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Clifton Wilcox Author Interview

Where Despair Comes To Play follows a man consumed by the voices in his head who is convicted of murder and sentenced to prison, where the isolation drives him deep into paranoia, delusion, and dissociation. What was the inspiration for the setup of your story?

The inspiration for Where Despair Comes to Play came from a fascination with the fragile boundary between the mind and reality—how isolation, guilt, and fear can twist perception until the world itself becomes an echo of one’s thoughts. I wanted to explore what happens when a person is left alone with their own darkness, with no distractions, no noise—only the voices that feed on doubt and memory.

The prison setting became a metaphor for internal confinement. I wasn’t as interested in the crime itself as in what happens afterward—how a mind begins to fracture when trapped in silence and shame. Each of Malcolm’s voices—Paranoia, Delusion, and Dissociation—represents a piece of his psyche trying to survive the unbearable weight of guilt and solitude.

I always start my books with a well-refined thesis statement, similar to what I did for my doctoral dissertation. In many ways, the story was inspired by the question: If you can’t trust your own mind, where can you hide?

Malcolm is a fascinating character who draws readers into his mind and the horrors that reside within it. What scene was the most interesting to write for that character?

    The most intriguing scene to write for Malcolm was the one where he finally stops resisting the voices—when Paranoia, Delusion, and Dissociation stop feeling like intruders and start feeling like his only companions. It’s the moment where his isolation becomes complete, and instead of fighting for sanity, he begins to negotiate with his madness.

    Writing that scene felt like walking a tightrope between horror and heartbreak. I wanted readers to feel both fear and empathy—to see that Malcolm isn’t a monster but a man slowly breaking under the weight of his own thoughts. Capturing the moment when his inner voices start making more sense to him than reality itself.

    What were some themes that were important for you to explore in this book?

      My key theme was the personification of mental illness—turning Paranoia, Delusion, and Dissociation into living entities. It allowed me to explore how mental struggles can feel external and invasive, like something whispering just behind your thoughts. My ultimate goal for the book was to explore what happens when the mind becomes the battleground—and whether redemption is possible when your worst enemy is yourself.

      What is the next book that you are writing, and when will that be published?

        My next book is actually a love story, Framed in Love, that is steeped in fantasy and explores the psychological condition of “How far will you go, and what are you willing to do to keep that love alive?” In a world where love can be bound by spell and sacrifice, a devoted lover discovers that devotion has no bottom, and is preserving love worth losing everything that makes a person human?

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        Behind prison walls, despair has its own rules—and its own games. Malcolm was convicted of murder, but the real sentence begins after the verdict. Isolated in a cell where whispers crawl through the cracks, he is never truly alone. Three voices—Paranoia, Delusion, and Dissociation—taunt him, twist his memories, and demand he play their endless game of Hangman.


        As Malcolm struggles to separate reality from nightmare, every letter etched on the wall draws him closer to a final word he may not survive. The line between guilt and madness blurs, and the only question left is chilling: is he haunted by his own mind—or by something far worse that feeds on silence itself?

        A Beautiful Ending

        Jake and Zena’s family is stitched together by hope and haunted by ghosts. Ronnie and Amina chase the sparks between them, Carolyn and Jesse launch Southern Comfort, Charlotte’s newest soul food haven, Jordan dazzles the fashion world in D.C. alongside Miles, and Jessica juggles college life and motherhood in Atlanta with Bryce. Yet, even as they embrace the present, shadows from their past are, waiting to unravel their future. In this gripping trilogy conclusion, the Alexanders face their final reckoning: will the gathering clouds tear them apart —or will they find the beautiful ending they truly deserve?

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        Broken Windows – Renovated Souls

        In the quiet corners of life, where the hushed whispers of change weave through the tapestry of existence, there lies a profound truth: change is an unrelenting force, but the choice to grow is a privilege granted only to the most resilient souls. “Broken Windows, Renovated Souls” invites you to embark on an extraordinary journey through a collection of novellas and short stories. These narratives are the kaleidoscope of existence, capturing the ephemeral moments where ordinary people navigate the labyrinth of life, discovering new paths to self-realization and happiness.

        From the turbulent echoes of the 1960s to the rhythms of today, each tale in this tapestry beckons you to witness the world with fresh eyes, to listen with renewed ears, and to feel the pulse of transformation in every breath. “Neighborhood Watch” unravels Claire Bankord’s startling revelation that her life, once presumed to be her own, has been a charade. “I Spread Rocks” offers a glimpse into the profound connection shared by two men, awakening them to the vast common ground they tread. “Dixie Cup” paints the unexpected canvas of Randy Timmerman’s entry into the realm of adulthood. And “Mothers And Millstones” unravels the story of Eunice Daugherty’s journey as she finds her true maternal voice.

        In these stories, you’ll find threads of the universal human experience, woven through simple yet profound moments of discovery, nobility, and honor. “Broken Windows, Renovated Souls” is an invitation to embrace the tapestry of life, where change and growth intertwine, revealing the extraordinary in the ordinary.

