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C.R. Endacott Author Interview

Digital Gods is a blend of science fiction and a murder-mystery thriller centered on a cast of characters spanning the timeline from 925 AD to 2124. Where did the idea behind this novel come from?

The idea for Digital Gods came from me wrestling with a philosophical question rather than trying to write a science fiction novel.

I was exploring concepts like solipsism and simulation theory and began asking myself: if every conscious person were experiencing reality through a simulation, what would actually limit that simulation? We tend to assume it would have to run in one continuous timeline, but why? If it’s simply a constructed experience, the program could place one consciousness in Ancient Rome, another in the Middle Ages, and another in the year 2124, all at the same moment. The underlying programming would remain the same, but each person’s experience would be rendered differently according to the time period they inhabited.

That idea fascinated me.

For example, the novel opens in 925 AD with Sarah Yardlem, a young peasant who believes she is speaking with a spiritual leader. She has no reason to suspect anything unusual until she realizes he intends to kill her. But what if, beneath that experience, she isn’t actually speaking to a medieval priest at all? She could be interacting with someone who exists in 2024. The simulation would simply translate language, appearance, clothing, and surroundings so that each participant experiences a world that feels completely authentic.

Once I had that premise, the story exploded. It allowed me to weave together characters separated by more than a thousand years while asking a much larger question: if reality itself is the interface, how would anyone ever know what, or even when, is actually real?

Aphantasia plays a fascinating role in the book, becoming much more than a neurological condition. What inspired you to build such an important part of the story around it?

The inspiration came from something deeply personal; I have aphantasia myself. When I discovered that only about 2–3% of people are unable to voluntarily visualize images in their mind, I was fascinated. Like many people with aphantasia, I had assumed everyone experienced thought the same way I did. So I started asking friends and family to describe what happened when they imagined an apple or recalled a memory. It quickly became clear that I was the anomaly.

As Digital Gods evolved, I began asking a fictional question: if reality were a simulation, how might aphantasia fit into that world? I imagined that some participants in the simulation were genuine consciousnesses whose true selves existed beyond the system. If the simulation relied on memories, mental imagery, and internal experiences to keep those consciousnesses fully immersed, what would happen if someone couldn’t experience those things in the same way? Could they become more difficult to manipulate? Could they begin noticing gaps that others never would?

What began as curiosity about my own neurological condition eventually became one of the central philosophical questions of the book: what if the way we experience our own minds determines how deeply we are connected to reality, or to the illusion of it?

The Tree of Life serves as a recurring symbol throughout the novel. What does it represent within the mythology of the Ficcom universe?

The Tree of Life is probably the most important symbol in Digital Gods, and it’s one of my favourite aspects of the novel because it operates on multiple levels. Some readers will recognize one layer, others might recognize another, and I suspect there are connections that won’t become apparent until a second reading.

Within the mythology of the Ficcom universe, the Tree of Life is ultimately tied to the Codex itself, the system that sustains humanity. Without giving away too much, the Codex has a physical form, and its architecture naturally resembles an enormous tree. Human bodies rest below it while countless connections converge into a single trunk before branching outward into a vast network above. The imagery is intentional.

But I also wanted the symbol to resonate with much older traditions. In Norse mythology, Yggdrasil connects the underworld, the human world, and the heavens. That fascinated me because, in many ways, the Codex functions as a place between worlds. Humanity exists within it, suspended between where it came from and where it is going.

The biblical connection interested me just as much. I’ve always been intrigued by the story of Adam and Eve and the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil. Why is knowledge forbidden? Why is the pursuit of understanding treated as humanity’s defining act of rebellion? Whether one interprets Genesis literally, symbolically, or philosophically, those questions have lingered with me for years.

In Digital Gods, I explore those questions through science fiction. What if myths aren’t arbitrary? What if they become part of the operating system of a civilization? If you were responsible for maintaining a simulated reality, and the greatest threat to that simulation was people discovering its true nature, wouldn’t you build stories that discouraged them from seeking forbidden knowledge? In that context, the fruit becomes more than a symbol of disobedience; it becomes a symbol of awakening.

