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The Dragon’s Fly follows a reclusive woman battling social anxiety who finds out her estranged daughter is murdered while on a camping trip in what can only be described as a nightmare by the sole survivor. What was the inspiration for the setup of your story?

The inspiration for my story came from a desire to translate my vision of how a nightmare might look into words. As a devoted fan of horror, I knew this novel would firmly belong to that genre. I began by imagining some of the worst possible scenarios that a human could endure and began organizing these ideas. This process led me to dig into some of my own personal fears and phobias – the fact that I struggle with social anxiety, am deeply claustrophobic, terrified of the dark, and have a paralyzing fear of heights. From there, a tale began to take shape.

I find the world you created in this novel brimming with possibilities. Where did the inspiration for the setting come from and how did it change as you were writing?

The world I created in this book is a comparison of two distinct realms designed to both parallel and contrast one another. The setting was inspired by my desire to observe the grey areas in the story where the boundaries between human and monster nature would blur. What sets humans apart from the Sihashee? Where do we overlap in the eternal struggle between good and evil? How could I address the answers to these questions and, most importantly, describe this? I concluded that these questions were essential to shaping the setting and attempted to show duality through Vicky’s jaded view of the human world and Colby’s treacherous journey within the Sihashee’s society. I also wanted to emphasize the “all too familiar” dynamics of hierarchy and privilege rooted in wealth and power, as well as the clash of cruelty and kindness governing both worlds. Despite their monstrous nature, the Sihashee demonstrate tenderness and care towards those they value, much like humans. Unlike humans, their world is a deep, dark subterranean civilization hidden from the pristine presence of sunlight and fresh air. The setting is a stark contrast between Vicky’s quiet, isolated existence and the chaotic, noisy world droning along dozens of miles beneath her feet. The environment gradually evolves to accommodate the dichotomy and gently carry readers between both worlds. I found myself having to resist the temptation of delving too deeply into the complexities of the Sihashee’s realm, realizing that I could save those details for a future novel.

What were some themes that were important for you to explore in this book?

Some key themes I explored in this novel are overcoming fear, power and corruption, and love and loss. Perhaps Vicky’s greatest struggle is overcoming fear. I highlight her vulnerabilities by walking readers through her daily experiences to show her struggle with anxiety, depression, and guilt. These internal conflicts get in the way of her longing to connect with her estranged daughter and an admirer’s romantic pursuit.

The theme of power and corruption is more apparent within the Sihashee society where monstrous beings dominate through ruthless control over one another and their human captives. Through Colby’s eyes, readers navigate an underground empire ripe with resentment, brutality, and an air of mysticism.

Meanwhile, love and loss acts as the catalyst dictating Vicky’s fragile reality. From her failed relationship with her ex-fiancé, Roe, to the estrangement from her daughter, and the awkward tension she feels towards her family, these themes interweave to create a story that examines hopelessness, the nuances of relationships, and the cost of navigating a society defined by both humanity and monstrosity.

Will there be a follow-up novel to this story? If so, what aspects of the story will the next book cover?

Yes, I am currently working on the framework for the sequel. Without revealing too much, the next story may possibly follow the adventure of another character from The Dragon’s Fly more closely. I’d like to give readers the opportunity to experience this world through a different lens and navigate new dimensions of the narrative.

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Victoria Defau Trahan, a reserved forty-year-old eccentric and recluse, has spent over two decades attempting to maintain a semblance of normalcy despite struggling with profound social anxieties. However, this fragile equilibrium is shattered and she is suddenly thrust into a nightmare after receiving distressing news concerning her estranged twenty-two-year-old daughter, London. What was meant to be a simple camping trip of adventure and bonding transforms into a perplexing crime scene. Armed with limited information, Vicky turns to the sole witness—Colby, a deeply traumatized survivor and London’s closest friend. Colby recounts a bizarre, otherworldly narrative of the disturbing incident, leaving Vicky overwhelmed by grief and more questions than answers. When the case cools into the unsolvable, she teeters on the brink of retreating deeper into the shadows of her own seclusion.


Growing up, Patty

Growing Up, Patty, by Patty Beecham, is one of the most candid and heartfelt memoirs I’ve encountered in a long time, and I found myself captivated by every page. From her earliest school days, Patty felt out of place—longing to fit in yet always sensing she was different. Her twenties were a turbulent time, marked by a troubled marriage, unemployment, and no stable home. Despite these challenges, Patty’s resilience shines through as she gradually pieces together the life she wanted, proving her unwavering dedication to creating her own path.

