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My life as a Telepathic Icon
Barry Aubin’s My Life as a Telepathic Icon is a memoir that defies categorization. It follows his extraordinary experiences as a self-proclaimed telepath, chronicling his belief that he is globally recognized through telepathic communication, often involving prominent figures such as Bill Gates, Barack Obama, and Wayne Gretzky. The book oscillates between Aubin’s convictions about telepathic networks and his struggles with mental illness, specifically schizoaffective disorder. His narrative weaves reality, paranoia, and grandiosity into a unique, surreal tapestry. The book ultimately asks the reader to consider the nature of perception, truth, and the limits of human experience.
Aubin’s writing is deeply personal, yet its structure is chaotic, reflecting the intensity of his inner world. He describes a battle between forces of good and evil, a secret dictatorship manipulating people telepathically, and his mission to bring telepathy into the open. His encounters with psychiatric professionals paint them as antagonists, dismissing his claims as delusional while he remains steadfast in his beliefs. One of the most compelling sections describes his time in Hope, British Columbia, where he believes he experiences mystical encounters, glowing landscapes, and alien interventions. His recounting is raw, and at times heartbreaking, as he wrestles with sleep deprivation, paranoia, and a world that refuses to validate his truth.
While the book presents a fascinating premise, its narrative often takes a winding path, making it challenging to follow at times. Aubin passionately asserts that his thoughts are broadcast globally, yet he grapples with a lack of mainstream recognition. His descriptions of extraterrestrial encounters, talking diamonds, and telepathic battles with unseen forces are compelling, though they are shared more through personal conviction. His critiques of psychiatry are deeply felt, shaped by his own experiences, though they lean more on emotion. A particularly intense section recounts his confrontation with the police and subsequent hospitalization, which he perceives as persecution, further deepening his mistrust of the system. While his perspective is thought-provoking, distinguishing between his lived reality and external perception can be complex, making the reading experience both immersive and challenging.
My Life as a Telepathic Icon is a story of loneliness, conviction, and a search for meaning. Whether the reader views Aubin as a misunderstood visionary or a man trapped by his mind, his writing elicits strong emotions—sympathy, frustration, even awe at his unwavering belief. The book’s most valuable aspect is its unfiltered look into the mind of someone experiencing what psychiatry defines as delusions. It offers an important, albeit unsettling, perspective on mental illness, freedom of thought, and the nature of subjective reality.
I would recommend this book to readers interested in unconventional memoirs, psychological exploration, and narratives that challenge reality. It is for those open to stepping inside the mind of someone whose world operates by an entirely different set of rules. My Life as a Telepathic Icon is a reading experience you won’t forget.
Pages: 384 | ASIN : B099X777R3
Integrity, Optimism, and Empathy
Odyssey Moscow is a riveting and brutally honest memoir that chronicles your harrowing arrest and imprisonment in Russia following a business dispute gone dangerously political. Why was this an important book for you to write?
Writing Odyssey Moscow was cathartic. After living through such an intense and surreal ordeal—being unjustly arrested, imprisoned, and isolated—I needed to make sense of what happened, both for myself and for those closest to me. It became especially important to me that my children, when they’re older, could read this and understand the values I tried to live by: integrity, optimism, and empathy, even under impossible circumstances. It was also my way of honoring the people who helped me survive—my family, my friends, and the men of Cell 604. Their decency and courage in the darkest of times deserve to be remembered.
How did you balance the need to be honest and authentic with the need to protect your privacy and that of others in your memoir?
I wanted to be candid and transparent, because I felt a responsibility to tell the truth—not just about what happened to me, but about the broader system that enabled it. At the same time, I was deeply aware of the risks others faced. In some cases, I deliberately anonymized details, not to obscure the truth, but to protect individuals who didn’t choose to be part of this story. Honesty and concern for the safety of others had to go hand in hand.
What was the most challenging part of writing your memoir, and what was the most rewarding?
