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The Last Expression follows a passionate, faith-driven journey of identity, heartbreak, purpose, and self-worth as you wrestle with pain and power while claiming your voice. Why was this an important book for you to write?
My book was important for me to write because I had an important message I needed to convey to my audience. I wanted to share my story with my audience that could deeply resonate with my words in poetic form. I wanted to leave a lasting impression, an imprint, and leave a legacy with my readers around the world. I didn’t want to leave the ending to my poetry series on a fall; I needed to return. Also, I wanted to correlate that return to the Return of Jesus. He will one day come back to rule and reign and be reconciled with His followers! I am a Christian, and I believe my writing influences people. Lastly, it was for my own therapy to have a release or outlet to cope with life.
The book often balances confidence with vulnerability. How do you navigate writing from a “kingly” posture while still revealing pain, doubt, and longing?
I truly believe I write with an open heart and want to be authentic in my writing approach. I believe we as humans deal with the duality of opposites, for example, happiness and sadness. You can feel two things simultaneously. You can be confident but may wrestle with some doubts or fears. I believe you can disarm people with your demeanor, but people need to feel like they can identify with you! Every king wasn’t always perfect, especially those who were kings in biblical times. They all faced challenges, battles, or opposition. We all have our moments, but I truly see myself as a king because God is a King of All Kings. I am made in His image. He has crowned me with favor in spite of my struggles.
Faith is central throughout the book. Were there particular life experiences that shaped the spiritual urgency behind these pieces?
Yes, absolutely!! When I went through rough seasons, I had to rely on my faith in God to get through them! I felt like people needed to hear my testimony so they could be inspired and know that God is with us, just like He has always been with me! I remember being in the military, and I was deployed to Iraq back in 2006 and 2007. We had a mortar attack that hit inside the compound I was working at. It was a very close call; my life literally flashed before my eyes. I had to go into combat mode and protect the detainees (the enemy) that I was guarding with my fellow troops. I knew God protected all of us that day from what could have been a disaster!
Which piece in the collection was the most difficult or healing for you to write, and why?
Hmmm, let me see there were a few that were a bit challenging to write like “Therapy,” “Stages,” “Sacrifice,” “Evolve,” and “Letter To My Dad.” There was just a lot to cover and very complex topics to speak about. Stages were very detailed and were quite a process going from start to finish. “Evolve” was scientific and just a different lane into unfamiliar territory than what I am used to writing.”Letter To My Dad” was difficult because you’re trying to embody a whole person and the relationship you have with them into one poem. I made a rough draft of it and recited it to my father. He asked me to rewrite the poem. I was kind of shocked, but he wanted me to elaborate more, and he is a studious kind of person anyway. So, when I wrote it a second time, I put more emphasis on giving the poem more meaning to satisfy his liking and also showcase what type of man and father he is! Overall, this last book has been my most challenging yet, but I enjoy taking on challenges, and it’s really helped me become more efficient in my writing!
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The Science of How to Bring Back Eden
This is a wide-ranging book that blends spiritual argument, personal testimony, environmental planning, and futuristic invention into a single narrative. It opens from a personal place, then expands outward until it’s trying to account for the fate of the Earth, the meaning of Eden, the role of conscience, and the future of science all at once. The author presents the book as both an explanation and a call to action, and that gives it a distinctive shape. It isn’t just meant to be read. It’s meant to persuade the reader that restoration is possible and that human beings have a direct role in bringing it about.
What makes the book different is how little distance there is between the author’s inner life and his big ideas. Aubin writes as someone who sees personal experience, biblical history, environmental crisis, and technological possibility as parts of the same story. That’s why the book can move from reflections on telepathy and immortality into discussions of hydrogen, greenhouse gas removal, species recovery, and space travel without changing its tone. In his hands, those subjects belong together because they’re all part of one central effort to repair a damaged world.
The book is also full of purpose. The author isn’t circling around his themes or cautiously laying out options. He tells you exactly what he thinks the book is for. Early on, he writes, “I found my mission in life,” and that sense of mission never lets up. Later, he says, “This is a book that can help save the world.” Those lines are important because they explain the book’s voice. It’s direct, earnest, and completely committed to the idea that moral clarity and technical creativity should work side by side.
I found the environmental material especially revealing because it shows what kind of book this is at its core. The author isn’t only writing about belief. He’s trying to sketch systems, machines, and research paths that could, in his view, move the planet toward renewal. His interest in photosynthesis, air quality, water treatment, and cleaner energy makes the book feel constructive. There’s a strong impulse here toward design and repair. The author wants a world where science is used not just to increase power, but to restore balance, protect life, and push civilization toward something more durable.