For me, that’s what the Tree of Life ultimately represents. It is technology disguised as mythology, mythology disguised as history, and history disguised as truth. It sits at the intersection of science, religion, and philosophy, asking the same question that runs through the entire novel:

What happens when human beings gain knowledge they were never meant to have?

What is the next book you are working on, and when will it be available?

I’ve recently finished a screenplay called Minotaur, based on my previous novel, The Children of the Earth That Was. And now I am working on a second screenplay entitled: Trail Angel, Trail Demon, a horror with inspiration from Blair Witch cinematography.

I’ve created several outlines for a second book in the Digital Gods universe, but it is still in the idea-development stage.

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“When technology, humanity, and divine wisdom collide, the fate of reality hangs in the balance.”

In Digital Gods, C.R. Endacott takes readers on a breathtaking journey where science fiction meets spirituality, and the human quest for knowledge collides with the unseen forces that shape our destiny. This gripping sci-fi thriller weaves together a multi-layered narrative of murder, mystery, and metaphysical discovery. Set in a near-future world where humanity’s survival is dictated by advanced technologies and the remnants of human resilience, Digital Gods delivers a potent blend of high-stakes action, philosophical depth, and unforgettable characters.
If you’ve ever wondered what lies beyond our technological grasp or pondered the true nature of life, this novel will captivate your imagination and keep you turning the pages late into the night.

The year is 2124 CE, and the remnants of Earth’s civilizations have consolidated under a singular global authority. Advances in artificial intelligence, interstellar travel, and biotechnology have transformed humanity into something unrecognizable. Yet, in this hyper-modern dystopia, humanity’s age-old struggles—power, love, survival—persist.

Amid the shiny skyscrapers and sleek autonomous vehicles, a sinister force emerges: a program known as the Ficcom_Creation_Link. This digital enigma connects everything and everyone, but at what cost? As whispers of its true purpose begin to surface, the line between reality and illusion blurs.

Digital Gods isn’t just a book; it’s an experience. It’s a thought-provoking, edge-of-your-seat journey into the unknown, blending genres and defying expectations. C.R. Endacott’s ability to craft a world that feels both eerily familiar and utterly foreign ensures this novel will find a place in the hearts of readers worldwide.

Whether you’re looking for your next sci-fi obsession or a story that challenges the way you see the world, Digital Gods is the book to read, share, and talk about.


The Ficcom Creation Link: Digital Gods

The Ficcom Creation Link: Digital Gods, by C.R. Endacott, is a science fiction thriller with a metaphysical edge, built around the idea that reality may be a constructed system and that some people are beginning to see the code beneath it. The story moves across timelines, from Sarah Yardlem in 925 AD to Sandra Melange and Jackson Blacksmith in 2025, then forward to Detective Constance Sharp in 2124 as she investigates a series of strange murders tied to aphantasia, the Tree of Life, and a hidden digital order. At its core, this is a genre-blending sci-fi mystery about truth, control, fate, and what happens when human beings get close to knowledge they were never meant to have.

Endacott doesn’t settle for a simple murder plot or a clean futuristic setting. Instead, the novel keeps widening the frame until a psychic reading, a police investigation, a cult-like movement, android government control, and questions about reincarnation all start to feel like pieces of the same machine. That could have become overwhelming, but I found myself pulled along by the sense that every strange detail mattered. Sandra’s visions, Jackson’s inability to visualize, and Constance’s sharp, frustrated detective work give the story different textures. One part feels mystical. Another feels procedural. Another feels like dystopian science fiction, looking over its shoulder at religion and asking, “What if the myth was just bad documentation?”

The writing is direct and often more interested in momentum. The dialogue explains a lot, and some scenes lean into their ideas. But there is also something compelling about that urgency. The book feels like it is chasing a revelation and wants the reader to keep up. I appreciated the author’s choice to make aphantasia more than a character trait. Here, it becomes a doorway into bigger questions about perception, free will, and who gets marked as dangerous by a system built to preserve itself. It made the science fiction genre feel personal, almost intimate, because the battle over reality begins inside the mind.

