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Pavel Mahdjik Author Interview

Runaway Fox follows a charming young stockbroker in a relationship who complicates things by entering into a love triangle. What was the inspiration for the setup of your story?

My stories are created quite spontaneously without any previously elaborated plan and concretely defined goal. I simply have the opening scene in my head and just start writing. For this reason, I cannot explicitly define what was my inspiration for this story. Perhaps it is the nature of emotional relationships and a kind of paradox that the more free people are in a relationship, the stronger and more permanent the bond between them is. When I say free, I don’t mean the liberal relationships where both have the freedom and permission from their partners to “goof around” on the side while being in a formal relationship at the same time. I am very conservative by nature and would not like to comment on what I think about such relationships. By the feeling of freedom in an emotional relationship, whether it’s romance or marriage, I mean that we feel extremely relaxed next to our partner, that we don’t have to pretend to be something else, that we don’t have to keep silent or agree, that we don’t we have to justify ourselves and over-explain why we are sad, happy, angry or euphoric. When we feel free to be completely ourselves next to our partner, then it is a real relationship that lasts and that will not be spent over time, but on the contrary will only get stronger. Charming young and successful stockbroker Goran Lisitsa should by all rules be very happy in his relationship with the also popular and fascinating sexy TV star Maritsa Stevanovich. However, instead of happiness, joy and satisfaction, he feels more and more anxious and constrained. When he accidentally met Mariya Milutinovich, he did not feel love at first sight, nor did he fall in love immediately. He felt an unexpected closeness and relaxation with a person whom he sees for the first time in his life and who belongs to a completely different “world”. That feeling that you’ve known someone forever even though you’ve just met them is a sign that you’ve probably just met your soulmate, and maybe even your other half. If you really experience such an encounter in your life, do not miss such an opportunity, because such a chance is not given to everyone, and many people never get such an opportunity.

Goran Lisitsa achieves the fame he has wanted but realizes he has no control over his fate. What were some driving ideals behind your character’s development?

Most people claim that self image is the most important and significant thing in modern life. The way other people see you, that’s how they treat you and respect you. However, people usually build their image so that they seem much more successful and happy than they really are, so very quickly they become prisoners of their own image, because they constantly have to pretend that they are something else, and this becomes too burdensome, over time.

Goran Lisitsa acquired the image of a very successful stock market consultant, but not thanks to his ability, but to sheer luck and an accidental mistake he made at the “right moment”. Beneath that image, he is just an ordinary average modern handsome man, who does not know how to deal with his emotional partner Marica Stevanovich and who, like most men today, does not have the courage to be a real man in the moments when the woman next to him expects it the most.

Goran is the main character, but the story of Runaway Fox is actually led by four female characters:

Goran’s girlfriend Maritsa Stevanovich, an attractive, intelligent and very manipulative TV star, a born fighter who permanently fights exclusively for her goals in life and who perceives all relationships, even emotional and friendly ones, as a struggle. Due to her focus on achieving her goals, she does not notice the needs, feelings and desires of her boyfriend and her friends and partners as well.

Mariya Milutinovich, a modest and unspoiled country girl from the vicinity of Belgrade, who does not expect much from her life, but would certainly like to at least meet her “prince on a white horse”. She’s beautiful indeed, but rather invisible in an urban Serbian mileu full of attractive sexy dolls

Dragitsa, Mariya’s neighbor, who sees Mariya as her unborn daughter and who belongs to that type of old-fashioned women for whom the meaning and purpose of their life is complete dedication to their family. These kinds of women are always ready to make sacrifices and you can rely on them at any time of day and night. Unfortunately, such women are gradually “dying out” in modern Serbia.

Tatyana Lisitsa, Goran’s mother, a modern experienced woman, who knows very well how things work in both men’s and women’s worlds

What were some themes that were important for you to explore in this book?