Throughout the memoir, readers are taken on a vivid journey through her friendships, romantic relationships, family struggles, career transitions, and a deep passion for adventure. Her experiences with failed relationships are laid bare, and one revelation—that she had once been stalked—left me genuinely surprised. Eventually, she meets Chris, the love of her life, and together they build a family. The challenges of motherhood were not easy for Patty, but with Chris’s steadfast support, she overcame the hardships. Her career, which began in advertising, later evolved into a successful role as a radio presenter. I admired her boldness in starting fresh, never hesitating to reinvent herself. Her courage and determination left a lasting impression.

One of the qualities that stood out most about Patty is her incredible resourcefulness. I recall her initiative in setting up one of the first school websites on the Internet, a moment that filled me with pride for her accomplishments. The way she navigated the joys and pains of motherhood, including heartbreaking miscarriages, was deeply moving. The strain her marriage endured due to her husband’s demanding job underscores the broader theme of how work can ripple through every part of a person’s life, affecting health, relationships, and emotional well-being.

Amid life’s toughest challenges, Patty’s humor became her shield, allowing her to find light even in dark moments. Her stories brim with wit and wisdom, and I found myself relating to many of her experiences—whether it was the quest for purpose, the restless ambitions of young adulthood, or the bravery it takes to pivot careers when life demands it. Growing Up, Patty is not just a memoir; it’s an honest reflection on the highs and lows of life, filled with moments of vulnerability, strength, and humor. It’s a deeply personal narrative, and I loved every moment of it.

Pages: 350 | ISBN : 978-0645247855

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Shelter of the Monument: A Provincetown Love Story

Shelter of the Monument, by Yvonne deSousa, takes readers on a heartfelt and intimate journey through the author’s memories and emotions, centered on her time in Provincetown, Massachusetts. The book weaves a narrative of love, loss, addiction, and personal growth, using the physical and emotional shelter of Provincetown’s iconic Pilgrim Monument as a central metaphor. The story, rooted in real-life events, revolves around deSousa’s relationship with Richard, a man struggling with addiction, and her evolving understanding of herself, her faith, and her place in the world.

What stands out immediately is deSousa’s unflinching honesty. She holds nothing back, whether she’s reflecting on her love for Richard or facing the painful reality of his addiction. In the chapter about Richard’s addiction, deSousa lays bare her frustration and heartbreak, especially when she hands over the hidden drugs in a scratched-up pan buried in the kitchen. That vulnerability is what makes this book so gripping and authentic. She never glosses over her pain or makes excuses for Richard, and that openness gives the narrative a powerful, almost visceral quality. The book’s emotional highs and lows are intense. DeSousa expertly captures the exhilaration of young love alongside the despair of watching someone self-destruct.

I do believe that the pacing in some parts might feel slow to some readers, especially when Richard’s relapses pile up, delaying deSousa’s personal growth. It’s frustrating to watch her forgive him repeatedly, but this is what makes the novel so moving. It’s a realistic portrayal of how hard it is to let go of someone you love. Her struggle speaks to the difficulty of choosing self-care over a destructive relationship, and that tension is central to the story’s emotional depth. The novel is truly compelling, thanks to deSousa’s sincerity and the strength of her prose. The themes of love, loss, and personal transformation are woven throughout, keeping the reader emotionally invested, even during the slower-paced passages. Her journey is filled with heartbreak, but also moments of clarity that bring hope.

Shelter of the Monument is a riveting memoir that will resonate with anyone who has experienced the complexities of love or the pain of watching a loved one struggle with addiction. DeSousa’s warmth, honesty, and vivid sense of place make this a must-read for those who appreciate deeply personal stories. If you’re drawn to tales of personal growth, tough decisions, and the messy beauty of small-town life, this book will leave a lasting impression.

Pages: 309 | ASIN ‏ : ‎ B0CHSHVHRS

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Being a Human is Really Hard

Danielle Ariano Author Interview

The Requirement of Grief shares your experiences with grief and loss as well as the impact of suicide and the resilience of humans to cope with grief and find hope even in the darkest of times. Why was this an important book for you to write?

Initially, I was writing to help myself process the complicated relationship that I had with my sister Alexis. Each time I wrote about something that happened between us or in our family, I thought of it as its own essay. After Alexis died, I came to an awareness that the things I’d been writing were going to be part of a book, and I began to think about how to put these together in a way that would allow a reader to come along on the journey.

Ultimately when you publish a memoir, it has to be a written with an eye toward the reader and the audience, otherwise it’s more of a journal. I spent a lot of time shaping the chapters and choosing a deliberate structure in order to keep the reader engaged and willing to stay with me for 200 plus pages that deal with very heavy topics.

What were some ideas that were important for you to share in this book?

    I’m always telling my son that being a human is really hard. I tell him this because I want him to develop an awareness of the complicated nature of feelings and the fact that it can be quite overwhelming to experience the full range of emotions. I hope anyone who reads this book will come away with an understanding of each character’s perspective (mine, Alexis’s, my parents), and I hope that this understanding will allow readers to expand their capacity for compassion in their own lives. All the characters in this book, especially me, are deeply flawed, but we are also trying to do the best we can.

