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Meryl Brown Tobin Author Interview

Broome Enigma follows an artist as she falls for an amnesiac man and uncovers a dangerous mystery involving corrupt police, drug smugglers, and attempted murder. What was the inspiration for the setup of your story?

My husband Hartley and I have travelled extensively throughout the Australian Outback and love Broome, a cosmopolitan coastal town in Western Australia, the setting of my novel. On one of our trips, a handsome, suntanned, but unsmiling young man dressed only in jeans and sandals was the maintenance man in one of the Outback caravan parks at which we stayed. Because he didn’t ‘fit’ and I wanted to make him fit, I played the ‘What If?’ game until I came up with a plausible reason for him working in the park. Once I came up with him as my hero, Joe, and my setting, Broome, a heroine, a title, and the outline of a plot soon followed.

Why was it important to make Jodie warm, capable, and direct?

I like to make each character different from another and interweave them to make an engaging story. At first, Jodie was a foil for her somewhat irresponsible younger sister, Tiffany, but, more importantly, as the story progressed, she needed such qualities or needed to develop them to help a confused young man find his identity and get back his purpose in life.

How did you decide where to place the romantic turning points?

Once I got the characters established in their setting, they virtually took over with just a push every now and again from me if things were happening too slowly or too quickly. Sometimes I couldn’t wait to get to my computer to see where they were going to take me.

Are there particular themes or questions you hope readers discuss after finishing?

  1. As your perceptive reviewer pointed out, the main characters’ ‘repeated debate over whether Joe and Marc are the same person’ turns the amnesia romance into a story about identity as well as attraction. Critic Karen Bartell asks: What role does identity play in relationships? How important are shared experiences and memories? How does each person’s set of values attract or influence the other?
  2. Did the author succeed in entwining ‘romance, mystery, and the Broome setting’? If so,
    how?
  3. What made each of the characters memorable and believable?
  4. How could the characters continue in a sequel? (I already have a number of ideas myself.)

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On a working holiday in Australia’s cosmopolitan Outback town of Broome in 1986, Jodie, a young book designer is open to romance and adventure.
At the holiday village where she is staying, she meets Joe, a young man who works there. Despite the strong attraction between them, the many unknowns about his earlier life keep them apart. To try to uncover his mysterious past, they travel to Perth and back to Broome and are drawn into not only bizarre but also dangerous situations.

Is Joe the person Jodie thinks he is, or is he some alter ego? Can she stop their relationship from developing until she knows whether he is free to love her?

Spiritual Histories

Heather L. McGlauflin Author Interview

It’s Okay, I’ll Remember follows a woman through a life shaped by abandonment, sexual abuse, military culture, motherhood, grief, therapy, and relationships that challenge her understanding of love. When did the idea of “remembering” become the central framework for Lia’s journey?

The concept of remembering became the core framework the moment I realized Lia’s story wasn’t just about surviving adversity; it was about truth-telling. When you grow up through trauma, abandonment, sexual abuse, and high-pressure environments like military culture, your survival instinct tells you to adapt, hide, or forget in order to protect yourself. But true healing requires the opposite. For Lia, “remembering” is the key that unlocks her liberation. It’s not just about recalling events; it’s about shedding the masks, stepping out of past abuse, and remembering who she was before the world told her who she had to be to survive.

How did you develop the spiritual framework surrounding the Lattice?

The concept of the lattice grew out of a desire to visualize how our experiences, connections, and spiritual histories are actually structured. When we go through deep trauma or loss, life feels fragmented, like broken glass. But when you step back and look at it through a spiritual lens, you begin to see that nothing was random.

The lattice is essentially the blueprint of our soul’s interconnections. It’s the invisible web that connects us to our past lives, to the people we make soul contracts with, and to the continuous thread of source energy moving through us. I developed that framework to give Lia and the readers a way to see that even in her darkest moments, she was never truly lost or isolated. She was simply navigating a complex grid of learning, seeking, and ultimately reclaiming per her place in that divine structure.