The hardest part was reliving it. Each chapter forced me back into the fear, confusion, and emotional strain of those months. There were times I considered putting the project aside entirely. But what kept me going was the encouragement I received from those I trust—especially my wife, Julia, who not only supported me throughout my imprisonment, but later helped shape the book with wisdom and clarity. The most rewarding part? Without a doubt, it’s knowing that this story might offer others courage. If someone going through a crisis reads Odyssey Moscow and finds even a sliver of hope, or a reason to stay true to their values, then it’s all been worth it.
What do you hope is one thing readers take away from your story?
If there’s one thing I hope people take away, it’s that even while Russia’s regime and justice system should be condemned, we should have sympathy and admiration for average Russian people. They are the main victims of that system. The courage and resilience of my cellmates was inspiring, but the courage of other Russians who stood up for me and helped me to obtain freedom is also something for which I’m deeply grateful.
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Our Deepest Roots: Navigating Past Trauma to Build Healthier Queer Relationships
Our Deepest Roots is a brave and illuminating book about how trauma—especially the kind rooted in queerness and relational wounds—intertwines with the mess and beauty of love. Dr. Jen Towns doesn’t just discuss trauma in the abstract. She lays bare her own experiences, not as case studies or distant theory, but as raw, beating-heart truth. Through her lens as a queer trauma therapist and partner, she unpacks how our “parts” (the internal voices, reactions, and protections we develop) shape, distort, and sometimes save our relationships. She explores this through concepts like attachment theory, the Internal Family Systems (IFS) model, and a blend of hard-earned wisdom from both the therapy room and the kitchen table.
Reading this as a gay man who’s wrestled with his own ghosts, I felt seen in a way that knocked the wind out of me. The opening scene where Dr. Town’s wife (also a trauma survivor and therapist) writes about storming out of a fight, numb to her partner’s sobbing felt uncomfortably familiar. That terrifying push-pull of needing space but fearing abandonment? Yep. Lived it. And the self-loathing inner monologue she transcribes after the fallout was brutally spot on. It’s one thing to read about trauma reactions. It’s another thing entirely to read someone gently dissect their own and realize, oh god, that’s me too.
What sets this book apart is the refusal to shy away from the complicated, layered ways trauma shows up in queer love. Towns doesn’t romanticize healing, and she doesn’t offer cheap fixes. Instead, she walks us through her fights, her therapy, her missteps, and the hard-won tools she now teaches. When she talks about “fawning” in queer identity—where we perform caretaking to stay safe—it hit like a freight train. She describes fawning not as a flaw but as a strategy, born of survival.
Towns also brings a refreshingly down-to-earth voice. It’s not clinical or cold. It’s like a trusted friend walking with you, swearing a little, crying with you, laughing with you when you realize, yes, we’re all a little messed up but still deeply worthy of love. And her exercises, like the PEACE TALKS framework and the “Zhuzh” reminders, are actually doable—not just filler. She brings everything back to the body, the relationship, and the now. It’s healing work you can feel.
I recommend Our Deepest Roots wholeheartedly, especially to my fellow queer men who grew up believing we had to shrink to be loved, who still brace for rejection when things get close. This book isn’t just for therapists or couples in crisis—it’s for anyone tired of repeating old patterns and ready to face themselves with honesty and tenderness. It’s raw, smart, sometimes painful, and deeply human. And if you’re anything like me, you’ll find parts of yourself on every page.
Pages: 268 | ASIN : B0C6FRBKN2
A Tribute and Legacy
Rainbow of Promise follows the budding romance between a confident and vivacious young woman and a soft-spoken Southern gentleman in the middle of WWII. What was the inspiration for the setup of your story?
My parents, Sadina and W.E., had wonderful chemistry. I wrote the story as a tribute to them as well as a legacy for my family. It’s more of a memoir than historical fiction; it’s as true and factual as I could write it.
