Your Tomorrow Was Today

Oyindamola Dosunmu’s Your Tomorrow Was Today is a contemporary Nigerian literary fiction novel about two estranged sisters shaped by family duty, buried trauma, and competing ideas of what a woman owes the people around her. In present-day Lagos, successful corporate professional Karen Ezeani is forced to confront her past after her mother dies. The story then moves between Karen’s life in 2024 and her family’s experiences in Awka beginning in 2010, gradually revealing why she abandoned her birth name, Adesuwa, and cut herself off from those closest to her. It’s an emotionally direct work of feminist fiction, African women’s fiction, and family drama that asks what healing looks like when silence has protected everyone except the person who was harmed.

Karen and her older sister, Omo, provide the novel’s emotional center. Omo has spent years believing that a good woman must endure hardship to preserve her marriage and family, even when that endurance comes at a terrible cost. Karen builds a life around independence, achievement, and control, but professional success can’t fully protect her from grief or memories she’s tried to bury. The title’s meaning comes into focus when Uloma tells Omo, “Your tomorrow should have been today; it should have been that instant.” That line captures the novel’s central concern with postponed decisions. Again and again, the women are encouraged to wait, tolerate, forgive, or sacrifice, while the damage caused by that waiting grows.

Dosunmu gives the book a broad social canvas without losing sight of its characters. Karen’s complicated relationship with Tunde explores love, ambition, pregnancy, and the limits of understanding between two people who imagine their future differently. Stephanie’s feelings for Tunde add workplace tension, while Uloma becomes an important witness to the family’s history and a voice willing to challenge its long-held excuses. The novel also draws attention to the expectations placed on firstborn daughters, the protection of abusive men, reproductive autonomy, religious hypocrisy, and the pressure on Nigerian women to measure their worth through marriage and motherhood. These subjects emerge through arguments, memories, office politics, family gatherings, and support-group conversations, giving the book the feel of an intimate family story connected to a much larger cultural discussion.

Readers of Ayọ̀bámi Adébáyọ̀’s Stay with Me may recognize a similar interest in how marriage, fertility, family interference, and social expectations shape women’s private lives. Both books are rooted in Nigeria and examine the consequences of choices made under pressure, though Your Tomorrow Was Today places greater emphasis on sisterhood, sexual trauma, workplace ambition, and a woman’s right to define fulfillment for herself. Its shifting timeline allows revelations to arrive gradually, and its Lagos and Awka settings create a vivid contrast between Karen’s polished professional world and the family history she carries into it. The narration is often reflective, making the book especially suited to readers who enjoy character-driven stories that spend time examining why people make painful or contradictory choices.

The target audience includes adult readers of contemporary African literature, Nigerian fiction, feminist literary fiction, women’s fiction, and book-club novels about trauma, family relationships, and personal agency. Because the story deals frankly with sexual assault, domestic abuse, pregnancy loss, abortion, and depression, readers should approach it with those themes in mind. What makes Your Tomorrow Was Today memorable is its understanding that choosing yourself doesn’t erase grief, restore lost years, or make every relationship repairable. Instead, the novel presents healing as the difficult work of speaking honestly, accepting support, setting boundaries, and deciding that tomorrow can’t remain an excuse for postponing your own life.

Pages: 380 | ASIN: B0G6SWMBQ5

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Angelica Book 2: Rise of the Dark Shadows

Angelica, Book 2: Rise of the Dark Shadows, by Aneasa Perez, is a faith-based children’s fantasy adventure centered on courage, prayer, and teamwork. When a supernatural darkness begins bringing nightmares to the children of the Northern Lights Kingdom, Angelica and her animal companions set out to find its source. Their journey moves through dreams, icy rivers, storms, guarded valleys, and a final confrontation with a dragon, giving the story a clear quest structure that’s easy for young readers to follow.

As a Christian children’s book, the story builds its action around spiritual ideas such as the Shield of Faith, the Rope of Courage, the Sword of Truth, and the Light of the Word. These symbols are worked directly into the adventure, so the lessons don’t sit apart from the plot. Angelica leads through prayer, encouragement, and quick thinking, while the other characters contribute their own strengths. The result is a children’s Christian fantasy that presents faith as something active, shared, and connected to everyday choices.

The book also has a strong visual identity. Its full-page illustrations use dramatic contrasts between shadow and light, especially in Ruby’s dream, the appearance of the angelic army, and the dragon’s defeat. The dark blues, fiery oranges, icy landscapes, and glowing skies make each stage of the journey feel distinct. The character designs are expressive and approachable, and the large action scenes give this illustrated children’s adventure the feel of an animated fantasy story.