        But You Saw It Coming!

        What happens when the bruises fade, but the questions remain?

        In this bold, unflinching novel, Caren Cross introduces us to a group of women bound not by friendship, but by pain — and the shared question that haunts them: Why didn’t I see it coming?

        When NYPD Detective Janine Carter starts a support group for women who’ve escaped abusive relationships, she expects tears, maybe even healing. But what unfolds is something far more raw. As the women peel back layers of denial, hope, and heartbreak, they uncover chilling parallels in their stories — patterns of manipulation, subtle warning signs, and a society that taught them to romanticize red flags.

        Each meeting becomes a confessional, a revelation, and ultimately a reckoning. These are not weak women — they are survivors. And together, they begin to reclaim their voices, rewrite their narratives, and shatter the lies that kept them chained.

        But You Saw It Coming! is not just a story — it’s a mirror, a message, and a movement. With piercing insight, dark humor, and uncompromising honesty, Caren Cross delivers a novel that will leave readers rethinking love, control, and what it truly means to heal.

        Powerful. Raw. Necessary. This is the book we didn’t know we needed — until now.

        Have You Seen Him

        What if everything you believed about yourself was totally wrong?

        For David Byrdsong, life is a series of daily obligations. An attorney, he lacks both ambition and the ability to commit to a long-term relationship with his girlfriend, Gayle. Abandoned by his family at an airport when he was eleven, he learned to blunt his feelings, despite his subsequent adoption by a loving couple.

        Until one day, when David discovers his own face in a missing child ad. Suddenly driven to uncover the truth about his past, he is forced to tap into his inner strength as he encounters corporate conspiracies, murdered bystanders, and distressing suspicions about the only family he’s ever really trusted. David enlists Gayle’s help—and the help of an unlikely stranger with secrets of his own—as he attempts to find his true family, whoever they are.

        Thrilling, exploratory, and propulsive, Have You Seen Him is a story of lost identity, dangerous secrets, and a deeply personal pursuit of the truth.

        Angelica: Book One, Enter Into the Dream

        A charming tale of courage and teamwork

        Angelica is a young girl with a talent: to control her dreams. As she learns about her new skill she makes friends along the way, both in the real world and in the dream world. With love and faith, her talent can help others-but will she be able to defeat an unknown enemy? She and her crew of dream animals must find a way to work together in unity to overcome the Dream Erasers, who seem more powerful and numerous than Angelica’s team. Will she find the courage to defeat them?

        A Struggle Between Two Worlds

        Set in the distant future, the nations of Earth have mastered space travel and expanded into the far reaches of the solar system to settle colonies and expand humanity’s reach. Now, with resources and territory at stake, the nations have chosen sides and gone to war. A Struggle Between Two Worlds combines aviation fiction and space adventure as it follows Lieutenant Jaxon, a Space Force ace pilot, struggling to keep the faith in a galaxy where all seems lost. Will Jaxon survive? Find out in this futuristic sci-fi with a Top Gun twist.

        D.O.L Light Running in Afghanistan

        The book plunges headfirst into a world of secret military projects, hidden powers, and tangled family ties. Lilly and Aurora, caught between loyalty and betrayal, navigate brutal battles, heartbreaking losses, and a storm of revelations about who they are and where they come from. The story moves with a wild energy, shifting from explosive action in New York to covert missions in Afghanistan, all the while threading in the complicated web of love, grief, and survival that binds its characters together. The book is about identity and the cost of power, wrapped inside high-octane scenes and sharp dialogue.

        I found myself both entertained and unsettled. The writing has a raw pulse to it, like the author wanted every scene to bleed emotion or crackle with tension. Sometimes that worked beautifully. The fight sequences felt cinematic, and the dialogue between Lilly and Aurora was charged with anger, sorrow, and just enough dark humor to keep it human. But there were moments when the avalanche of detail threatened to bury the emotional core of the story. Even then, I couldn’t put it down, because there was always another twist, another confession, another blow waiting around the corner.

        I also caught myself feeling torn about the ideas underneath the action. The story plays with big questions: what it means to be family, how much pain someone can carry, and how power both saves and destroys. The story also leans hard into chaos and violence, which keeps the energy high and the tension unrelenting, never giving the characters or the reader much chance to breathe. The author clearly loves his cast, though, and that affection comes through in the banter, the awkward humor, and the way even the most hardened fighters carry their scars like open wounds. It gave the book a surprising tenderness under all the blood and bullets.

        Light Running in Afghanistan reminded me of the relentless drive you find in early James Patterson thrillers mixed with the emotional grit of something like Suzanne Collins or even Stephen King at his more chaotic. It isn’t neat or carefully buttoned up the way a Tom Clancy novel might be. Instead, it thrives on the jagged edges, the mess that makes its characters feel human. Readers who want a story that punches fast and doesn’t apologize will feel right at home here.

        Pages: 364 | ASIN : B0F9TV3ZX2

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