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The Break: Rediscovering Our Inner Knowing
The Break is a raw and soul-baring memoir about the unraveling of a marriage caught in the quiet storm of high-functioning alcoholism and the slow rebirth of a woman learning to trust her own voice. Brandee Melcher takes readers on an intimate, winding journey through love, codependency, addiction, motherhood, and self-liberation. The book is structured in short, potent chapters that trace the trajectory of her life — from a childhood shaped by domestic violence to a marriage strained by denial and rules designed to fix what couldn’t be fixed. With startling honesty, Melcher offers readers not a step-by-step how-to, but a companion in the dark. This is a book about listening to the gut, especially when the heart wants to pretend everything is fine.
I enjoyed Melcher’s writing. I liked how sharp and tender it is all at once. She doesn’t hide from the uncomfortable. She walks right into it, like in Chapter 7, “The Long Ending,” where she describes the heartbreak of discovering that her husband had lied about drinking. Her rage, disbelief, and exhaustion are palpable. And yet, she never lets herself or the reader off easy. She owns her part, too — the enabling, the rationalizing, the excuses, the countless “rules” in Chapter 4 that were made and broken. There’s no polish here. No clean endings. Just someone standing in the ruins of what she thought marriage should be, slowly sweeping up the truth. I felt her weariness. I felt her clarity when she says, “It became too much to keep up with… and I was tired of the discussions.” That kind of fatigue isn’t just emotional — it’s physical. And she writes it like it is.
And then there’s the bravery — not just in leaving, but in staying so long and still trying. In Chapter 10, “Soul Break,” Melcher recounts the moment her partner admitted he drank simply because “he wanted to.” There’s no villain here, only a man in pain and a woman who couldn’t carry both of their stories anymore. I admired how she didn’t demonize him. She held grief in one hand and compassion in the other. And in doing that, she gave readers permission to feel both at once, too. Melcher’s ability to distill big, messy truths into plainspoken sentences is one of her greatest strengths.
This isn’t a book for people looking for easy answers or perfect closure. But if you’ve ever doubted your own instincts, if you’ve stayed too long, if you’ve bargained your way through a relationship thinking “at least he doesn’t…” — then The Break will feel like a mirror and a lifeline. I’d recommend this book to anyone healing from emotional exhaustion, codependency, or the quiet heartbreak of unspoken truths. Especially women. Especially mothers. Melcher’s voice is a steady hand on the shoulder — one that says, “You’re not crazy. And you’re not alone.”
Pages: 83 | ASIN : B0CH94Q63N
Improbable and Extraordinary: A Transformation of Mental Illness and Addiction
Improbable and Extraordinary is a raw, heart-wrenching memoir that navigates the turbulent waters of Saul Horwitz’s life, shaped by mental illness, family dynamics, and personal transformation. Co-written with his sister Erika, the book delves into Saul’s struggles with bipolar disorder and his journey toward recovery, offering an unflinching portrayal of his darkest moments and the flickering hope that guided him toward light. Spanning decades of emotional highs and lows, this story is as much about healing as it is about understanding and resilience.
What struck me first was the brutal honesty with which Saul recounts his experiences. The opening chapter vividly describes recurring suicidal ideations, setting the tone for a narrative steeped in pain but striving for clarity. Saul’s vivid descriptions, like his withdrawal from baseball—a childhood obsession abandoned mid-game due to a crushing wave of apathy—were especially poignant. These moments highlight how mental illness can abruptly hijack even the most joyful or driven endeavors, turning triumphs into fleeting mirages. As someone who has often heard sanitized versions of similar struggles, this unapologetic candor felt like a brave and necessary invitation to empathize with a reality many shy away from acknowledging.
The book is also deeply reflective. Saul doesn’t shy away from dissecting his childhood trauma, including his father’s harsh disciplinary methods and the emotional aftermath of his parents’ divorce. Yet, he resists the temptation to solely blame others for his plight. For instance, while he shares heart-wrenching accounts of being beaten and emotionally neglected, he also acknowledges the genetic and biochemical facets of bipolar disorder. I found this balance refreshing; it allowed the book to transcend the realm of grievance and step into the space of accountability and growth. His revelation about the impact of his mood swings on his loved ones, particularly his children, was both heartbreaking and enlightening.