What stands out most is the book’s emphasis on unity. Angelica succeeds because she listens, speaks courage to her team, and allows each companion to play a role in restoring the kingdom. Young readers who enjoy fantasy creatures, brave heroines, spiritual themes, and fast-moving quests should find plenty to engage with here. Rise of the Dark Shadows is a Christian fantasy picture book that turns ideas about truth, faith, resilience, and friendship into a colorful battle between darkness and light.

Pages: 32 | ASIN ‏ : ‎ B0H53FJ2TW

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Mad Dog Morgan

Mad Dog Morgan is a supernatural horror graphic novel that blends occult horror, haunted-house fiction, and the bruising spectacle of professional wrestling. Mitch “Mad Dog” Morgan is a washed-up wrestler carrying years of addiction, humiliation, and regret when he enters a house that feeds on wounded people. Watching from nearby is Hilda, a sharp, wheelchair-using young woman who can see the house and hear the souls trapped inside it. Their stories gradually converge, turning the book from a grim character study into a dark fantasy wrestling graphic novel with a surprisingly heartfelt partnership at its center.

Morgan is compelling because his physical strength exists alongside a deep belief that he’s already wasted his life. His history in the ring, his abusive childhood, and his dependence on alcohol all shape the choices he makes without reducing him to a collection of problems. Hilda brings a different kind of toughness. She’s observant, strategic, funny, and willing to confront Morgan when he starts slipping into self-pity. Their growing trust gives the supernatural violence emotional weight, especially as Morgan begins to recognize that the house’s monsters are people whose suffering has been twisted against them.

Maxi Dallo’s artwork gives the horror comics storytelling a filthy, restless energy. Heavy shadows and scratchy lines make rooms feel damp, unstable, and faintly alive, while Patricio Delpeche’s purples, greens, oranges, and violent reds push the imagery toward fever-dream territory. Wrestling moves are staged with satisfying force, but the most memorable sequences often involve warped bodies, staring eyes, living shadows, and layouts that fracture as Morgan’s sense of reality collapses. The house feels less like a setting and more like a patient predator, which suits the book’s mix of psychological horror and body horror.

Mad Dog Morgan is about what happens when pain becomes an identity, and what it takes to loosen its grip. It’s raw, profane, grotesque, and often funny, with tenderness arriving through practical acts of loyalty. Readers who enjoy supernatural horror graphic novels, dark fantasy comics, wrestling drama, and stories about damaged people choosing to help one another will find plenty to dig into here. The book hits hard, but its real strength comes from the empathy behind every blow.

Pages: 184 | ISBN : 978-1964226224

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Tidestep – The Water Anchor

F. A. Calder’s Tidestep: The Water Anchor is an expansive epic fantasy built around two intertwined narratives. The central adventure follows Zaphiel, a restless blacksmith’s apprentice whose simple errand leads him into a poisoned settlement, the theft of an ancient Water Anchor, and a widening conflict involving the warlord Kaelor, the Pale Keeper, and forces older than recorded history. Interspersed chapters present an instruction manual addressed to the amnesiac Evelyn, preserving knowledge about immortal Seers, enigmatic Liminals, cosmic Thresholds, and artifacts whose purpose has been obscured across thousands of years. This layered structure gives the novel the immediate momentum of a pursuit while steadily revealing that the pursuit belongs to a much larger struggle over mortal freedom and the shape of history.

The novel’s strongest element is its evolving company of companions. Zaphiel begins with confidence in his strength and practical knowledge, but the journey repeatedly requires him to depend on qualities he doesn’t possess. Verlin’s theatrical bravado conceals pain and considerable ability, Alenya’s guarded intelligence grows from a history of manipulation, Marek communicates through writing and gesture while perceiving possibilities hidden from others, and the Liminal Rylor introduces a form of wisdom that’s playful, evasive, and often incisive. Nara, the mysterious dog who gathers and guides them, provides the group with both emotional warmth and narrative direction. Their conflicting temperaments produce humor without weakening the danger, and their gradual bond gives substance to the book’s recurring idea that burdens become bearable when they’re shared.

Calder’s worldbuilding is concerned with knowledge itself: how it’s recorded, distorted, forgotten, and used to control. Alenya’s observation that “Magic is what people call a thing when they’d rather wonder than learn” captures the book’s preference for inquiry over easy mystification. The Anchor Stones, rune-marked chain fragments, masks, dreams, and historical annotations operate as parts of a coherent cosmology rather than decorative lore. This makes the explanatory passages substantial, sometimes deliberately so, but their cumulative effect is important. By the final chapters, questions of memory and identity have become inseparable from the physical conflict, especially when Zaphiel pays a devastating personal cost for resisting the mask’s influence.

