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The Limits of Forgiveness

Chad Alexander Author Interview

The God Fix follows a boy visiting extended family for the summer who discovers dark family secrets, causing him to question his life, faith, and morality leaving haunting impacts on his psyche. What was the inspiration for the setup of your story?

I wanted to write a story that would explore numerous themes of interest to me and to blend character exploration with a suspenseful enough plot to keep the reader engaged. Whilst the plot and characters are entirely fictional, the book does draw on some emotional truths and aims to palpably capture numerous periods in time from the perspective of a young person, which in some ways was a cathartic experience to write.

One core idea that I initially had for the book was inspired by the 1930s Fritz Lang film ‘M’; it was the idea of the moral protagonist becoming the immoral antagonist. Whilst Matthew is to some extent an unreliable narrator (we see the world through his eyes and prejudices), I feel like this core change in character wasn’t pronounced in the final version given the extreme nature of the uncle’s behaviour; it is instead left up to the reader to draw their own conclusions, which fits more with how I want the book to be read.

What are some things that you find interesting about the human condition that you think make for great fiction?

I’ve previously written a speculative/supernatural audio drama podcast, and questions about the human condition were very much at the core of each episode. Any reflection that can challenge the way that one perceives the world is intriguing to me, as well as works that explore values, politics, and power. I think great fiction can be both speculative about worlds unknown, as well as more immediate to us if it is able to expose the intrinsic absurdity of our everyday lives.

What were some themes that were important for you to explore in this book?

There were a lot of themes that felt important to me to explore in this book. Among them were questions of the limits of forgiveness, the use of religion as a justification or motivation, the value of revenge, the question of how independent our beliefs really are, and fundamentally what we believe to be right or wrong. Given that the characters have their own differing perspectives and interpretations, I think it’s fitting that so should readers, though I hope to have in some way challenged them to consider their own views. Other themes that felt important for me to explore around these were questions of alienation, longing, class difference, and addiction.

What is the next book that you are working on, and when will it be available?

I’m co-writing my next book with Emmelina Gateman. It will be a fun, supernatural young adult horror story called “The Dead Witch’s Song;” it will include interactive and ” Choose Your Own Adventure’” elements. Whilst it will be a very different book to this one, it will still touch on themes of morality, forgiveness, and societal progress.

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‘I swear to God, I’ll kill him.’

The God Fix is a dark coming-of-age story set in Greater Manchester in the early 2000s. Taking place across multiple visits to his extended family, Matt, a boy from Surrey, must grapple with the gravity of unraveling discoveries about his family, forcing him to contemplate his life, his faith, morality, revenge, and death.


The God Fix

The God Fix is a profoundly unsettling and intricately layered novel that follows the young protagonist, Matthew, as he navigates a visit to his relatives in Manchester. What begins as an innocent summer trip slowly unravels into a dark exploration of family secrets, trauma, and the loss of innocence. The book dives headfirst into complex themes of abuse, the falsehoods that people use to shield themselves from reality, and the haunting impacts these have on a child’s psyche.

Alexander’s writing is stark and evocative, capturing the mundane details of everyday life while hinting at the sinister undercurrents that flow just beneath the surface. The book’s atmosphere is thick with tension, made even more palpable by the author’s skill in building suspense through the eyes of a child. The way Matthew’s perceptions shift from excitement about seeing his cousins to the dawning realization of the horrors around him is particularly well done. I found myself holding my breath during critical moments, especially when Matthew discovered the disturbing videotapes in his uncle’s wardrobe. This moment is a turning point in the novel, where the hidden darkness of the household begins to surface, and it’s handled with both sensitivity and brutal honesty.

The pacing can be slow at times, especially in the early chapters, where the focus is on mundane activities. This methodical pace is likely intentional, reflecting the slow build-up of tension, but I found myself wanting the story to move forward more quickly. Additionally, the portrayal of religious themes and the hypocrisy of the characters could have been explored more deeply. While the novel touches on these aspects, it often feels like there’s more to be said, particularly regarding how these themes influence the characters’ actions and justifications. The book does not shy away from the psychological impact on its young protagonist and paints a vivid picture of how children can internalize guilt and confusion in the face of such horrors. Matthew’s internal monologue, filled with a mix of naivety and dawning awareness, is both heartbreaking and compelling. This inner conflict drives much of the novel’s emotional weight, making it a challenging but worthwhile read.

The God Fix is a powerful and disturbing novel that will stay with you long after you’ve turned the last page. It’s a book that requires emotional resilience, as it deals with heavy subjects in a manner that is both raw and real. I would recommend this book to readers who appreciate psychological dramas and are not afraid to confront uncomfortable truths. It’s particularly suited for those who are interested in stories that delve into the complexities of family dynamics and the hidden traumas that can shape a person’s life.

Pages: 81 | ASIN : B0D2Q285PK

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