There is so much to be said about love in this book. What do you hope your readers take away from your story?
These two had a lot in common and a lot that wasn’t. They became a great team out of loyalty, dedication, romance, desire, and understood unconditional love. I consider them my greatest role models in all that they portrayed.
What was your favorite scene in this story?
W.E. was such a romantic; Sadina was exuberantly fun as well as practical and frugal. When W.E. surprised her with yellow roses and gifts of all sorts, her life lit up like a child at Christmas. My favorite surprise was when he gave her the beautiful soft silky pink robe. Chapter 14. I still have her robe hanging in my closet.
What is the next book that you are working on, and when will it be available?
I’m writing the story of my Volga German grandparents who emigrated from Kutter, Russia, in 1913. My grandmother faced many tragedies, including WWI and II, each sadness garnering strength. I plan to publish the book in 2026 during March–The Month of Strong Women.
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Odyssey Moscow: One American’s Journey from Russia Optimist to Prisoner of the State
Michael Calvey’s Odyssey Moscow is a riveting and brutally honest memoir that chronicles his harrowing arrest and imprisonment in Russia following a business dispute gone dangerously political. Framed around his 2019 detention on charges of fraud, Calvey recounts the Kafkaesque nightmare of navigating the Russian criminal justice system with gripping detail and a surprising amount of grace. Part prison diary, part corporate thriller, and part philosophical reflection, the book explores power, corruption, and survival with uncommon vulnerability.
Calvey doesn’t hide behind business-speak or self-pity. From the first pages, where he’s ripped from his Moscow apartment by FSB agents, his voice is calm but charged with disbelief and raw emotion. I found myself holding my breath as he described his first night in a cramped cell, trying to keep it together while one cellmate shows off his biceps and the other does endless push-ups. The contrast between Calvey’s former life—Loro Piana shirt, Harvard degree—and the grimness of Matrosskaya Tishina is jarring, and he never once lets us forget how surreal and dehumanizing that shift is.
The book’s real power, though, comes from the way Calvey makes space for others. He doesn’t just tell his story; he lets in the lives of Sasha, Ildar, Dmitry, and others—cellmates, guards, lawyers—each rendered with empathy, even humor. I found myself unexpectedly moved by his relationship with Sasha, a streetwise repeat offender who gifts him molasses cookies and prison wisdom. Even when he’s describing psychological warfare—like the endless sirens and the lights that never shut off—Calvey never descends into bitterness. There’s real introspection here. He wonders what it means to have championed Russia for decades, only to be betrayed by the very system he believed in.
Still, there are moments that made me fume. The scene in the courtroom where the Vostochny Bank security chief films Calvey, giggling as if it were a show, is infuriating. Even more galling is how the Russian court system appears as a hollow formality—the “glass cage,” the parade of character witnesses, the judge who seems moved but ultimately rubber-stamps the FSB’s orders. Yet Calvey keeps his cool. He channels his rage into logic, into planning, into fighting back—not with violence, but with integrity and relentless clarity. That was inspiring.
In the end, Odyssey Moscow isn’t just about one man’s legal battle—it’s about holding onto your values when everything around you crumbles. Calvey never pretends to be perfect. He admits to fear, to pain, to moments of despair. But he also shows us resilience in the most literal sense. I finished the book feeling humbled, a little shaken, but also strangely hopeful. This book is for anyone who enjoys true stories about endurance, justice, and moral courage.
Pages: 291 | ASIN : B0DY5PR2ZM
Pieces Falling: Navigating 9/11 with Faith, Family, and the FDNY
Pieces Falling is a deeply personal and faith-filled memoir that traces the journey of Ann Van Hine following the tragic loss of her husband, Bruce, a New York City firefighter who perished in the September 11 attacks. The book isn’t just a recounting of that infamous day, it’s a layered narrative that stitches together memories of love, family life, and an unshakeable faith in God. From the first chapter, “Blessed,” where Bruce speaks those words just two days before his death, to the final reflections in “The Story Continues,” Van Hine invites readers into her home, her heartbreak, and ultimately, her healing.