    Although Runaway Fox is just a fairy tale like love story with the obligatory happy ending, it is enriched with additional universal themes, where some of which are pure embellishments to this story. These are topics related to science and religion, which are discussed in an extremely optional way in the dialogues between Goran and his friend, the scientist and monk Boyan Krstich, as well as in the sermons of the Orthodox priest Father Antoniye. I believe that many readers will be surprised and probably shocked by Boyan Krstich’s thoughts on religious and scientific topics, and liberal readers will be appalled by Father Antoniye’s sermons. Nevertheless, one of the universal themes underlying this story is fate, because the entire course of the story is determined by the chance encounters between Goran and Mariya Milutinovich. What is actually a destiny? A chronological journal of life or a screenplay, written in advance, according to which we all perform our roles in life? Are we really the masters and creators of our own destiny or is our life a river whose stream carries us along its course, while we only try to stay on the surface and not to be stranded on a sandbank or not to be broken against a rock before our time is over? Well, this story does not give the answers to any of these universal themes questions, it just asks proper questions.

    What is the next book that you are working on and when will it be available?

      As I said before, my stories are created completely spontaneously. I only need to write the first few pages, to begin with only one character, and the story will continue to develop on its own. At the very beginning, I really have no idea in which direction my story will go, who will all participate in it and how it will end. It’s a very fun process for me and probably similar to creating an art painting on a canvas, because I’m not sure that after the first stroke of the brush, every artist knows in detail how their painting will look in the end. Right now I’m still expecting that kind of inspiration, but maybe this time it will be a political novel, given that we’re currently on the brink of a world war, which has probably already started. My impression is that Western civilization, lulled by long-term prosperity, is not at all ready for the tectonic changes that are happening in the world, and given the current ruling “religion” of conformity and individualism, I am not sure if it is even capable of mobilizing as a society for the fight which is surely waiting for them.

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      Thanks to his relationship with the popular and attractive TV anchorwoman Maritsa Stevanovich, Goran Lisitsa (Fox in Serbian), a charming young stock broker, gets his own show about the stock market on Hertz television, where he gains media popularity and along the way promotes himself, with Maritsa’s wholehearted help into a real stock market wizard.
      The two of them are the most beautiful, most successful and most popular celebrity couple “Lisitsa and Maritsa”, both in the country of Serbia and in the city of Belgrade, for these two only the sky is the limit. However, due to extremely unusual circumstances, Goran accidentally meets a modest and beautiful girl, Mariya Milutinovich, from Veliko Selo, near Belgrade. Like any real man, Goran unintentionally complicates his life with this acquaintance to the point that his further fate is no longer decided by him, but by the behind-the-scenes game of four women, with discreet help from the highest level.

      Runaway Fox

      Set against the vibrant backdrop of Belgrade, Serbia, Runaway Fox is a compelling slice of contemporary fiction that delves into the complexities of love and freedom. The protagonist, Goran Lisitsa, is a successful stock market consultant with a popular TV show, “Foxy Trade.” Despite his professional success and public acclaim, Goran grapples with personal dissatisfaction, primarily stemming from his controlling relationship with his girlfriend, Maritsa Stevanovich. As the story unfolds, Goran’s intertwined personal and professional lives with Maritsa make the thought of breaking away seem daunting. However, the entrance of Mariya Milutinovich, a stark contrast to Maritsa, introduces new possibilities. Mariya’s presence prompts Goran to reconsider the chains that bind him, both visible and invisible.

      The novel effectively captures the essence of its setting, enriching the narrative with meticulous details about Belgrade’s culture and landscape. The addition of the translator’s notes further enhances the reader’s connection to the setting, offering insights that anchor the story’s authenticity. Character dynamics are pivotal in this narrative. Maritsa, portrayed with a manipulative streak, starkly contrasts with Goran’s more sympathetic traits. This contrast is instrumental in shaping reader perceptions, particularly as Goran navigates his emerging feelings for Mariya, who values him beyond his material worth. This relationship dynamic serves as the novel’s emotional core, exploring themes of self-worth and relational fulfillment.