One of the most impactful sections is the exploration of Saul’s recovery process, notably his involvement in 12-step programs and group therapy. The “Miracles That Saved Me” chapter is a standout for me. These reflections are laced with humility and wisdom, showcasing how Saul transformed his pain into tools for survival and, eventually, service to others. It reminded me that recovery is not a straight road but a winding path dotted with small, often imperceptible victories.
Improbable and Extraordinary is a stirring account of survival and self-discovery. Saul’s journey reminds us of the resilience of the human spirit, even when confronted with unimaginable odds. This book will resonate with those battling mental illness, their loved ones, and anyone seeking inspiration from real-life transformations.
Pages: 311
Unhooked: Free Yourself from Addiction Forever
Unhooked by Dr. Adi Jaffe is a revolutionary take on addiction that redefines its root causes and offers a new path to recovery. Challenging conventional beliefs, Jaffe shifts the narrative from helplessness to empowerment, equipping readers with tools to identify the “hooks” that fuel their compulsive behaviors and replace destructive habits with constructive ones.
Drawing from his own journey as a former addict, Jaffe intertwines personal stories with the experiences of others to uncover the deeper truths about addiction. His candid reflections, coupled with extensive research, lay the foundation for the “Unhooked Method”—an innovative approach that moves beyond the traditional “disease model.” This method emphasizes uncovering emotional and psychological triggers, focusing on addressing the underlying causes rather than merely treating symptoms. The result is a practical, transformative guide for achieving lasting freedom from addiction. Jaffe broadens the scope beyond drugs and alcohol to include caffeine, food, video games, social media, and more. This inclusive perspective underscores how addiction touches nearly every facet of modern life, affecting far more people than commonly acknowledged.
Through vivid storytelling and real-life examples, Jaffe brings readers into the minds of those struggling, fostering understanding and empathy for their battles. This book is a catalyst for change. By reframing addiction as a widespread and surmountable challenge, Jaffe takes critical steps toward destigmatizing it. His message resonates not just with those battling addiction but also with their loved ones, offering hope and actionable strategies.
Unhooked is a must-read for anyone seeking insight into the nature of addiction or searching for a path to recovery. It’s a profound and accessible resource that redefines how we view and approach this pervasive issue.
Pages: 274 | ASIN: B0D2VFNF7N
A Haunting Deception
Micah Briarmoon’s A Haunting Deception begins with an electrifying dive into the supernatural, as Damarkus Jones battles not only external forces but also the creeping darkness within himself. Set against the backdrop of the atomic devastation of Nagasaki, the story immediately immerses the reader in its high stakes and morally ambiguous characters. The narrative swiftly pivots to the present day, introducing a tapestry of interconnected lives grappling with mystery, loss, and the lingering echoes of the supernatural.
Briarmoon’s writing is atmospheric and evocative, and the opening scene is a masterclass in tension. The surreal juxtaposition of Nagasaki’s atomic aftermath with Damarkus’s sinister abilities sets the tone for the novel’s exploration of power and redemption. The middle chapters shine brightest when they explore the human side of the supernatural. Nong Ekamai’s despair and defiance resonate deeply, especially during her anguished rebellion against her unseen captor. These moments ground the fantastical elements in raw, relatable emotion. I did find some transitions between storylines abrupt, leaving me momentarily disoriented as new characters and settings emerged without much preamble.
What truly elevates A Haunting Deception is its thematic depth. The novel grapples with profound questions about morality, addiction, and the boundaries of free will. Jared’s struggles with his past and Brandon’s pursuit of justice in the Mitchell case offer parallel narratives that subtly echo Damarkus’s battle against the consuming darkness.
A Haunting Deception is an ambitious and thought-provoking tale. It blends urban fantasy with thriller elements, making it perfect for readers who enjoy character-driven stories with a touch of the supernatural. Fans of morally complex heroes and intricate, multi-layered plots will find much to appreciate. I’d recommend this book to anyone who loves supernatural mysteries with heart and isn’t afraid to wrestle with some big, existential questions along the way.
Pages: 500
Oblivion Black
Oblivion Black, by Christa Wojciechowski, is a gritty, darkly compelling story of addiction, trauma, and the quest for redemption. It follows Ona Price, an art school dropout navigating the brutal realities of heroin addiction and the emotional spiral it causes. Set in the seedy underbelly of New York City and later in the rural calm of her aunt’s bed-and-breakfast, Ona’s journey is one of self-destruction, survival, and the long, painful process of trying to reclaim her life.