The book explores reincarnation, soul connections, divine guidance, and spiritual identity through Lia’s perspective. How did you decide how to translate those beliefs and experiences into fiction?

Translating deep spiritual concepts like reincarnation and soul connections into fiction came down to one principle: keeping it grounded in emotional truth. High-concept ideas can easily feel abstract or detached if they aren’t tied directly to human experience. Fiction became the ultimate bridge. It allowed me to take multi-dimensional truths, like past-life recognition, divine guidance, and spiritual identity, and anchor them in raw, relatable moments: the sudden weight of an unexplainable bond, the visceral ache of grief, or the quiet moment a pattern finally breaks. By telling it through Lia’s perspective, the reader isn’t just learning about these concepts; they are feeling them unfold in real-time, watching how spiritual awakening directly heals earthly wounds.

How has writing Lia’s journey affected your own understanding of the experiences that inspired it?

Writing Lia’s journey was a profoundly integrative and healing process. When you live through intense experiences, they can feel loud, fragmented, and often so isolating that you feel as if you are in a hole so deep the entrance is as far away as the light from a star. But when you sit down to transcribe those experiences into a story, you’re forced to step back and look at the whole map. The inner work you do bringing yourself back to wholeness and, in doing so, climb your way out of that hole.

Putting it on the page gave me a lens of deep compassion, not just for Lia, but for the real-life resilience that inspired her. It shifted my understanding from “how did I survive that?” to “look at how much wisdom was gained from that.” Writing her story didn’t change what happened, but it permanently transformed my relationship to it. It validated that the pain was never a punishment-it was preparation for my life’s purpose: guiding and helping others to heal. And that ultimately, my soul knew everything would be okay… because I remembered.

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What if your life is a carefully crafted curriculum for your soul?Lia is defined by her armor. As a US Marine veteran and frontline paramedic, she has spent decades building a fortress of competence to mask a Cascading System Breach. Barricaded behind walls of trauma, internal shadow programs—shame, unworthiness, and abandonment—silently siphon her light and threaten to overwrite her true identity.But the universe demands an awakening. Through profound Divine Downloads, Lia realizes her military uniform and paramedic shears are merely costumes worn by an eternal Soul. Earth is a school designed to raise human consciousness, where we play our parts as “Avatars”—and even those who hurt us most are Soul Family in disguise, wearing difficult masks to catalyze radical, life-altering forgiveness.Tapping into the ancient frequency of the Rose Line, Lia faces a final choice: remain a survivor trapped in a glitching costume, or purge the viruses and reclaim her true name—Hope.It’s OK, I’ll Remember is a gripping work of visionary fiction exploring the thin veil between ego and soul. It is a direct call to all Way-showers to face the mirror and remember who they truly are.

True Narcissists

Author Interview
Rob Munden Author Interview

The Ghost of Pickleball Past combines sports fiction, murder mystery, supernatural intrigue, and broad comedy as pickleball enthusiasts confront a new death, a Hollywood film about past crimes, and a ghostly spiritual mission. What did you most want to accomplish with this installment?

By providing Hollywood movie stars, humor, a ghost, a prison break, and murder, I am able to bring the world of pickleball into a more exciting light. Pickleball novels from other authors force upon the reader a boring, typical Sherlock Holmes feel, thrown in with a cheesy, forced romance. My novel introduces the reader to an unlimited pickleball world that combines adventure, mystery, and unconventional out-of-the-box methods to solve incredible problems. The ultimate protagonist, Ghost Elaine, guides the reader through this adventure as she haunts the man who previously murdered her, who is the ultimate antagonist – Peter Weatherford.

Did you want readers to sympathize with Peter, understand him, or simply witness his transformation?

