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Shadows and black in the light

Shadows and Black in the Light is a gripping tale that delves into the complexities of family, love, and self-discovery. It’s the summer of 2012, and Millie is days away from turning eighteen when the ghosts of her past begin to stir. Left in the care of distant stepmother after her father’s mysterious death and her mother’s long institutionalization, Millie is desperate to uncover the truth behind the so-called accidents that tore her family apart. When she meets Andy, a quiet drifter with a criminal past, their fates become dangerously entwined. As they search for answers, a mysterious box surfaces, revealing cryptic clues and drawing them into a web of secrets, and a reality that may not be what it seems. While Millie wrestles with loss, love, and madness, Andy confronts the ghosts of his own abandonment, culminating in a tragedy that begs to question the nature of reality and existence.

This captivating novel by Amy van Rijthoven will keep you on the edge of your seat, with its rich characters, evocative settings, and a plot that twists and turns with every page. It takes the reader on an unforgettable journey of love, loss, and redemption.

There’s a Reason for Everything

Amy van Rijthoven Author Interview

Shadows and Black in the Light follows two deeply scarred individuals: a teenager struggling with the death of her father and a man who was once an associate of her father. Their lives intertwine as they uncover buried secrets and seek hope and healing in the aftermath of his passing. What was the inspiration for the setup of your story?

Much like Millie, I’m a bit of a daydreamer. Quite often I have visions play through my mind like movie scenes. This one first came to me when I was about nineteen. I saw Millie in a car with a stranger on the way to his house with rows of medicinal flowers in the distance. I wrote it all down and thought nothing of it. Many years later I picked it up again and couldn’t stop writing until it was done. Fear is something we can all relate to. Maybe there was something inside of me drawing on my own experiences that made this story come out. I didn’t grow up with my dad and I know that sort of trauma can lead people down a dark path. Thankfully I didn’t go down that way and I am in close contact with my dad now. The interconnectedness with parallel lives comes from a deep knowing that there is something greater in this world, something mystical keeping us all together and despite the darkness, there’s a reason for everything.

It seemed like you took your time in building the characters and the story to great emotional effect. How did you manage the pacing of the story while keeping readers engaged?

I have no professional qualifications or background in writing apart from what I learned at school. Writing came naturally to me. As bits and pieces came to me, I was careful not to reveal too much early on. I had this idea that finishing an entire book would be hard and at times worried I needed to stretch the content, other times my ideas would come out so quickly, that I just had to get it all out. Hence the pace is quite uneven but being my first book, I feel that this has been a good effort and it all becomes learning for me to exceed myself next time.

I felt that there were a lot of great twists and turns throughout the novel. Did you plan this before writing the novel, or did the twists develop organically while writing?

The more I wrote, the more new ideas would come to me but it wasn’t always easy, I had to make sure my ideas were going to line up through each timeline and that it was going to work. I often had to re-read my own stuff. I had lots of maps and notes going on but it was really fun.

What is the next book that you’re working on, and when can your fans expect it out?

I never had intentions of writing another book because I thought if I could write anything spectacular this would be it. But when I came to the end of this one, I left a bit of an opening for myself, a bit of a rabbit hole, in case one day I decided I wanted to continue writing and create a sequel but with no idea where it would go or how it would even start. Interestingly, a second story came to me only a few weeks ago. If I’m allowed to spoil it, I want to go back and delve into Andy’s past when he was 16, getting kicked out of home and meeting Marco. His character was always the most interesting for me to write. His story will lead and to keep consistent it will be a dual narrative again, the second (known) character on the other side will be a surprise as it was even to me but I’m going to work with the idea because it excites and scares me. I am also going to bring in some awareness around the mysteries of the Macedon Ranges in Victoria where disappearances occurred as known in the story “Picnic at Hanging Rock.” Bringing rich authentic Australian culture and Aussie vibes is something really important to me when writing. I love where I come from and how diverse and spiritual we are when we all come together. As for when this will be complete, I don’t want to put a time on it, I’m just gonna have fun with it and allow myself to keep a more consistent beat. Hopefully, it will all come together and pour out of me in good time.

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Shadows and Black in the Light is a gripping tale that delves into the complexities of family,
love, and self-discovery. The story follows Millie, a young woman grappling with the loss of
her father and the emotional turmoil of her mother’s mental illness. As she navigates the
challenges of her tumultuous home life, Millie embarks on a journey to uncover the secrets
of her father’s past, leading her to unexpected revelations and new connections.

Shadows and Black in the Light is an enthralling example of speculative fiction, where the
ordinary becomes extraordinary and the impossible seems within reach. It invites readers to
question their perception of reality and consider the mysteries that lie beneath the surface of
everyday life.
This captivating novel by Amy van Rijthoven will keep you on the edge of your seat, with its
rich characters, evocative settings, and a plot that twists and turns with every page. It takes
the reader on an unforgettable journey of love, loss, and redemption.

Shadows and Black in the Light

Amy van Rijthoven’s Shadows and Black in the Light is a haunting and poetic journey through the lives of two deeply scarred individuals—Millie and Andy—whose stories intertwine across themes of grief, betrayal, longing, and redemption. Set against the backdrop of rural Australia, the novel moves between the perspectives of Millie, a teenager on the brink of adulthood grappling with the mysterious death of her father and the emotional absence of her mother, and Andy, a former associate of her father caught between his criminal past and an aching desire to start over. As their lives begin to overlap, the novel paints an intricate portrait of broken families, buried secrets, and the fragile, persistent hope for healing.

What I liked most was the visceral, emotional quality of the writing. Van Rijthoven doesn’t shy away from the messiness of human relationships. Her prose is vivid, lyrical, sometimes raw, evoking smells, textures, and fleeting moments with clarity. Millie’s voice is especially poignant. She’s young but not naive, strong yet vulnerable. I often found myself pausing to absorb the depth of her thoughts, quiet reflections that feel both personal and relatable. Andy’s chapters, on the other hand, are grittier and rough-edged, but they balance Millie’s internal monologue with action and a grim look at life on the other side of the law. The dual narrative worked beautifully for me—it was like watching two storms edge closer together until they finally collide.

While the emotional weight carried the story far, there were moments when the pacing felt uneven—certain scenes lingered, while others that seemed pivotal moved quickly. But even when the plot wandered, the emotional heartbeat never faltered. The mystery, the slow-burn relationships, the tension—it kept me hooked. And by the final chapters, I felt I had truly gone on a journey with these characters. Their growth felt earned.

Shadows and Black in the Light is a heartfelt and emotionally rich novel that is perfect for readers who enjoy stories of self-discovery, slow-burning suspense, and complex family drama. If you’re the kind of person who likes to sit with a story long after it ends, who appreciates prose that breathes, and who isn’t afraid of confronting the shadows we all carry, this book is for you.

Pages: 310 | ASIN : B0FB3L88ZY

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