The book weaves vivid descriptions of withdrawal and heroin highs with Ona’s inner turmoil, delving into themes of love, obsession, and despair. What struck me first about this book was the raw, unapologetic portrayal of addiction. Wojciechowski doesn’t sugarcoat the experience. In fact, she plunges you straight into the darkness of it. The vivid, almost cinematic scenes made me feel like I was right there with her, suffocating under the weight of her choices.
The writing hits hard and fast, often as disorienting as the life Ona is living. I found myself both repulsed and captivated by her self-destruction, wanting to reach through the pages and shake her awake. Wojciechowski’s ability to depict inner conflict is stunning. Ona’s thoughts are chaotic yet painfully introspective, such as when she reflects on her artistic ambitions and how her addiction has derailed them. The way the narrative delves into Ona’s psyche made me both pity and admire her. Her contradictions make her feel incredibly real—she’s someone who knows she’s broken, but she can’t quite summon the strength to pull herself together.
The book’s pacing takes on a slower, more reflective tone in the middle. This shift allows the reader to truly immerse in the painstaking nature of the healing process, capturing the realistic ebb and flow of emotions. The portrayal of Ona’s daily struggle creates a sense of authenticity, highlighting the repetitive yet essential small victories and setbacks of recovery. And just when the routine starts to feel too settled, Wojciechowski injects powerful moments of raw emotion that reignite the intensity and keep the reader deeply engaged.
Oblivion Black is not for the faint of heart. It’s a gritty, disturbing, and often uncomfortable read, but it’s also beautifully crafted, with characters that linger long after the last page. I’d recommend this book to anyone who enjoys psychological fiction that doesn’t shy away from dark, complex themes. It’s perfect for readers who appreciate stories that explore the depths of human suffering and the possibility of redemption, even when the odds seem insurmountable.
Pages: 387 | ASIN : B09YWKRLG6
A Delicate Balance
In Shelter of the Monument, you share with readers the personal growth you experienced while in a relationship tainted by addiction. Why was it important for you to share your story?
When I was young, shy, and incredibly insecure, the man at the center of this story, gave me the courage to have my own voice, my own place in this world. I didn’t believe I was worthy of that and thus, his gift was huge. I have always credited him with the life I live now. I believe if not for him, I would be someone very different and someone not very happy. Despite this, his reputation didn’t align with what I knew him to be. I felt I owed it to him to share the incredible gift he gave me and to offer a much more positive spin on who he was at heart.
I appreciated the candid nature with which you told your story. What was the hardest thing for you to write about?
Once I decided to tell this story, the memories came pouring out. I believe for a memoir to touch others, it must be completely honest. But stories cross into other lives. Thus the hardest part for me was how to tell this story in the way I remember it without hurting others, especially those closest to me. It was a delicate balance and ultimately I accomplished this by changing names and toning down some of my more emotionally charged reflections when possible so as not to hurt others.
What is a common misconception you feel people have about living with a partner battling addiction?
That the person struggling may not want sobriety enough or isn’t trying hard enough, or that the support of one person can fix it all. I learned those lessons the hard way and even though it was often painful, it was yet another gift. Recovery is complicated and for those who love someone battling addiction, the answers may not be as simple as trying harder or supporting more. But the world understands addiction better than when the events of this story took place and thankfully help is more widely available now.
What is one thing you hope readers take away from your experience?
People are much more than their addictions.
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Sometimes the wrong person says the right thing, and it makes all the difference.
In this coming-of-age memoir we meet Richard, a handsome, charming, mischievous, great guy with a fondness for the 1980s party drug of choice, cocaine. Yvonne is 11 years younger, awkward, terrified of her own shadow and even more frightened by the idea of disappointing anyone in her life.
Their attraction makes no sense.
Despite obstacles beyond their control, they are exactly what each other is drawn to as they set about doing the best they can, in all four seasons of their beautiful, one season town, Provincetown, MA. Their connection remains the one thing that can save Yvonne from herself, even while Richard struggles under the weight of his own self-imposed demons.
What they develop is a relationship that unbeknownst to both of them, would last a lifetime and change Yvonne in ways she never thought possible.
They were not supposed to be together.
Yet, they refused to stay apart.