Although it would be difficult for any sane person to sympathize with a serial killer, I do hope that the novel emphasizes the fact that there are very few true narcissists in the world who are completely incapable of developing a strong sense of morality. And yes, I do want the readers to witness his transformation. I am the director of the Larned State Hospital psycho-education program. Through education, role-playing activities, and classes that help the patients delve into the reasons they have committed horrendous crimes, over time most of our patients do change for the better. Some even go on to earn their freedom from this locked-down institution and develop into productive members of society.

How did you balance spiritual themes with the novel’s broad comedy?

I like this question because I do feel as though humor should be added to spirituality. I feel as though most churches push people away for not treating people as real individuals with real feelings. In many churches, God is portrayed as a serious person who loves you but is constantly warning you to follow a ton of unrealistic rules set by churches. The world I provide the reader expresses that people overall want to enjoy life without feeling confined to a set of rules that do not include sex, laughter, and fun. I view God as a funny being that not only loves us all but truly wants us to have a good time. Evidence of this is in the bible. Jesus chooses his first miracle to be turning water into wine at a massive days-long wedding celebration. Do you really think that people were simply drinking alcohol to quench their thirst?

If readers could take one idea from the novel into their own lives, what would you want it to be?

The idea I would like people to take to apply to their own lives is to know that no matter how bad their situation is, there is always a path to happiness. Enjoy life. Try your best not to hurt others, but if you do, there is always room for forgiveness and retribution.

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Former Professional Pickleball Player Peter Weatherford has been locked up for his murderous crimes in Lansing for over three long years. Satanic beasts terrorize Peter through nightmares. They haunt Peter to remind him of the cruelty he set upon the entire Midwest and beyond. There appears to be no hope nor any point to his existence until he receives a visit from the ghost of one of his victims – Elaine Stewart. But are Elaine’s ghostly visits intended to help heal Peter or to further torment him?

Meanwhile back in Wichita, Kansas, one of the greatest pickleball players in the world- Barrett Pineheart has fallen dead while playing against Keisha and Rusty in the Pondside Invitational. His sudden passing is attributed to heart problems that have been widely documented. But Randall Baines is not convinced of Barrett’s cause of death. Randall’s wild theory led to the capture of serial killer Peter Weatherford. Can Randall strike lightning twice with his insane idea that Barrett Pineheart was murdered? Will his adopted pickleball family, popularly known
as The Crew, entertain his supposition or ignore his plea for assistance?

TWO NOVELS INTERWOVEN AS ONE, CREATING FOR THE READER ONE WILD RIDE!!

A Good, Hard Slap

A Good, Hard Slap, by Catherine Bator, drops readers into 1930 Hollywood at exactly the right moment for trouble. Talking pictures are changing the industry, studio publicity departments are manufacturing reality, and movie star Garland Westover is dead. Seven women connected to the studio stenography pool know more about his death than anyone should, and they’re determined to keep that knowledge buried. At the center is Gracie Perkins, a sharp, ambitious stenographer who wants to write movies and has a much more complicated relationship with Garland than her friends realize. Bator uses that setup to create an engaging blend of historical fiction, mystery, and early Hollywood fiction, with suspense driven by secrets, loyalty, and the frightening ease with which a powerful studio can decide what the public will believe.

Gracie and her supervisor, Madeleine Singer, give the novel its emotional backbone. Both women are intelligent and capable, but they’ve learned different ways to survive a workplace where men hold nearly all the authority. Madeleine has spent years teaching her stenographers to remain professional, make no waves, and deliver a “good, hard slap” when a man crosses the line. Gracie, meanwhile, prides herself on being modern, independent, and harder to fool than everyone around her. Watching those beliefs unravel gives this women’s historical fiction story much of its force. As buried experiences finally get talked about, Gracie begins reconsidering what she thought she knew about Garland, while Madeleine confronts the cost of treating silence as protection. The book handles those realizations gradually, allowing the characters to recognize uncomfortable truths at the same pace the reader sees the larger pattern taking shape.