      While the narrative sometimes features repetitive phrasing and extra details that could be streamlined for clarity, these elements offer an in-depth look into the characters’ thoughts and surroundings. Additionally, some dialogues and narrative sections may feel less natural to native English speakers, likely a result of translation nuances. This brings a unique flavor to the text, providing an authentic feel of the original language’s texture and style. The novel bravely tackles complex themes such as infidelity and moral justifications through “signs from God,” which add depth and provoke thought, although they might challenge some readers’ perspectives. An early flashback that reveals the origins of Goran’s relationship with Maritsa provides crucial context, enriching his character arc by presenting his flaws and the complexities of his decisions, thereby enhancing the story’s realism and emotional engagement.

      Runaway Fox offers a thoughtful exploration of personal liberation and the search for authentic connections framed by the rich tapestry of Serbian culture. The novel invites readers to reflect on the boundaries of relationships and the courage required to redefine them.

      Pages: 445 | ASIN : B0CYXPXQ7J

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      I Boldly Began To Write My Story

      Pavel Mahdjik Author Interview

      “A Moment of Life” follows a Victorian-era couple who embark on an intimate journey uncovering shared beliefs and lasting intimacy through their profound conversations in the midst of everyday life. What was the inspiration for the setup of your story?

      My readers probably already read it in my Author’s review that there was one particular moment in 1989. when I was 24 years old and when the U2 record “The unforgettable fire” got into my hand. First glance at the timeless black and white picture of Moydrum castle (central Ireland) on the record’s cover, instantly overwhelmed me with some intense nostalgic “déjà vu” mood and I felt the need to express that mood in the form of a personal written word. That is when I got the idea for this story because, for a moment, I saw two people sitting on the walls of a castle and enjoying a beautiful day. Well, I boldly began to write my story using pencil and paper (there were no personal computers and Internet in 1989) but I was too young and very inexperienced at that time to write this story properly. Fortunately, the inspiration for this story never left me, so I managed to finally use this inspiration three years ago to finish it.

      Why is the main setup “…an unwilling pair is persuaded to see how they were made for each other”? To be honest, I don’t know. It just came to me that way. When I started to write this story, I didn’t have a clue how the story was going to develop and how it was going to end. In the very beginning I had only Albert, Helen and Magie. All the other characters just jumped into the story later and immediately took their role like hockey players during flying substitutes. It was probably a very similar process to art painting. When some painter draws the first lines on canvas, I’m not sure that he knows exactly how his work will really look at the end of painting.

      Your characters are compelling and well developed. What were some driving ideals behind your character’s development?

      All characters in this story came from my mind and experience, but the two main characters, Albert and Hellen, both come from my heart. There is a lot of myself in Albert’s personality and a lot of “perfect woman” in Helen’s personality. Helen is sensitive, wit, intelligent and most of all brave. Actually, her character is my personal tribute to all women, because I think that women are generally much more interesting as a person then men. Especially when you deal with some intelligent woman, such as Helen e.g. If you compare some intelligent man and intelligent woman, I can bet that the woman would be much more inspiring and amusing then man. Why? Well, that’s just my opinion (experience), but this may be also because women always use their whole brain, simultaneously using left and right hemisphere at same time, while men usually use just half of their brain, in some kind of switch regime, using one hemisphere for serious work and the other one only for fun and pleasure. Finally, women also use their hearts much better than men and also understand and accept their feelings much more properly.

      What were some themes that were important for you to explore in this book?

      There are seemingly a lot of themes in this short story, such as what is love, what is passion, what are our personal fears and inhibitions, who are deep and who are shallow souls and also a fact that what is good and what is bad is quite relative as well. But the main theme is “A moment of life” itself. Our life is not just circumstances and events that happen to us. Our life is actually the feelings and impressions that we experience inside ourselves when we live through these events and circumstances . One can attend the most interesting events or can enjoy the company of the most interesting people, but if he doesn’t experience those events and people as it should then it’s just a waste of time for him. On the other hand, someone can literally experience a real “Moment of life” while just watching “how grass is growing”. That’s why this story is dedicated to all people that have rich inner life and who can intensely experience inside of themselves even some apparently harmless and banal situations and conversations and turn them into an exciting experience, that is, a moment of life. Watching Helen and Albert from the side, it seems that they are just relaxing on the balcony and chating laisury, but at the same time, they both are experiencing inside themselves the most exciting moments of their lives, the moments that they certainly will never forget. I personally think that these real “Moments of life” are the one of the most accurate measurement units for the richness and poorness of our lives.