This book attempts to gather everything that matters to its author into one place and give it direction. It’s a book of ideas, but it’s also a book of conviction. The author is trying to define what healing the Earth would mean, what living rightly would require, and what kind of future humanity should be building. That gives the book its identity. It’s a restoration project in prose, written by someone who believes the world can still be remade if conscience, invention, and responsibility are brought back into alignment.
Pages: 143
I Was Playing Checkers While God Was Playing Chess: The Power and Presence of God in My Life
James Bass’s I Was Playing Checkers While God Was Playing Chess is a raw and vulnerable memoir that chronicles the author’s journey from deep childhood trauma to spiritual awakening and redemption. Drawing on vivid metaphors from the game of chess, Bass uses each chapter to map out pivotal “moves” in his life—moments of heartbreak, divine intervention, and personal growth. Through the lens of abuse, addiction, love, and faith, Bass tells the story of how God’s unseen hand was guiding his life’s trajectory, even when he could barely keep his own head above water.
Bass’s writing isn’t polished in the traditional sense—it’s honest. Honest like a wound still healing. There’s power in that. His voice jumps off the page, not like a preacher, but like a man who’s been through the worst and is just grateful to be alive. The early chapters, especially those about his Abuelita and the horrifying abuse he endured as a child, were painful to read. But that pain is the point. You can feel his desperation and confusion, and then—slowly—his transformation. The chess metaphor could’ve easily been gimmicky, but here it’s brilliant. It gives shape to his suffering and makes it feel like maybe all our worst days aren’t just random punches from life.
Where the book really shines, though, is in the sections about Crystal—his wife, his partner, his mirror. Their love is not a fairy tale. It’s messy, cracked, and sometimes brutal. But it’s also real. Bass’s depiction of being a caregiver to someone with a severe mental illness is unflinching and brave. He doesn’t sugarcoat it. And that’s why it works. His sacrifices don’t feel like grand gestures. They feel like daily choices to love someone no matter what. That kind of love—resilient, imperfect, relentless—feels holy. And when he finally connects his childhood reading struggles to his ability to advocate for Crystal later in life? It was powerful. You can’t make that stuff up.
This isn’t a book for people looking for tidy answers or happy endings wrapped in bows. But if you’ve ever asked God “why?”, if you’ve ever looked at your life and felt like nothing made sense, or if you’ve ever wondered whether your pain had a point—this book is for you. It’s a reminder that you don’t have to know the next move. You just have to trust that the board is in the hands of a Master. I’d recommend it to anyone navigating trauma, caregiving, broken family dynamics, or just plain soul exhaustion.
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I Was Playing Checkers While God Was Playing Chess: The Power and Presence of God in My Life
I Was Playing Checkers While God Was Playing Chess is part memoir, part testimony, and all heart. It’s the story of a man who lived through a mountain of trauma. Abuse, racism, addiction, marital struggles, and found God moving in places he didn’t expect. Every chapter uses a chess move to explain a turning point in his life, like how his grandmother giving him an encyclopedia set as a boy set the stage for him to one day decode complex psychiatric info and care for his wife. It’s deeply personal, packed with emotion, and reads like someone sitting across the table, telling you their truth.
One chapter that really hit me was “The Fork” about his abuelita. She steps in during his horrible childhood, gives him love, and literally hands him books when no one else believed in him. That whole section had me teary-eyed. It reminded me how sometimes the smallest gestures change everything. And the way he ties it back later, like decades later, to how he understood medical texts to help his wife, was amazing. That’s not just a good story. That’s fate with a plan. I could feel how much those books meant to him. It wasn’t just about reading. It was about survival.
Then there’s Crystal. She’s not just his wife. She’s a whole force of nature. That part where she tells him, “I love you for the man you’re going to become,” after he’s cheated and blown up their marriage? I had to put the book down for a second. That line wrecked me. You feel the weight of what they’ve been through, but you also feel the hope. The love between them isn’t pretty or easy, but it’s real. The mental health stuff is raw, too. He talks about psychosis, ER visits, and disappearing acts. And yet there’s faith threaded through it all, like a lifeline.
Later on, when he talks about writing his first book and speaking publicly, it’s a total shift. That’s when you realize the guy who used to think he was worthless is now lifting other people up. There’s this full-circle moment when he reconnects with an old boss who turns out to be a pastor. The way it all lines up? It’s wild. It feels earned. I could see the gears turning in his life even when he couldn’t. That made me look at my own life differently. Like maybe all this chaos has some kind of pattern.
If you’ve ever felt like you were getting hit from all sides and couldn’t see the bigger picture, this book is for you. If you’ve ever loved someone who was hard to love, or were that person yourself, this book is for you. It’s not fancy or polished. But it’s real and full of heart.
Pages: 78 | ISBN : 978-1963737240