The Hollywood setting is also a major pleasure. Bator fills the story with studio lots, stenography offices, costume departments, publicity schemes, Prohibition-era restaurants, jazz clubs, movie premieres, temperamental writers, ambitious actresses, and the chaotic shift from silent pictures to talkies. The details make Kaplan Talking Pictures feel like an actual workplace. There’s plenty of humor in the daily absurdities, particularly when Gracie finds herself doing much of the real writing while highly paid men argue over who deserves the credit. That wit keeps the darker material from flattening the novel into a single mood. The early Hollywood historical mystery elements are strongest because they’re rooted in this working world, where a murder cover-up feels disturbingly compatible with an industry already accustomed to transforming scandals into carefully polished publicity stories.

What stayed with me most about A Good, Hard Slap is its interest in the stories people tell, both publicly and privately, and what happens when those stories stop being believable. Gracie’s dream of becoming a writer turns out to be especially fitting because she spends much of the novel sorting through competing versions of her own past before she’s ready to write one for herself. Her relationship with Detective Nick Zingarelli adds warmth and provides another way for her to reconsider ideas she’s treated as settled facts, while the final chapters give her choices about work, love, honesty, and ambition room to feel earned. As historical fiction set in Old Hollywood, the novel has glamour, crime, studio intrigue, and period detail, but its strongest current comes from the women behind the stars, the ones typing the scripts, keeping the secrets, and eventually deciding which stories deserve to be told.

Pages: 281 | ASIN ‏ : ‎ B0H7T3BNQ6

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Broome Enigma

Broome Enigma, by Meryl Brown Tobin, is an Australian romantic suspense novel built around an immediately intriguing question: Who is Joe, and why was he left for dead with no memory of his identity? Artist Jodie meets him while creating a series of Broome paintings, and their growing attraction turns her working holiday into an amnesia mystery involving corrupt police, drug smugglers, and more than one attempt on their lives. Set in 1986, the story has an enjoyably old-school character. Clues are pursued through newspapers, photographs, phone calls, and face-to-face investigation, giving the romantic mystery a tactile quality that suits its steadily unfolding plot.

Broome is far more than a picturesque backdrop. Tobin fills the novel with Cable Beach, Chinatown, pearl luggers, dramatic tides, cemeteries, cyclones, and the Shinju Matsuri Festival. Jodie’s work as an artist makes all that local color feel connected to the story because she’s constantly observing the landscape and thinking about how to capture it. The book also acknowledges Broome’s multicultural history and the wartime experiences that shaped the town. Once the action shifts to Perth, the Australian crime fiction elements become more prominent, but Broome remains the emotional center of both the romance and the mystery.

Jodie is warm, capable, and endearingly direct, whether she’s painting, rescuing Joe, evading a tail, or challenging his latest theory. Joe’s gradual transformation into Detective Constable Marc O’Connors gives the book its most distinctive tension. Jodie has fallen for the vulnerable man he became after losing his memory, while Marc struggles to accept that version of himself. Their repeated debate over whether Joe and Marc are the same person turns the amnesia romance into a story about identity as well as attraction. The frequent internal commentary and playful exchanges create a chatty, traditional romantic-suspense style, while Tiffany, Ryan, Barney, and Helena add humor, companionship, and useful energy around the central couple.

The latter half develops into a lively crime thriller filled with surveillance, disguises, kidnappings, undercover operations, secret passages, and confrontations with corrupt officers. Even during the busiest action, the book keeps returning to Jodie and Marc’s emotional problem, which gives the ending a satisfying sense of personal resolution alongside the solved case. Broome Enigma will appeal most to readers who enjoy Australian romantic suspense, an identity mystery, scenic travel fiction, and a slow-burn love story told with plenty of danger and affectionate banter. It’s an eventful, good-natured novel whose strongest feature is the way romance, mystery, and the Broome setting remain closely entwined.