Reading Pieces Falling was like sitting across from a friend at a kitchen table, sipping tea, hearing her speak with unwavering honesty. Van Hine’s writing doesn’t hide behind polished prose. It breathes. She doesn’t dramatize the trauma of 9/11, yet somehow, she makes it more human than any headline ever could. The chapter “My Free Day” captures the eerie calm of a normal morning unraveling into history. Her voice, clear and vulnerable, recounts everything from feeding the dog to hearing the second tower fall, all while praying Bruce would somehow come home. It’s raw and achingly intimate.
Ann doesn’t write as a victim. She writes as a mother trying to keep dinner on the table, as a widow asking God hard questions, as a woman trying to explain to her daughters why their dad isn’t coming back. Her scene describing the family gathered in her bed on the night of the attack, making tea, trying to sleep, left me with tears in my eyes. But she never stays in sadness for too long. There’s humor. There’s humility. There’s joy in the ordinary. And I appreciated that balance more than I can say.
Faith pulses through this book. Not in a preachy way, but as a lifeline. Verses scribbled in the margins of her Bible. Dreams that felt like whispers from God. I don’t think I’ve ever read a book that handled faith and grief with such a real-world tenderness. It made me reflect on my own ideas of control, surrender, and what it means to hope when there’s no guarantee.
Pieces Falling isn’t just for people who lived through 9/11 or who know what it’s like to lose someone in uniform. This book is for anyone who’s ever had their life turned upside down and wondered how to stand again. It’s for the faithful and the questioning, the broken and the rebuilding. I would recommend it without hesitation to readers of memoir, especially those interested in stories of resilience, grief, motherhood, and quiet strength. Ann’s story is heartbreaking, yes. But it’s also comforting. Because in all the brokenness, she reminds us that light still finds its way through the cracks.
Pages: 238 | ASIN : B09B7VVYKX
Rainbow of Promise: A World War II Romance
Rainbow of Promise is a heartfelt, old-fashioned love story set in the midst of World War II, following the budding romance between Sadina “Sadie” Wagner, a confident and vivacious young woman, and W.E. “Bill” Walraven, a soft-spoken Southern gentleman stationed in Enid, Oklahoma. The story unfolds slowly but sweetly, capturing all the nervous first encounters, jitterbug dances, longing glances, and yes, plenty of sizzling chemistry. It’s nostalgic in all the best ways—like slipping into a vintage movie where the world is complicated, but love is pure.
What stood out to me first was the writing style. It’s simple but rich with period detail and genuine emotion. The dialogue pops without trying too hard, and there’s this easy rhythm to the prose that makes the whole book feel like you’re listening to someone tell a story.
Now, Sadie. She’s a force. Flirty but grounded, fun but not flaky. She’s bold enough to joke about being picked up on a street corner and sweet enough to bring a man to his knees with just a smile. Her scenes with W.E. practically crackle with energy, especially their first dance. I appreciated that the author gave her complexity—she’s not just waiting around for a man; she’s got her own hobbies and she’s protective of her independence. There’s a particularly lovely scene where Sadie turns down an impromptu dinner date with W.E. because of a club meeting—and you can just feel the tension. Her wanting to say yes. His quiet heartbreak. That push-pull dynamic is so well done.
And then there’s W.E.—Bill. This man is a walking romance novel. Polite, a little shy, smells like Old Spice, and dances like a dream. But he’s not just charming. The author gives us these lovely inner monologues where he questions whether he’s “good enough” for Sadie, whether it’s right to fall in love with war looming overhead. That kind of vulnerability made him real for me. And when he takes her to dinner at the Skirvin Hotel and orders champagne and lobster I swooned a little. But my favorite part was the way he watched her dance. That kind of longing—that ache—you can’t fake that in writing.