    I appreciated the candid nature with which you told your story. What was the hardest thing for you to write about?

      At a certain point while writing, I decided that I needed to include chapters from my sister’s imagined perspective. Once I made this decision, something clicked. It felt right and necessary. I wanted readers to feel that they knew my sister as well as they knew me. After I had written several of these chapters, I was talking to one of my writing mentors and she asked if I’d written the scene of my sister’s death. I hadn’t, but the moment she asked I knew that I needed to.

      This was the hardest chapter to write. I had a fixed number of facts. I knew who Alexis called on her last day. I knew that she sat out on the porch in the sun with a glass of wine. I knew the time that my parents had last spoken to her and what they said, and of course I knew what kind of pills the coroner had found in her stomach and the drug levels in her blood. In order to write the rest, I had to imagine what Alexis might have felt on that day; what she might have thought about as she wrote the note she left for us; how she might have decided which pills to take. This was not something I ever expected to write and it was incredibly difficult, but writing it opened something up inside of me, and I think it was an important piece for the reader to have.

      What is one thing you hope readers take away from your story?

        Loving a family member through any illness, whether it’s cancer or Multiple Sclerosis or even something small like a pinched nerve, is difficult. Illness and pain can change a loved one’s personality and outlook on life. It could feel like you’ve lost the person even while they are still alive. That’s how it felt with my sister. She was there, but she was not the sister I grew up with.

        I had a whole host of emotions that cropped up for me while Alexis was alive, and they were not easy feelings to confront. There was a well of anger, resentment, bitterness, and sadness, which left me feeling a great deal of shame and guilt. My hope is that anyone in a similar situation will feel seen as they read, and perhaps less burdened by shame than I was.

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        Danielle Ariano spends much of her childhood in suburban Philadelphia, trying to mimic her older sister Alexis: the way she dresses, speaks, even the way she stands when she smokes. But at 12, Ariano gets the first clue that all might not be well in Alexis’s inner world, when her sister locks herself in a bathroom and swallows a handful of aspirin. This is the first of 13 suicide attempts that will span 30 years.

        The Requirement of Grief lays bare the relationship between two sisters and the bond that remains in the wake of a suicide. In startlingly honest prose, Ariano tracks her grief journey chronologically through days, months, and years; all the way through the birth of her first son. But will the unparalleled new joy of motherhood be powerful enough to drive out her grief?

        Equal parts shatteringly sad and infinitely hopeful, The Requirement of Grief tells the story of one person learning to bear the unbearable.

        The Requirement of Grief

        Danielle Ariano’s memoir, The Requirement of Grief, presents an insightful exploration into the multifaceted experience of loss and healing. Ariano’s journey through the challenging landscape of grief following the impact of suicide is interwoven with the life-affirming journey of motherhood, showcasing her remarkable resilience.

        Ariano’s writing is introspective and heartfelt, inviting readers to share in her deeply personal experiences of sorrow and reflection, ultimately leading to a sense of hope. Her approach is marked by an authentic, unguarded honesty, offering a genuine connection for readers who may have faced similar trials. The memoir does not shy away from the complexity of emotions inherent in grieving, including shock, sadness, and despair. Ariano’s detailed account of her mourning process provides comfort and understanding to those who have endured similar losses. The memoir is particularly compelling in its portrayal of the transformative impact of motherhood on Ariano’s life. Amidst the grief, the profound relationship with her child emerges as a source of joy and purpose, offering light in the darker moments. A key strength of The Requirement of Grief lies in Ariano’s commitment to candidly addressing the often uncomfortable and chaotic aspects of grief. This honest exploration contributes to a deeper understanding and healing process.

        The Requirement of Grief stands as more than just a memoir. It is a powerful affirmation of the human spirit’s capacity for resilience. Ariano’s narrative is a poignant reminder of the beauty and love that can emerge from our most challenging experiences, resonating with readers who appreciate the nuanced reality of grief and its inevitable presence in our lives.

        Pages: 258 | ASIN : B0CVR46Z1X

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        Shadows In My Soul

        Anyez G. Lorenzi Author Interview

        In Recycled Lives, an Italian artist loses her memory following a car accident, and she and her family must face the repercussions of her tormented past. What was the inspiration for the setup of your story?

        At the time, I was exploring the question of taking responsibility, where it begins and ends. I just realized in my own life that every choice and action has a price and a consequence, and the concept fascinated me.

        The story came alive in me when I was living in Hungary, homesick and desiring almost desperately to return to Italy, where I used to live in my twenties (and where I live now). This might be why I didn’t even ask myself where it would play out.

        Was Selvaggia’s backstory something you always had, or did it develop as you were writing?