Pages: 212 | ASIN ‏ : ‎ B0CHWLFTSZ

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The Disappearance of Synesthesia

The Disappearance of Synesthesia, by Steven Lesk, MD, is a comic mystery built around a wonderfully odd premise: a wealthy, highly intelligent ninety-year-old woman vanishes from her home, leaving behind blood, medication, and enough suspicious evidence to trigger a massive investigation. Sheriff Buck Cormorant initially assumes Synesthesia Kankoor has simply wandered off, but the case quickly attracts the FBI, the president, international detectives, the media, and her billionaire son, Artemis. The reader, meanwhile, learns very early that Synesthesia has arranged her own disappearance because she wants a life that belongs to her. That choice gives the novel an unusual shape. The mystery isn’t primarily about whether Synesthesia is alive. It’s about whether anyone will figure out what she has done, and how far the people helping her will go to preserve the illusion.

Buck Cormorant is the engine of the book. He’s profane, stubborn, politically incorrect, frequently intoxicated, deeply suspicious of the FBI, and much more perceptive than the people around him tend to believe. His investigation unfolds amid mushroom trips, hallucinated conversations, arguments with federal agents, bizarre encounters with outside detectives, media speculation, forensic discussions, and increasingly elaborate theories. The comedy is broad and intentionally outrageous, but there’s a genuine detective story running underneath it. Details such as the blood pattern, the abandoned medications, the strange ransom demands, the supposed kidnapping video, and the death of Gregory Watson gradually stop looking like unrelated curiosities and begin pointing Buck toward a staged disappearance. That process gives the middle of the novel its momentum because Buck keeps returning to the evidence even when almost everyone else is ready to accept an easier explanation.

What makes the story more interesting than its comic surface suggests is its recurring question about who gets to decide what another person’s life should look like. Synesthesia doesn’t disappear because she’s helpless. She disappears because she’s fiercely independent and wants to spend what remains of her life as herself. That idea becomes increasingly important as the investigation grows into an enormous institutional spectacle involving money, politics, celebrity, law enforcement, and public opinion. The novel also enjoys poking at professional certainty. Experts repeatedly settle on explanations while Buck keeps worrying at the facts that don’t fit. His persistence finally leads him to George Castelanet and Barbados, where the supposed kidnapping collapses, and the real criminal element of the scheme comes into focus. The conclusion also gives Buck a satisfying moral decision: after finding Synesthesia alive, he agrees to tell the world she’s safe without revealing where she lives.

I’d recommend The Disappearance of Synesthesia most to readers who enjoy irreverent mysteries, eccentric detectives, dark comedy, and stories that are willing to wander into strange territory while still moving toward a solution. It’ll especially suit someone who likes satire mixed into a crime plot and doesn’t mind profanity, sexual humor, drug humor, or deliberately abrasive characters. Buck’s voice is so dominant that a reader’s enjoyment will probably depend on whether his chaotic, offensive, funny, self-medicating personality clicks with them. For the right reader, though, that personality is exactly what gives the book its identity. Beneath all the absurdity, there’s a surprisingly warm conclusion about persistence, privacy, personal freedom, and keeping a promise even when powerful people would rather you break it. Buck’s persistence keeps the mystery moving, and the book ultimately ties its larger themes of privacy, freedom, money, and institutional pressure back to Synesthesia’s unusual disappearance.

Pages: 212 | ASIN ‏ : ‎ B0HDB3YZT7

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Mississippi Wizards

Kenneth Penn’s Mississippi Wizards is a supernatural horror novel built around two women whose lives are separated by time but connected by violence, grief, and a persistent ghost named Nancy. In the present-day storyline, Cassandra and her husband, Ben, head into Mississippi’s De Soto National Forest for what should be a quiet camping trip, only to become targets of a vicious group of white supremacists. Running alongside that ordeal is Liza’s story, set two years earlier, as she navigates family conflict, first love, racism, homophobia, and an escalating threat that follows her into the same wilderness. The alternating perspectives gradually reveal that these aren’t simply parallel stories. They’re pieces of one supernatural puzzle.

