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A Heart-Rending Letter

Valerie Anne Hudson Author Interview

Not My War follows a young woman who returns home to Paris to find it under Nazi occupation and slowly realizes the horrors they are committing and how it impacts her life. What was the inspiration for the setup of your story?

As a teenager in England during World War II, my mother had a French pen pal– a girl of about her own age, who lived in Paris. Shortly after the German occupation began, my mother received a heart-rending letter from her friend, describing her grief and fear as she watched hundreds of Nazis triumphantly enter the city in long columns with their weapons fully on display. My mother held on to this letter for decades. It was so emotional, I couldn’t read it without crying! My mother died of Alzheimer’s’ a long time ago, and after her death I searched through her things for hours, looking for that letter. I never did find it, which is a pity because I thought it should belong in a museum. But I did incorporate a similar scene in ‘Not My War,’ when the protagonist witnesses that very same event.   

Louise just wants to enjoy her newfound freedom after returning from boarding school, only to discover the truth about the occupation of her homeland. What were some driving ideals behind your character’s development?

Louise is by nature fun-loving and impetuous. When the harsh realities of the occupation start to affect her and her family, she puts her head in the sand, becoming willful and totally self-centered. Her behavior becomes so outrageous that she starts losing her friends. Only when she is mistaken for a Jew, and is treated as such, does she finally realize the error of her ways. 

What were some themes that were important for you to explore in this book?

I did a great deal of research before I started to write, and came across some useful first-hand accounts of how atrociously the Jews were treated—not just by the Germans, but also by the French police. I wanted to convey how miserable the lives of ordinary people became under the occupation, many of them slowly starving to death because of the harsh rationing. Also important to me was to convey the sense of fear predominant at the time. Many ordinary people chose to turn a blind eye to the atrocities they witnessed because they were afraid for their own lives. I did my best to remain as close to the truth as possible, and many of the events that take place in the book actually happened—things so truly awful that I could never have made them up.

What is the next book that you’re working on and when can your fans expect it out?

No more Nazis for me, for the time being anyway. I need to get my thoughts away from that dreadful time. I’m working on a new series set in Victorian times at the start of the Industrial Revolution. It focuses on the lives of women working in a corset factory. One of the characters becomes a serial killer! I’m only partway through writing, so it probably won’t be published until the fall.

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Louise Bellingham never signed up for a war.

Finally free from her stuffy English boarding school, the fearless and fun-loving Louise is eager to embrace her future. But after she returns home to find Paris under Nazi occupation, she’s quickly dragged into a war that she wants no part in.

Reluctantly plunged into the secretive and dangerous world of the French Resistance, her hopes of fun and excitement are crushed beneath the grueling realities of war. And when she meets the young, handsome Nazi officer Hans, Louise becomes increasingly torn between her loyalty to her family and her newfound feelings for the charming officer.

As tensions rise and emotions threaten to boil over, Louise realizes she won’t be able to ignore the war forever – and when she stumbles upon the horrifying truth behind the Nazi occupation, she’ll be forced to question her deepest beliefs and take a stand for what’s right.

Step into a gritty and authentic historical fiction novel that captures your imagination with larger-than-life characters and thrilling historical details. Not My War is a page-turning read that focuses on the lesser-known stories of the brave men and women who fought in Nazi-occupied France. Scroll up and grab your copy today …

Not My War

In Not My War, esteemed author Valerie Anne Hudson offers an intricate narrative of an enigmatic character, Louise, set amidst the tumultuous backdrop of Nazi-occupied Paris during World War II. Born to a German mother and British father in Switzerland, Louise grapples with the stark realities of war, navigating her existence in an atmosphere fraught with peril yet peculiarly distanced from her personal realm.

Her journey is one that resists a superficial understanding, as she embodies a sense of detachment from the grim tableau unfolding around her. She chooses the path of indifference, maintaining an unbroken facade despite the atrocities that persist on her doorstep. Hudson adroitly highlights that even as a citizen of a neutral country, escaping the grim realities of war is not an option.

The standout feature of Hudson’s opus is undoubtedly her characters, each of whom transcends the written page to convey a profound and resonant sense of realism. The audacious portrayal of Louise as an imperfect protagonist is a commendable aspect of Hudson’s storytelling. Louise’s perspective on the war might evoke empathy due to her survivalist approach, but as the narrative progresses, her actions increasingly elicit a critical response from the readers.

This literary work finds an ideal audience among enthusiasts of historical fiction, as well as those who relish the exploration of morally ambiguous characters. Louise’s silent complicity to the persecution of ethnic minorities, merely to curry favor with the Nazi officers, offers a stirring glimpse into her character, blurring the line between right and wrong. While I enjoyed the novel, I felt the resolution was rather abrupt in contrast to the preceding storyline, which delicately unravels the psychological layers of the characters.

Not My War is a compelling, thought-provoking work of historical fiction. This novel gives readers a nuanced perspective on a historically tumultuous era told from the perspective of a woman fresh from school and looking to start her life.

Pages: 260 | ASIN : B0C9XBMPBW

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