I would recommend Digital Gods to readers who enjoy science fiction with mystery, conspiracy, and philosophical tension woven through it. It will especially appeal to those who like stories about simulated realities, hidden systems, futuristic policing, psychic phenomena, and the uneasy space where technology starts to resemble theology. This is not a quiet book. It’s busy, strange, and full of big swings. For readers who enjoy sci-fi thrillers that ask uncomfortable questions and are willing to follow a story down several twisting corridors to get answers, this one offers a bold and thought-provoking ride.

Pages: 357 | ASIN ‏ : ‎ B0H1TWM6HM

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Heroes of Afflatus: Book 2 The Blue Butterfly

Heroes of Afflatus: Book 2 The Blue Butterfly by [C.R. Endacott]

Avery, the truth wizard, and her friends catch wind of Depravity’s next target: the Faerie World. The insidious being seeks to kill the blue butterfly, the last seal preventing it from returning to full strength. But, while Avery’s and her friends’ mission is clear – stop Depravity again and protect the blue butterfly – it’s far from straightforward.

First, they have to find the entrance to the Faerie World. Unfortunately, things take a terrible turn when Avery is kidnapped by Depravity’s stone minions. In a race against time, Jared, Garon, and Carson, with the help of unlikely allies, must rescue Avery before she’s drained of all her magic and stop Depravity.

The Blue Butterfly is the second entry in C.R Endacott’s Heroes of Afflatus Series. The series centers on a group of regular teenagers who find their way into a magical realm where they become heroes by taking on daring missions.

With fantasy at its core, Endacott’s book is imaginative. But thankfully, the author understands that fantasy doesn’t have to be complicated to be thrilling. Instead, the author delights with simple and well-defined otherworldly elements and characters while relying on the strength of the plot to keep readers engaged.

The prose is also compelling. With a mix of characters brimming with personality, high stakes, and resonating themes, Endacott gets you to believe in his story.

I also enjoyed symbolisms like the depiction of Depravity as the villain and how Endacott argues that Depravity is found in the choices we make. The world’s evil is not conjured by some intangible entity but by man’s choices. Likewise, the existing good stems from our decisions.

Treat me to a delightfully pulsating ending and you’ve won yourself a fan. Safe to say, Endacott’s won a new cheerleader. But even with pom poms in hand, I’ll confess that I had a few head-scratching moments where characters inexplicably acted ignorant about story elements they previously interacted with. I’m still a fan of the fresh and fluid writing though.

The Blue Butterfly is an exciting coming of age adventure story that excellently takes this fantasy story to the next level. I hope the next part in the Heroes of Afflatus series is just as good or even better.

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A Truth Wizard

C.R. Endacott
C.R. Endacott Author Interview

Heroes of Afflatus follows a group of friends on a dangerous quest in the land of dwarves to bring peace to the land by recreating the Circle of Trust. What was the inspiration for the setup to this thrilling story?

Initially, my intent for Circle of Trust, was to start a new series in the Afflatus world. I have 3 previously published works told from the perspective of Avery Noble. In Heroes of Afflatus, I changed that perspective to Jared Swagger. But the story unfolded itself, as I watched the political milieu in the United States in Canada, where I saw people who in all rights should have seen what brings them together, versus what drives them apart. As a Canadian watching American news, I was enthralled that people who were similar in so many ways, were so divided in others. And so, as a fantasy author, I thought, what if there was an evil power that thwarting a people’s unity. Thus, Noir and the Molpen were born.

Jared and Avery are intriguing and well developed characters. What were some driving ideals behind their character development?

Jared Swagger and Avery Noble are my main characters, and they have developed over the course of the first three novels. They started as enemies that hated each other, but I found immediately, that they were actually interested in each other, and so Jared eventually asked her out and now they are going steady (this is after numerous adventures in Afflatus together). Initially, the concept of Avery as a Truth Wizard reflects my own journey in understanding the truth about life. I was raised religious, but reality clashed with those beliefs, which is also why I incorporate LGBTQ+ themes in my writing.