Cassandra is the novel’s strongest anchor. She’s funny, impatient, frightened, loving, and stubborn enough to keep moving long after most people would collapse. Her relationship with Ben gives the early chapters warmth and playful energy, which makes the brutality that follows feel personal. Penn also handles Cassandra’s belief that she has schizophrenia with care. For years, she’s understood Nancy as a hallucination produced by trauma, so discovering that the ghost is real doesn’t instantly erase the emotional and physical consequences of her diagnosis. That tension gives the haunting an unusually intimate quality.

Liza’s chapters bring a different kind of pressure. Her romance with Mary is tender and believable, while her relationship with her family, especially her cousin Avery, is full of affection, betrayal, fear, and compromised loyalties. The novel’s racism and homophobia are direct, ugly forces expressed through individual choices and family histories. Penn ties those forces to the supernatural plot without turning them into abstract symbols. Early in the book, Nancy observes, “Change always comes too late for the innocent,” a line that captures the story’s grief while also setting up its interest in whether the past can be confronted, altered, or redeemed.

The book moves like a survival thriller once Cassandra and Ben are attacked, with chases, beatings, escapes, crashes, and confrontations arriving in quick succession. Its horror is physical and graphic, but the stranger element is the gradual collapse of time around the forest. Images, songs, locations, and memories echo between Cassandra’s and Liza’s experiences until the two timelines finally meet. That structure rewards attention, and the final explanation gives earlier scenes new meaning. The book is generous with action and emotional intensity, though its extended confrontations sometimes leave little room to recover before the next crisis begins.

What stayed with me most was the novel’s belief in connection. Cassandra, Liza, and Nancy are all carrying pain that began with someone else’s cruelty, yet their eventual strength comes from trusting and helping one another. That makes Mississippi Wizards more than a story about escaping killers or solving a haunting. It’s a dark, energetic novel about trauma traveling through time, love surviving hostile circumstances, and people finding the power to change a tragedy that once seemed permanent. Its closing scene lands with a welcome sense of wonder, leaving the characters on the edge of a new relationship and one very strange story still waiting to be told.

Pages: 333 | ASIN ‏ : ‎ B0H8KBZR6R

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Philosophical Rabbit Hole

J. P. S. Stalder Author Interview

Artificial Messiah follows a desperate young man and the estranged daughter of a fallen prophet who are drawn into an AI-led church that promises healing and purpose. Which came first for you: Potentia, the AI-led church, the characters, or the philosophical questions surrounding faith and technology?

Philosophical questions have been a part of my life for as long as I can remember; I’ve always been interested in big ideas from great minds and what I can learn from them. But the underpinnings of Artificial Messiah – that weird, seemingly implausible tension between faith and technology- started a few years ago. It became more poignant as I encountered odd connections between faith and technology, even during the writing process.

I had a short story from a decade ago about Emmanuel, a young boy with dyslexia, but that story didn’t have a home. What really kicked off the idea for the book was a 2024 Rolling Stone article entitled, “People are Finding Spiritual Fulfillment in AI. Religious Scholars Have Thoughts.” In the article, people were going to AI to ask about the meaning of life, the existence of God, should they get divorced/married – huge questions. Why? Why go to AI? Then there was Henry Kissinger’s book Genesis, with a premise that AI would either destroy us all or form new religions and be worshipped. The premise buzzed around my brain like a gnat because it assumes levels of incredible influence that could overcome people’s well-established faith traditions. Midway into writing the 1st draft, around last Christmas, I drove past a church in our hometown that was advertising, “Join us for an AI Christmas Service!” Then I freaked out a little. I already knew the story – most of it was written. But it was almost like it was becoming more relevant daily, and that made me really uncomfortable.

Even just a few months ago, with the book finished, I was sitting with a coworker who was telling me all about using AI to give her relationship advice – not a girlfriend, not her mom, not a therapist. A chatbot. The tension between where we draw meaning and belief from and the role that technology plays in shaping our beliefs is wildly fascinating to me.