This book is for readers who love slow-burn, tender romance with real emotional stakes. It’s for anyone who’s ever believed in fate or had their heart flip over a well-timed glance. It might be a little idealistic at times but that’s kind of the point. Life is hard. War is brutal. But falling in love—falling madly in love—makes all of it worth it. I’d recommend Rainbow of Promise to fans of historical romance, lovers of the 1940s vibe, or anyone just needing a little hope and heart right now.
Pages: 369 | ASIN : B08BRBZMKY
Unprocessed Grief
Severed Sacredness is your memoir sharing the story of your daughter’s long, grueling journey of survival and recovery and the power that hope and faith played during this challenging time. Why was this an important book for you to write?
Because of a promise. The depth of pain and the massive amounts of story and miracle were being held inside of me. A wide sweep of online research left me unable to find anyone with a story like hers with the depth of injury that she had suffered in hopes to show recovery was possible with quality of life. I had promised God if our daughter recovered with any kind of quality of life I would write the story for the ONE person who was searching for HOPE and couldn’t find it. I kept my promise and wrote her story. What I discovered while I was writing was also important. I had a great amount of unprocessed grief due to being in the throes of full-time caring and intensive rehabilitation I never had the time to grieve all the loss that comes with a devastating trauma. As I wrote the book I grieved as if it was happening all over again. After writing the full manuscript I came to the realization that I had emptied all of my story and grief onto the pages of the book which was so freeing. The spaces that once held the grief and stories were now empty and the story was now safe and preserved. It was such a gift to find friendship with my grief and to no longer hide it or ignore it. I have found a beautiful balance of all that we have endured and survived which has now prepared me to step into another unexpected role of public speaking to share hope and faith with many of the stories and tools I have gained through this life journey.
I appreciated the candid nature with which you told your story. What was the hardest thing for you to write about?
Placing myself back into the moments of such devastation and having to feel the horrific pain of seeing Jessie injured so critically with such gross disfigurement of her beautiful head and the remembering of all that she lost in that one moment of impact. Reliving all those moments of when her life hung in the balance and having to navigate her care with such intentional focus over and over again. Seeing the normalcy of lives go on when hers was literally cut off at the root but she still lived with such agonizing injuries with no easy answers or quick fixes. LONG JOURNEY OF RECOVERY.
What were some ideas that were important for you to share in this book?
To never never give up hope. To stay in the moment when in crisis. To take the next right step. To know that God will send help. That you are never alone. With God ALL THINGS are possible. To show how to navigate healthcare in ways that can advocate for your beloved one.
What do you hope is one thing readers take away from your story?
That no matter how devastating and hopeless life looks and feels, there is hope. There is always hope.
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When fifteen-year-old Jessie Boone collided with an aspen tree 700 hundred miles away from home, no one was sure she would survive or what quality of life she would have if she did. A massive traumatic brain injury devastated her brain and body, and brought her parents to their knees in shock and grief. The only certainty was their faith in their Creator who, unbeknownst to them, had already placed the right people on the ski slopes, in the hospitals, and in the community that wrapped their arms and resources around this wounded child and family.
Severed Sacredness is the raw account of a mother’s journey through forty days of terror and anguish in acute crisis, eighteen months of grueling rehabilitation from a mute spastic quadriplegic state, and thirteen years of slow reclamations of capacities, life-threatening regressions, and cycles of grief and grace.
Even in the darkest forests, we are not alone.
If your beloved’s life hangs in the balance, or you are a friend looking for ways to support someone facing the unimaginable, this book is a medicine of hope for anguished souls, a map for chaotic minds navigating the healthcare system, and a field guide for finding or creating sacred moments of provision and presence in the midst of the severed and suffering.
A shoot will come up from the stump of Jesse; from his roots, a Branch will bear fruit. Isaiah 11:1
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