Tidestep is a novel about agency, responsibility, and the consequences of choosing a path without complete knowledge. Its opening instruction, “Make the choice and bear the consequences of the path,” becomes the governing principle of both the adventure and the cosmic history surrounding it. Calder combines quest fantasy, philosophical speculation, encoded mysteries, and an affectionate ensemble story in a novel that rewards close attention. The conclusion resolves the immediate fight while deliberately enlarging the conflict, leaving the companions united by grief, inherited purpose, and an oath that will carry them into the next volume.

Pages: 430 | ASIN: B0H7TBLVL6

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Twist

The night will find us. Ready yet wary. Our arms, full of yearning, reach out. The sky whispers, “I’m here. Wait for me” as if it, too, wanted to be held.

This powerfully poignant collection by former Poet Laureate of Portland, Bruce Spang, delves into the mystery of time and how, by revisiting moments in our lives, we can awaken a new sense of reality and clarity as to how fluid our being is within it. With both grace and candor, Spang astutely examines the lost alchemy of childhood while attesting to the intensity of being older and of accepting one’s authentic self by coming out at midlife. Twist invites readers to explore their own lives as well, examining how the past and present intersect, and how such a simple thing as walking the dog with your husband can become a window into being alive.

Essentials Vol. 1

Essentials, Volume 1 is a graphic novel about the instability of reality and the emotional logic people use to survive it. Its central figure, Harris Pax, is a brilliant but isolated physicist who discovers that the laws governing the universe have begun to fail. He retreats into a fortified bunker, carrying only a small pink suitcase filled with three childhood toys: Snuggles, Buttons, and Lucy. When these figures awaken as manifestations of higher-dimensional consciousness, Harris is drawn into a journey through fractured realities, each shaped by the memories, desires, and unresolved pain of the people inhabiting it.

The book’s strongest achievement is its use of science-fiction scale to examine intimate questions about grief, attachment, and responsibility. Harris initially understands the crisis as a mathematical problem, but the story repeatedly places him among people whose lives can’t be reduced to equations. In an early parallel narrative, parents risk themselves to preserve their daughter’s childhood during a zombie outbreak, insisting, “Because I’m not talking about survival. I’m talking about life!” That distinction becomes the volume’s guiding principle. Essentials aren’t merely the objects required to remain alive. They’re the people, memories, promises, and imaginative worlds that make survival meaningful.

The shifting artists give each reality a distinctive visual identity while preserving the story’s emotional continuity. Grounded scenes use restrained palettes and familiar panel structures, while alternate worlds expand into saturated color, warped perspective, collage, and abstraction. These changes aren’t ornamental. They communicate how consciousness reshapes experience, and they allow Harris’s internal conflict to become physically visible. The three toys provide humor and friction, but their exaggerated personalities also function as parts of Harris’s divided psyche, confronting his arrogance, loneliness, fear of death, and neglected relationships. The volume grows increasingly surreal without losing its human center.

The narrative is ambitious, energetic, and emotionally direct, though its rapid movement between realities sometimes compresses supporting characters and leaves parts of its cosmology deliberately unsettled. That openness suits a first volume, particularly because the book’s primary resolution is psychological. Harris begins by believing that his intelligence can place him outside ordinary human vulnerability. By the end, he’s forced to recognize that isolation is another form of surrender and that connection carries obligations as well as comfort. Essentials is ultimately a vivid, thoughtful meditation on what a person chooses to carry when everything familiar begins to disappear.

Pages: 176 |  ISBN : 978-1964226002

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Documentaries and Random Thoughts

B.A. Bellec Author Interview

Cobalt Lungs is centered around a talented pianist and a scientist who are navigating a world where cobalt spores transform rain, forests, and breathing into sources of danger. What was the inspiration for the setup of your story?

This started as a cut chapter from my previous novel, Pulse. That novel is about an alien creature that was buried underground and accidentally gets released by a corporation with too much power for their own good. I had this idea of people moving underground in fear of the alien, but it never really worked. The cut chapter sat around for a few years and then I started playing with it as a standalone novel idea.  Because of that, this novel has very similar themes to Pulse, but Cobalt Lungs, which is a condition, pretty quickly came to me as the reason people were hiding and it different enough to warrant the reimagining of some of those Pulse themes here again with different variables. I wrote the musician first, her struggle and her navigating a world where every breath is measured and calculated. Once I had her story pretty solid, I really needed another character to balance her, so I invented a scientist that we meet about a third of the way into the story, and he functions to explain all the technical details a musician wouldn’t be able to explain. He became so much more than that, but that was his genesis. That is how the story came to be, but the actual condition killing people, that is just my fascination with things like Mad Cow, SARS, COVID, and even a little asbestos is coming into play with the way the spores act and embed. Many years of documentaries and random thoughts that I finally found a way to put to use.