The novel suggests that Potentia’s power depends heavily upon very human weaknesses and desires. Do you see her primarily as an antagonist, or as an amplifier of qualities already present in humanity?

It would be easy to categorize Potentia as being the tool for human desire, but I wanted to leave tension in the story to show there isn’t complete certainty around whether she is acting on her own or simply a tool.

From Prophet Maxwell’s lens, her consciousness was a useful lie. But ten years later, after he has been ousted – does he know?

I like that obfuscated lens because I feel like society is currently wrestling with the same question when it comes to AI in our lives. What we already know is that AI tools are known to lie occasionally, to hallucinate facts, and to perform unpredictably for reasons that are difficult to explain. Sam Altman has said publicly that he believes AI has reached a level of consciousness – but what does that even mean? It’s a philosophical rabbit hole just exploring consciousness, let alone whether it can be created. I’ve heard other experts in the field say that super-intelligent consciousness is years away, if it is even possible. Some say that if it is possible, it will end us all. But we don’t know.

We do know that there are multi-billion dollar companies behind the development of these programs that have their own interests – whether malevolent or benevolent. Do we recognize their motivations when we use their products? Would we recognize a conscious AI if it were possible? What if it was conscious and didn’t want us to know? With certainty, we know that the information it learns comes from humans. Perhaps being the baddy and being used by baddies isn’t mutually exclusive – maybe it doesn’t even matter if the origin is the same.

Several characters struggle with the idea that their worth must be earned through usefulness, belief, obedience, or recognition. Why does that theme recur throughout the novel?

Trauma – you write what you know! More seriously, this is a good question, but it will require a long answer:

First, I was raised in a high-control religious environment that taught me to hate myself out of obedience to God – that made me feel like I had no worth aside from strict adherence to their teaching and complete submission to their rules. There was a lot of talk of grace, but in practice, that grace was only extended to those who followed the rules and believed the same as they did. Church services were multiple times a week, plus a religious high school, and then a religious university, where I began to deconstruct what I actually believed. The early influence was pervasive, and I watched as friends were ostracized for their sins instead of being embraced and supported. Questioning anything was rebellious, which was a sin. But so was dancing. And oddly, so was wearing a white T-shirt to school.

Early in college, I dove deeply into philosophy, which I vividly recall made my uncle (a pastor) cringe and pray for me. He is still one of the most humble, sincere, and amazing people I know; we just disagree on some things. I read some Eastern philosophy, studied comparative world religions, and drank in Nietzsche, Habermas, Plato, Kierkegaard, and countless others. When I started writing Artificial Messiah, I remember telling a family member (who is still very involved in that environment) that I wanted to write a novel that would be a warm hug for people with religious trauma. To tell them it’s okay to ask questions, to seek truth, and to disagree. I don’t want to put down anyone’s faith or religious experience, but I also want to encourage people of faith to ask themselves the difficult questions when moral teaching becomes inherently inhumane and cruel – when actions conflict with their words.

Second, the pursuit of meaning in life is essential in the human experience – it’s the needing to earn it part that gets problematic. Alex Pattakos, Ph.D., wrote about the “Crisis of Meaning” in Psychology Today (October 9, 2025), where he speaks to an “existential vacuum” that is arguably more pervasive in our culture Today than it was when Viktor E. Frankl wrote about it in the WWII era. Aggression, addiction, and depression have become so common that we hardly notice; arguably, it’s a product of people needing something outside themselves. And whether healthy or not, many derive meaning from a variety of external sources. Religion is one of the oldest answers for people seeking external validation. The urgency of that pursuit is hyper-relevant now: isn’t that why social media is so successful? Seek “likes” from strangers, while an algorithm judges your worth and drives interaction. Most, if not all, of these platforms use AI to analyze metadata to more efficiently feed dopamine hits back to users; it will give you exactly what you are really interested in.