      What is the next book that you are working on and when will it be available?

      In the meantime I’ve already finished another book called “Fox on the run”, but it’s not yet translated to the English language from the Serbian. This is something completely different from “A Moment of Life” and the story is placed in a modern urban Serbian area (Belgrade), but also mixed with some very traditional Serbian mileu. The main character is a TV star guy with the surname “Lisica” which actually means Fox in Serbian. Therefore the title is “Fox on the run”, but it doesn’t have anything with some fox animals. Additionally, for the title for this book I was also inspired by the song with the same title played by UK glam rock band Sweet, which was one of my favorite bands at the beginning of my “Teenage Rampage” (Sweet) age. I should also mention that I take part (with “Fox on the run”) in one competition for unpublished new stories organized by one of the Serbian book publishers. Result of the competition will be in November this year and that is the likely timeline when I’m going to publish this new book on Amazon. Until then, I hope I will find new readers worldwide, especially after the wonderful Literary Titan review of my first book.

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      Two months after their wedding, Lord Albert Granville and his wife Helen talk for the first time, openly and sincerely, about themselves, their earlier love experiences, and the circumstances that preceded their arranged marriage. While having a conversation with his wife, whom he has completely ignored in the meantime and whom he married only to save the reputation and estate of the Granville family, Albert, to his delight, discovers and becomes acquainted with her witty spirit, her female sensibility, and, above all, her disarming intellect.
      Even though it is set in Victorian England, in a time when Britain was becoming great, this story is equally suitable for this day and age because it provides answers to certain questions that are always legitimate, such as – What is love? What is passion? What are our wishes? What are our urges,? What are our fears?

      A Moment of Life

      In his compelling historical romance novel, “A Moment of Life,” Pavel Mahdjik transports readers to a pivotal instance in time when two souls unexpectedly discover love and passion.

      Set against the backdrop of Victorian England, Lady Helen and her husband, the youthful Lord Albert Granville, consciously take the time to unfold the layers of their personalities, delving into crucial conversations that redefine their relationship. From the sanctuary of their expansive balcony, amidst the grandeur of their ancestral abode, the young couple boldly embarks on a journey of self-discovery and mutual understanding that transcends their immediate environment to explore the quintessential facets of existence. Despite the bond of matrimony, their relationship stands on the precipice of unfamiliarity, an abyss they courageously cross to uncover compatibility, shared beliefs, and the seeds of lasting intimacy.

      Mahdjik’s intent is lucidly articulated right from the onset of this concise narrative: to elucidate the significance, beauty, and invigorating energy embedded in life’s seemingly trivial moments. The protagonists, Lady Helen and Lord Granville, engage in a poignant dialogue that serves as the pulse of this novel, contemplating their personal histories, emotions, and passions. As the veil of guarded vulnerability lifts, a profound connection emerges, casting the couple in a fresh, illuminating light and revealing a hitherto unseen beauty shrouded within the commonplace canvas of life.

      “A Moment of Life” provides an immersive platform for readers to intimately acquaint themselves with the main characters, decipher their fundamental beliefs, and relive pivotal life moments saturated with a spectrum of intense emotions, from love and passion to fear and shame. The characters’ introspection of past reactions fosters a shared understanding, a cathartic process that paves the path towards self-forgiveness, emotional healing, and personal growth, fortifying their bond as a couple.

      Mahdjik’s narrative style is brisk yet absorbing, with a central discourse that can comfortably be savored in a solitary reading session. The dynamic interplay of dialogue not only captivates readers but also actively encourages them to partake in the philosophical exploration of personal experiences, relationships, and life in its entirety. “A Moment of Life” captures the essence of simplicity, inviting us to appreciate the nuances of mundane interactions and daily life, gradually steering us towards a realm of serenity, tranquility, and profound bliss.

      Pages: 111 | ASIN: B0BXLYN58J

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