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Losing Austin
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Fifteen-year-old Austin Bowman vanishes off the face of the earth. Was he kidnapped, abducted by aliens, or murdered by his hotheaded brother, Colton? Despite the rumors and his troubled kid reputation, only Colton knows he didn’t kill Austin. He also knows what drove his brother from the house that rainy day. Or does he?
Riddled with guilt, Colton spends every waking moment trying to find Austin. Searching online for similar missing kids, he meets Keilani, a girl from Hawaii whose younger brother vanished the same day as Austin. Internet explorations reveal other kids who also disappeared, always on rainy days. Since none of these kids have been heard from since, alien abduction seems the most likely answer.
Colton endures years of frustrating dead ends and high school graduation beckons. Then something so shocking occurs that the world descends on the Bowman home in the form of media, law enforcement, even Homeland Security, and Colton’s life will never be the same.
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Aching Hope
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Losing Austin follows a teen boy with a reputation for being a hothead whose nonverbal older brother mysteriously vanishes during a rainstorm, and he spends years searching for an answer. What was the inspiration for the setup of your story?
I was a high school teacher for many years and so often I’d hear one kid say something nasty or hateful to someone I knew to be his/her friend. I also recall many times kids would shout or scream at their parents or siblings. If they were students I knew well, I’d suggest they make it right with their friend or parent because we never know if we’ll have the opportunity. The unexpected always intervenes in life. This thinking was the seed that begat Losing Austin, and it’s the essential premise of the book. I also worked with nonverbal students and always wondered what they were thinking and what they would say if they could, which provided me with inspiration for the character of Austin.
I found Colton to be an intriguing character. What was your inspiration for this character?
I worked with many kids over the years labeled special education and some required a lot of extra attention on the part of parents and teachers. I also came to know the siblings of these kids and sometimes there was resentment that their brother got all the attention. They knew he needed the attention—even from them—but resented not getting what they needed themselves. These experiences begat Colton, a boy who is forced to be independent from a young age and feels he’s been cheated out of nurturing that should have come to him because his brother is “different” and takes up the lion’s share of his parents’ time. From resentment comes anger, and anger becomes all Colton is in the eyes of teachers, his parents, and other kids. That’s his label and once kids have been labeled, it’s difficult to shed that label.
What were some themes that were important for you to explore in this book?
Losing Austin is about grief; about the way loss fractures a family, leaving jagged edges that don’t quite fit together anymore. It’s about guilt and redemption and desperate, aching hope, the hope Colton feels that Austin is alive and will be found. It’s also about regret, the regret Colton feels for his anger towards Austin and his frantic need for forgiveness. It’s about letting go, about accepting that some people aren’t ours, no matter how much we love them. It’s about redemption and the ability to overcome one’s past. And it’s about the need for parents to love their children equally—no matter that one child might need more of their time—because all children need to be nurtured.
What is the next book that you are working on, and when can your fans expect it to be out?
I have completed my first foray into middle grade territory and that book should be out by April of 2026. I’m also writing the two sequels to my award-winning Forever Boy that will complete the trilogy, and I’ve mapped out a cozy mystery to tackle after those are finished, so I’ll be busy.
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Riddled with guilt, Colton spends every waking moment trying to find Austin. Searching online for similar missing kids, he meets Keilani, a girl from Hawaii whose younger brother vanished the same day as Austin. Internet explorations reveal other kids who also disappeared, always on rainy days. Since none of these kids have been heard from since, alien abduction seems the most likely answer.
Colton endures years of frustrating dead ends and high school graduation beckons. Then something so shocking occurs that the world descends on the Bowman home in the form of media, law enforcement, even Homeland Security, and Colton’s life will never be the same.
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Losing Austin
Posted by Literary Titan

Losing Austin is a deeply emotional, raw, and imaginative coming-of-age story about a troubled boy named Colton whose nonverbal older brother, Austin, mysteriously vanishes during a rainstorm. The book follows Colton’s guilt-ridden journey as he tries to piece together what really happened to his brother, all while battling suspicion from his community, emotional distance from his parents, and his own inner demons. With hints of sci-fi mystery and a big heart, this young adult novel dives into themes of grief, sibling bonds, mental health, and belief in the unbelievable.
What grabbed me most was how real Colton felt. The kid is angry, vulnerable, funny in that painfully honest way, and sometimes downright heartbreaking. His voice in the book was authentic. It doesn’t read like a sanitized version of a teen. He messes up, but when he confesses that he told Austin, “I wish you were dead!” only to have his brother vanish hours later really tugs at the heart. The guilt and regret simmering under Colton’s skin are so raw.
And the ideas behind the book were wild in the best way. I loved how it straddles this hazy space between the possible and the unreal. When Keilani enters the story and says her brother disappeared the same day as Austin she thinks “the rain took them,” it gave me goosebumps. Bowler doesn’t spoon-feed you answers—he lets the mystery sit with you, build inside you and grow its own legs. That slow realization that other nonverbal kids, just like Austin, also disappeared during rainstorms is eerie and clever. Also, the mirror obsession, Austin’s backward drawings, and his love for rainbows felt symbolic without being pretentious. There’s something magical going on beneath the surface, and Bowler trusts readers to feel their way through it.
I’d recommend this book to anyone who loves character-driven stories with emotional depth and a twist of mystery. Teens, sure. Parents too. Even readers into speculative fiction would dig it. Losing Austin made me emotional, made me angry, and made me believe in the impossible for a second. If you’ve ever loved someone who was hard to understand—or ever felt like the world misunderstood you—this book’s going to resonate with you.
Pages: 213 | ASIN : B0DYZ9FSGV
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