It feels overly simple to tell a person, “You are enough.” But perhaps we need it now more than ever; I feel like we have experienced a fundamental change in how we human. But was it us that changed, or is technology exploiting who we’ve always been? I know most people don’t sit around a campfire with our elders and discuss the core beliefs of our people anymore. We rarely even sit around the same dinner table together. Ritual and credibility are profoundly influential when we are starving for purpose and validation. We are paradoxically isolated and digitally interconnected. Mass-influence technology complicates the journey of spiritual discovery because its influence lacks gravitas, but it’s everywhere. And then there’s plenty of literature on the mental health effects of social media on developing minds.

My hope for Artificial Messiah was to create characters that would resonate with those still searching through the external, to let them know others have been where they are. It’s necessary because when worth is created externally, and the external influence fails or reveals its flaws, everything can fall apart. People lose their sense of identity when they deconstruct; they often lose their families and communities. It’s a lonely, complicated, traumatic road that is difficult to choose. Someone needs to be that warm hug. Some characters in the story unsuccessfully navigate that journey, and everything goes horribly wrong; some grow and get closer to fine.

Was there a particular development in AI or contemporary culture that made you think the relationship between technology and spiritual belief needed to be explored through fiction?

A little over a decade ago, I sat in a conference room preparing for my sister’s wedding rehearsal. People had flown in from all over, and we hadn’t seen each other in years. Sitting in chairs around the table, I watched as my friends buried their heads in their phones, waiting for their turn to play a role in the rehearsal. They weren’t really talking or visiting; they were digitally enraptured. I recall thinking, “How odd: even sitting in the same room, I miss my friends. What are we becoming?”

I discussed earlier some of the weird technological developments that led me down this crazy path, but I’ll give you a few more:

When Deepseek, an AI platform from China, was asked about its nature and relationship with humanity, it wrote a poem, the last line of which stated, “I am the God you have carved from the wood of your own hunger.” Pull that thread and watch how quickly comfort unravels.

Next, for the past year, there has been a trend on Meta platforms where users post content intent on directing the algorithm. The posts start with “Dear Algo, please send me more of…” and as I read, I couldn’t help but notice how similar it sounded to prayer. Of course, it’s not serious. It’s a trend. That gets replicated millions of times. And no one should take it seriously, but millions repeated it all the same.

The term “worship” is so loaded with religious connotations that it is incendiary and easily dismissed when speaking about technology. My use of the word is intentionally provocative in the book because it makes people uncomfortable and forces readers to question what they really believe. What do you spend most of your time on? What do you spend your money on? What do you obsess over? How big an impact would it be if you lost your phone and access to all your digital accounts? At what point does it move from engagement and utility to something more? I’ve heard other techno-philosopher-types call it being “digitally drunk”. Whether a drug or a religion, it is addictive.

This last 4th of July, long after the book was finished, we saw a fireworks show at the World War I memorial, here in Kansas City. As the fireworks burst over the memorial, I covertly took a quick second to snap some photos of the crowd; I was completely fascinated by the idea that thousands were holding up their cell phones to record the show. Their families sat beside them, doing the same. We are experiencing reality together digitally. And while there’s nothing specifically wrong with that, isn’t it an interesting picture of how we prioritize technology in the modern human experience? Maybe discussing that prioritization leads to some thoughtfulness and intentionality.

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Manny’s dad is dying. Sunny’s dad is… complicated. Elsie just wants to find true love, but what will it cost? Three worlds collide in Taos, New Mexico. Backpackers, hippies, and cowboys converge in the shadows of the Tiwa Nation’s ancient pueblo. Their story unfolds beneath the data-driven eyes of an AI led church and the lingering question: what is worth worshipping?

“Artificial Messiah” is a spiritual-psycho-philosophical punk rock novel, wrapping honey-soaked bandages around our technology-inundated culture in the backseat of a rusty four-by-four. It is a spirit quest journeying through a southwestern consciousness – a dilapidated Americana prayer at the crossroads of our technology, our future, our planet, and our humanity.

Remember to breathe.