realistic portrayal of how hard it is to let go of someone you love. Her struggle speaks to the difficulty of choosing self-care over a destructive relationship, and that tension is central to the story’s emotional depth. The novel is truly compelling, thanks to deSousa’s sincerity and the strength of her prose. The themes of love, loss, and personal transformation are woven throughout, keeping the reader emotionally invested, even during the slower-paced passages. Her journey is filled with heartbreak, but also moments of clarity that bring hope.

Shelter of the Monument is a riveting memoir that will resonate with anyone who has experienced the complexities of love or the pain of watching a loved one struggle with addiction. DeSousa’s warmth, honesty, and vivid sense of place make this a must-read for those who appreciate deeply personal stories. If you’re drawn to tales of personal growth, tough decisions, and the messy beauty of small-town life, this book will leave a lasting impression.

Pages: 309 | ASIN ‏ : ‎ B0CHSHVHRS