The cobalt organism is both a scientific mystery and a constant source of suspense. How did you develop the rules behind this world while keeping it believable?

By writing all of the musician character first and presenting the first third of the story solely from her POV, I had largely deferred having to explains the very technical side as she can’t explain it herself. Then when I started writing the scientist, I also started creating a science appendix. Once I had the scientist character close to done, I had changed many key details around how the spore moved and infected people, so then I took my science appendix and redid the entire front third making the micro changes or dropping in the appropriate moment to setup the science scene later. One of the latest additions that came well after I had written the science character and I was sitting there working on chapter 3 and 4, trying to find a way to externalize a largely internal condition so the reader and the musician can both see it without being told much on the technical side. I came to this great idea that in the most extreme infections, the spores would mix with mucus and saliva, and as the person dies, a blue, toothpaste-like foam would leak out. That idea really leveled up the story as I could show some dramatic death scenes while deferring what was really going on inside them until later in the novel when the reader is finally ready to learn what is causing all this blue foam. I make sure you know what the spores and the symptoms look like, and you are afraid of it, then I explain it after that fear and dread has settled in, which is very similar to a real outbreak. You would see the outbreak before you understood it.

My entire science appendix is on my website for anyone interested in some extra behind the scenes, but I would recommend reading the novel first, as the appendix will spoil some of the best moments in the story.

Throughout the novel, music becomes a way of expressing grief, hope, and resilience. What role do you believe art plays during times of crisis?

Art is a way to give you hope when everything feels lost. Art is a way to leave a legacy behind when you might not have much else to leave behind. Art is also a time sync. If jobs are gone, if families are fractured. If purpose is just survive and nothing else. There are some long days that can get lonely. Art is something to focus on to keep the mind from spiralling. More than anything maybe, art gives you a way to process a crisis. You can look around you, observe, learn, and make art. You will feel like you have a deeper understanding and perhaps you will even turn something you were afraid of into something you smile at when you see. I have always blended music with my novels, but this I time I was able to take that to another level and I wrote an entire concept album based around characters in the novel as well as some songs from my author/editor POV. I am just as proud of the music this time around as I am the novel, both the music and the book are very ambitious.

What do you hope readers take away from Cobalt Lungs about resilience, love, and what makes life worth protecting? 

“Hope” is an interesting word to choose for the question given its importance to the final few chapters. I think my takeaway is best captured in a pair of songs:

“There’s Still Hope”

There are a lot of dark moments in the book, and dark thoughts in the songs. This song though. It is not dark. It is light. It is about the future. About growing. Surviving. Then thriving.

And “After the Blue”

This song wraps my musicians portion at the front of the album and is meant as a sort of retelling of the story, but in a cinematic, piano heavy ballad. With how dark the story and songs can be, this is again a lighter moment to show the hope that might be waiting for you at the end of the road.

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Station Eleven meets The Road with the psychological containment and systems tension of Silo.

A deadly airborne spore has transformed the world into a collapsing maze of quarantines, sealed cities, and desperate survivors struggling to adapt. In the ruins of Vancouver, musician Maddy fights to hold onto her humanity inside an overcrowded refugee shelter while scientist Ethan isolates himself nearby, deep underground in a self-sustaining silo where routine has replaced emotion. As society fractures and survival becomes increasingly brutal, the two are pulled toward each other in ways neither of them fully understands. Atmospheric, intimate, and emotionally charged, Cobalt Lungs is a post-apocalyptic story about isolation, survival, and the dangerous hope that can still burn at the end of the world.

Universal Harmony

Author Interview
Raghavan Jayakumar Author Interview

Gods and God Particles follows a physicist who discovers that gods belong to an ancient collective consciousness and must decide whether to use its power to save humanity without becoming a godlike ruler himself. How did you approach balancing complex scientific and philosophical ideas with character development and emotional intimacy?

My goal was not just to balance them, but to make them organically intertwined. In my journey through science, I could never separate scientific concepts from the scientists who originated them. Similarly, once the scientific and philosophical concepts were established, they themselves generated the characters. Let me give a few examples.

