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Jackdaw Affliction follows Billy from a rough-edged 1980s English childhood into adulthood, where grief, love, and the advancing grip of ataxia turn survival, dignity, and endurance into the heart of the story. What drew you to tell Billy’s story across such a long emotional and physical arc?
My desire in writing this novel was to keep things real and plausible. I have lived experience of Ataxia and strong connections with peers across a wide range of disabilities. To stay truthful to what many folk experience, it was necessary to have an arc where Billy loses everything. Or at least perceives he loses everything.
The beginning of the novel – Youth – is about the growth and making of the man. The second half of the novel is about diminishing abilities and the effects on the mind. The frightening thing about ataxia and all degenerative conditions is that they slowly chip away at you until there is nothing left. Often, the mental health side of this is not explicitly discussed. I wanted to change that.
How did you balance the intimacy of Billy’s voice with the wider family-saga feel of the novel?
I wrote this book with the aim of raising awareness of a rare condition. But also, I wanted to give readers an insight into the mind of someone who slowly loses all that made them who they are. Mental health is a real and delicate thing. It is for me, and it is for many people with debilitating conditions.
The book was always about Billy’s story. Always predominantly his narration. After my first draft, it became apparent that I needed more structure and readability. This is when the vignettes from his family members came in. Both to tell the story from other perspectives, but also to offer some unquestionable truth and reliability to the manuscript. The family was always a vital cog in Billy’s wider story, even when they were no longer present in his life.
Music feels like a quiet current running through the book. What role did it play for you while writing?
Music helps set the theme, feel, and time stamp this story. Almost by chance, I had found myself listening to certain tracks whilst writing and developing the book. Each track helped me set the scenes and characters to a specific point in time. Whilst not a historical novel, it is set over 35 years, so being accurate on the recent past was a necessity.
Also, if you pay really close attention to each song in the book, you can almost see a story told by the track listings.
As important as music is, it was also important to have an absence of music during Billy’s darker times. For this reason, almost all of part 4 is devoid of music.
When writing Billy’s experience of ataxia, how did you approach portraying disability, humiliation, and endurance without slipping into sentimentality?
The aim from the outset was to portray a plausible, real character. Inspiration porn was not the goal. By this I mean it was important that all characters made mistakes, had flaws, and had mischievous thoughts, rather than paint them as some kind of saint or martyr. Hopefully, the book balances vulnerability with agency. The idea was not to have characters as symbols or lessons, but to present flawed, authentic human beings. As mentioned, it was great to draw on my experiences and those of my peers to keep the story feeling as genuine as possible.
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From bike rides through the suburbs of 1980s Hampshire to the claustrophobic grind of adulthood, Billy Cooper’s life is shaped by loss, fractured family ties, and the creeping onset of a degenerative disease. As his body betrays him and grief corrodes what remains, Billy turns inward—into recollections that blur, narratives that contradict, and personas that may never have existed.
Jackdaw Affliction is a descent into memory’s labyrinth, where trauma, illness, and longing distort the line between truth and invention. Told with brutal honesty, warped humour and hallucinatory edge, S. G. Hyde’s novel explores what it means to live when the ground of reality keeps shifting beneath your feet.
At once harrowing and tender, it is a story of survival through imagination, self-deception, and the desperate human need to stitch meaning out of chaos. A haunting meditation on identity, illness, and loss, sprinkled with dark comedy, this is fiction at its most unsettling and raw.
Jackdaw Affliction
Jackdaw Affliction is a literary novel with the sweep of a family saga and the bruised intimacy of psychological drama. It follows Billy from a rough-edged childhood in 1980s England through grief, family damage, love, illness, and the slow tightening grip of ataxia, while also circling the lives of Becks, Susan, and Will in ways that make the family feel less like a cast and more like a weather system that keeps changing around him. What stayed with me most is how the book moves from youthful freedom, bikes, music, and sibling closeness into something darker and more fragile, until survival itself becomes the central struggle.
Hyde writes in a way that feels unpolished in the best sense of the word, as if Billy is not performing pain for the reader but just trying to get it said before it slips away. That gives the novel a blunt force that I found hard to shake. Some scenes land because they are so matter-of-fact, even when what is happening is shocking or sad. The early sections especially have that mix of memory and menace, where a summer day, a pub garden, a family dinner, or a bike ride can turn in an instant. I also liked how music runs through the book like a private radio station in the background, giving the story texture without feeling gimmicky.
What I found most interesting, and at times most unsettling, was Hyde’s willingness to let the story stay messy. This is not a neat novel, and I do not think it wants to be. The family bonds are loving, warped, tender, and destructive all at once. Later, when Billy’s world narrows under disability and humiliation, the book becomes less about plot in the usual sense and more about endurance, dignity, resentment, and the strange loneliness of being trapped inside a body that no longer lets you move through the world the way you once did. That material could have turned preachy or sentimental, but it mostly doesn’t. It feels authentic. Candid. Sometimes ugly. And sometimes very moving.
I would recommend Jackdaw Affliction most to readers who like literary fiction that takes risks, especially books about family damage, class, memory, and chronic illness that are more interested in emotional truth than polish. Anyone looking for a clean, comforting read may bounce off it. I didn’t always find it easy, but I did find it memorable, and that counts for a lot. It feels like a novel for readers who can sit with discomfort and still listen for the human voice underneath it.
Pages: 286 | ASIN: B0GN47WWPZ