Pennies from Heaven for Kevin
Pennies from Heaven for Kevin by Kevin Hyde is an emotionally raw memoir that chronicles the author’s decades-long battle with addiction, the personal losses that shaped his life, and his spiritual journey toward redemption. From growing up in a turbulent environment to grappling with the death of his son Kyle, Hyde lays bare his experiences with alcoholism, drug addiction, incarceration, and his ultimate attempts to rebuild his life.
Hyde’s writing is incredibly candid. The pain and chaos of his experiences come through in his vivid storytelling, particularly in moments such as his recollection of his son’s death. The weight of this loss permeates the book, and Hyde’s raw depiction of his emotional unraveling afterward is heart-wrenching. This vulnerability is what makes the memoir so compelling. He isn’t just telling us about his hardships; he’s pulling us into them, sharing both the mistakes and the growth that followed. The author’s writing feels methodical and factual, but this style adds clarity to his story. Hyde spends a lot of time detailing his misdeeds and struggles, and at times, it feels like the story gets bogged down in those moments. The recounting of his criminal activities starts to blend together, leaving little room to explore the internal transformation happening beneath the surface. However, these sections also reflect the exhausting nature of addiction—the relentless cycle of self-destruction and attempts at redemption. It’s chaotic, just like the life he describes, which gives the reader a sense of the toll it took on him. His belief in signs from heaven, like the pennies that appear at key moments, brings an element of hope and faith to the narrative. It’s a beautiful reminder that even in the darkest times, there can be a connection to something greater, whether it’s God, loved ones, or a sense of purpose.
This memoir will resonate with readers who are interested in stories of personal transformation and recovery. It’s not an easy read, the content is heavy, and Hyde’s honesty about his failures can be overwhelming. However, for anyone who has struggled with addiction, loss, or finding faith amidst hardship, Pennies from Heaven for Kevin offers a brutally honest look at what it means to rebuild your life one penny at a time. I would recommend it to readers who are open to exploring the messy, complicated reality of addiction and recovery with a hopeful, spiritual twist.
Pages: 70 | ASIN : B0DC4RKRMJ
Shelter of the Monument: A Provincetown Love Story
Shelter of the Monument, by Yvonne deSousa, takes readers on a heartfelt and intimate journey through the author’s memories and emotions, centered on her time in Provincetown, Massachusetts. The book weaves a narrative of love, loss, addiction, and personal growth, using the physical and emotional shelter of Provincetown’s iconic Pilgrim Monument as a central metaphor. The story, rooted in real-life events, revolves around deSousa’s relationship with Richard, a man struggling with addiction, and her evolving understanding of herself, her faith, and her place in the world.
What stands out immediately is deSousa’s unflinching honesty. She holds nothing back, whether she’s reflecting on her love for Richard or facing the painful reality of his addiction. In the chapter about Richard’s addiction, deSousa lays bare her frustration and heartbreak, especially when she hands over the hidden drugs in a scratched-up pan buried in the kitchen. That vulnerability is what makes this book so gripping and authentic. She never glosses over her pain or makes excuses for Richard, and that openness gives the narrative a powerful, almost visceral quality. The book’s emotional highs and lows are intense. DeSousa expertly captures the exhilaration of young love alongside the despair of watching someone self-destruct.
I do believe that the pacing in some parts might feel slow to some readers, especially when Richard’s relapses pile up, delaying deSousa’s personal growth. It’s frustrating to watch her forgive him repeatedly, but this is what makes the novel so moving. It’s a realistic portrayal of how hard it is to let go of someone you love. Her struggle speaks to the difficulty of choosing self-care over a destructive relationship, and that tension is central to the story’s emotional depth. The novel is truly compelling, thanks to deSousa’s sincerity and the strength of her prose. The themes of love, loss, and personal transformation are woven throughout, keeping the reader emotionally invested, even during the slower-paced passages. Her journey is filled with heartbreak, but also moments of clarity that bring hope.
Shelter of the Monument is a riveting memoir that will resonate with anyone who has experienced the complexities of love or the pain of watching a loved one struggle with addiction. DeSousa’s warmth, honesty, and vivid sense of place make this a must-read for those who appreciate deeply personal stories. If you’re drawn to tales of personal growth, tough decisions, and the messy beauty of small-town life, this book will leave a lasting impression.
Pages: 309 | ASIN : B0CHSHVHRS
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