I appreciated the depth of the lore in your world. What were some sources that informed the worlds development?

Initially the concept of Deep’en Realm, was an imagination of what Hades might be like. I don’t like the depictions of hell and the afterlife, and so in my imagining of an underworld, I developed this concept of Deep’en Realm. Most of my ideas are sparked from the notion that there can be any number of dimensions or worlds that have their own rules, and are totally foreign to our rules.

This is book one in The Circle of Trust series. What can readers expect in book two?

Book 2 takes our adventurers into the Fairy World, an “sky” world, where your heroes need to prevent Depravity, the evil Lord, from destroying the Blue Butterfly, the last talisman that seals Depravity’s power from entering the palpable world (our earth).

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Jared (Jay) Swagger has a pretty good life. He’s a great lacrosse player, he has an amazing girlfriend, and a secret world he gets to have adventures in. However, after Holly Fitts kisses him after his team won the lacrosse match, his girlfriend, Avery Noble, refuses to speak to him. And when adventure calls for a Truth Wizard in Afflatus, Avery leaves Jared behind. Jared is heartbroken. But the next day Carson, the crown prince of Afflatus, tells him that Avery has gone missing and that Jared needs to find her and rescue her from the land of the dwarves. Jared’s good friend and teammate, Garon Miller, tags along and he learns a lot about himself too. Most importantly, it is important to be true to ourselves. Once in the land of dwarves, they find that the evil spirit Depravity has been at work, stirring up dissension and war. The only way to bring peace is to find Avery and recreate the Circle of Trust. But this becomes increasingly difficult because they find out that Avery is seriously injured, and the Molpen, part mole, part human, beings are trying to stop them. Can Jared find Avery, restore her to health, and save the dwarves before Depravity accomplishes his goal to total annihilate the dwarves?

Heroes of Afflatus

The peaceful existence between the factions of Dwarves and Molpens in the Deep’en Kingdom is disrupted by a despicable elemental being. He possesses a Molpen, Militch, and makes him destroy the Circle of Trust, which has kept the dwarves bonded for ages. Avery Noble, the Truth Wizard, is summoned from earth to help salvage the situation. She’s the only one who can restore peace. But things take a sour turn when she goes missing on her mission. Carson, the crown prince of Afflatus gets Avery’s boyfriend and knight, Jared Swagger, to help find her. In a nerve-racking race against time, Carson, Jared, and his friend Garon must rescue Avery in time for her to restore the Circle of Trust and end the war between the Dwarves and Molpens.

Author C.R Endacott’s Circle of Trust is a riveting adventure novel in the fantasy genre that cuts across two worlds –earth and a fictional setting. C.R Endacott plunges readers into the Deep’en Kingdom, where some trees survive on dust and waterfalls heal wounds and replenish people’s energy stores.

Amidst the fast-paced adventure, Endacott slips in relevant themes apart from the clear ones of bravery and camaraderie. The standout ones for me include a message on the rigid expectations society has on how people should live their lives. Also, the book alludes to how the evil we commit is simply a result of unrestrained weaknesses. In other words, the people who perpetrate great evil are those who fail to keep their weaknesses under control. Similarly, good people aren’t absolutely devoid of sinister tendencies. They’ve just kept them on a leash.

I think we all enjoy twists and turns that are shocking enough to make us gasp. But we relish them more when we can recollect previously overlooked hints or clues foreshadowing those twists. That moment where it all makes sense, and we nod our heads or think, “ooh, so that’s why that happened”. Endacott evokes reactions like this by expertly sprinkling clues, which add up when the author finally introduces twists in some of the subplots.

While the book’s subplots had a few twists, I felt the main plot was a little too linear. It could have done with a few pleasant or unpleasant curveballs. In any case, the central conflict was enough to keep me quickly flipping page untill the end.

Circle of Trust is only the first in the Heroes of Afflatus series. This is an excellent start to what is sure to be a thrilling series. If you’re looking to get lost in an otherworldly adventure for a while, you can let C.R Endacott take you on a fantastical ride.

Pages: 108 | ASIN: B08GJZ9XG1

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