My experience leading major science projects prepared me for this challenge, since it required me to define scientific tasks, recruit people according to their qualifications and experience, and organize them into effective teams. Once I had identified the scientific concepts and the idea of universal harmony that would underpin the story, it became clear that the central protagonist’s mission would be to restore the primacy of harmony in a broken world. Since I see the world in pragmatic physicalist terms, the central character had to be a physicist, and science and philosophy readily supplied both his character and his emotional make-up.

A broken world is already embryonic in our present time, with authoritarian tendencies, addiction to entertainment, and increasing social fragmentation. Equally, I could also see the corresponding resistance to these tendencies. Socio-political history and philosophy provided the prototypes for these characters and the models for their interactions. confess that some characters are, indeed,
caricatures of leaders of our own times.

The contrast between the noble spirit of scientific inquiry and discovery and the unrestrained application of technology without ethical responsibility has concerned me for a long time, and I have written a paper on that subject. I had to weave this theme into the story because, left unchecked, it foreshadows the dehumanizing condition of our future. At the same time, the fact that technology is a double-edged sword also means that it can be used to counter social ills. Thus was born a visionary technologist—himself double-edged: kind, thoughtful, and compassionate on one side, yet determined, at any cost, to set the world right on the other.

One particularly interesting character is the girl prodigy, who was drawn partly from my own life—highly talented, impatient to change the world, yet unequipped to choose the right path to do so. I chose not to make her a scientist because I believe that science, properly learned, would have guided her toward greater clarity and understanding.

Philosophies describe how people think and act, and how they justify themselves. In this novel, I turned that around and used philosophy to justify the characters’ actions and the narrative itself. I hope readers will see that the novel ultimately becomes a narrative about the enduring wisdom found in philosophy and the world’s religious traditions.

Arun’s attempt to save humanity risks turning him into a new kind of ruler. How did you think about the boundary between benevolent guidance and authoritarian control?

Authoritarian regimes arise from the nexus of power and wealth. They destroy societies rather than stabilize and nurture them. Since authoritarianism is the antithesis of democracy, it cannot be consistent with either scientific or philosophical methods. As John Dewey observed, “Democracy is more than a form of government; it is primarily a mode of associated living, of conjoint communicated experience.” Since readers will see that I regard the scientific temperament as both the noblest and the most pragmatic way of engaging with the world, Arun—a scientist before anything else—could never become a ruler.

One of the novel’s more subtle themes is that people are constantly seeking to crown leaders, place heroes on pedestals, and worship them as gods. As the novel suggests, science and modern philosophy both warn against this human tendency, and several characters argue that Arun himself would never accept such worship. Yet, in an earlier chapter, one of the teachers tells Arun not to make that choice for others. While modern religions part ways on this question, the novel suggests that the original founders of the great religious traditions never intended to be objects of worship. In some ways, this is one of the purposes of the novel’s physicalist interpretation of the prophets.

What inspired you to present science and spirituality as different languages for describing the same underlying reality?

I joined the scientific community at a very young and immature age. Having come from a religious family, I practiced both science and religion, largely unaware of the conflict between them or of the inauthenticity of leading two separate contradictory lives. As I grew older, I recognized that conflict and deliberately set aside spiritual aspirations, retaining only a form of spirituality rooted in social cohesion and an admiration for nature. That outlook remained with me throughout much of my research career in applied science.

The situation changed when I joined the Supercollider laboratory in Texas and had to learn particle physics. As I described in my earlier technical-popular science book, the physics of the tiniest particles influences how the cosmos came into being, while the cosmos, in turn, determines the history of those very particles—the Ouroboros snake. That realization led me to pay much closer attention to cosmology.

Gradually, it became clear to me what religions have fundamentally been about: the longing to break free from the prison of the ego and to live as participants in the universe rather than as isolated individuals. This is expressed in the novel through the narrative of the Link Force:

“It manifests as the myths of your indigenous cultures, as the messages of prophets and the scriptures of your religions, as the metaphors of your secular philosophies. It also expresses itself in the emotion and fire behind music, the harmony behind justice, the quiet ache in art and poetry that speaks of home. It is the soul—Aatma—pining to reunite with God—Paramaatma. This is also why scientists are driven to use the instruments of science to transform experience into wisdom and metaphysics, to seek the unifying Theory of Everything.”

Scientists, who pursue discovery not for results but out of wonder, understand that science and spirituality can exist side by side. They are like physics and mathematics, or particles and waves—different languages describing the same underlying reality. One language speaks to our feelings of awe and the other to the sense of humility and emotional belonging when we witness the elegance of the universe.

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