        Yes, it was clear as day before I started writing, just as the story and the other characters did. I didn’t really brainstorm about any of it while writing on a what-happened level; I outlined everything beforehand.
        I knew the facts and what was about to happen in a given chapter or scene, while at the same time, it was a surprise how it all took shape. As I sat down at my laptop, I felt the top of my head sizzling and my fingertips moving on the keyboard, and I became aware of the words as I saw them on the screen, not while they formed in my mind. It was a super-interesting, super-creepy experience.

        Which character in the novel do you feel you relate to more and why?

        I asked myself the same question after everything was said and done. More than identifying with one, each represents a part of me. At some point in my life, I felt how they felt or acted like they acted.

        I know Selvaggia’s darkness from the inside and how it is when you don’t want to go on living, wanting to escape from your reality. I know Luca’s painful struggle to repress his needs in order to obtain only the illusion of being loved and living a life of compromise.

        They are the shadows in my soul I embraced. On the one hand, Alessia represents my personal transformation in the last ten years. On the other, she’s the person I still desire to become, inspiring me to stay connected to my true self and preserve my purity in every situation I face.

        What is the next book you are working on, and when will it be available?

        I’m working on a three-volume magical realism series. It’s an entirely dissimilar investigation of life choices, loyalty, and personal transformation, questioning the polarity of good and evil. If everything goes as planned, the first volume will be available by the end of the year.

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        Being at the wrong place at the wrong time means being at the right place at the right time.
        Life goes from painful to unbearable for the known Italian artist Selvaggia Fedele, and she makes the poorest choices. Becoming the worst version of herself, she wreaks havoc in the lives of those who hold her most dear.
        She wishes to vanish and make everything that tortures her disappear. When both come true through a tragic accident, she still has to take responsibility for the actions of her past life. And must deal with a lot more than what she left behind in the first place.
        Selvaggia and her husband, the person she inflicted the most pain on, find themselves in front of a mystery. Luca does everything to ignore it, but Selvaggia chooses to connect with her higher Self to try to solve the puzzle.
        Things are not what they seem; they only see a slice of reality, and the answers to the seemingly unanswerable questions lie in the spiritual dimension. The path there leads through otherworldly encounters and inner demons to face.

        Recycled Lives

        In Recycled Lives, Anyez G. Lorenzi crafts a narrative centered around the tumultuous life of Selvaggia Fedele, an artist of Italian descent grappling with profound personal tragedies and destructive choices. Selvaggia’s life, marred by the early loss of her mother and her father’s subsequent suicide, spirals further into chaos due to her involvement with drugs, neglecting her responsibilities as a mother and wife. Despite her husband Luca’s best efforts, Selvaggia seems irretrievably lost to him.

        The story intensifies when a drunken Selvaggia causes a fatal accident, leading to a potential criminal charge and pushing Luca to the brink of seeking a divorce. However, his commitment to their daughter and lingering feelings for Selvaggia hold him back. The accident triggers an unexpected twist: Selvaggia loses her memory, setting off a series of events that lead to the resurfacing of old wounds.

        Recycled Lives delves into themes of spirituality and redemption, weaving intense emotional undercurrents throughout the narrative. Initially, I believe Selvaggia’s character might strike readers as somewhat unsympathetic, but a deeper understanding of her past sheds light on her complexities, making her more relatable. The novel’s pace is measured, focusing more on character development and emotional depth than fast-paced suspense. This slower rhythm allows readers to fully engage with the intricacies of the relationships and the characters’ evolutions. The book’s spiritual dimension enriches the narrative with a unique depth, and while it presents a distinctive flavor that might not align with every reader’s taste, Lorenzi’s masterful characterization and the novel’s emotional depth are sure to captivate those drawn to modern fiction with a spiritual twist.

        Recycled Lives, by Anyez G. Lorenzi, is a meticulously crafted journey into the human spirit’s capacity for change and resilience, offering a compelling experience even as some characters naturally recede, allowing the central story to shine in a novel of substantial, engaging length. It is a recommended read for those who appreciate a journey through the complexities of the soul and the consequences of life’s choices.

        Pages: 539 | ASIN ‏ : ‎ B0CPVRF3TD

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        Geographies

        Geographies, by Carmelinda Blagg, emerges as an exceptional anthology of short stories, weaving a tapestry of human emotion and experience. Within its pages, readers are introduced to a range of vividly drawn characters, each navigating the complexities of love, loss, and the intricate dance of human relationships.

        In a particularly moving narrative, we encounter a widower whose recollections of his deceased wife bring both the sweetness of past love and the pain of her absence to the surface. His journey through mourning, accompanied by his children’s paths to healing, lays bare the visceral nature of grief.

        In a different thread, we meet Mariel, whose marriage teeters on the brink of dissolution. A chance interaction with a young thief propels her on an unexpected journey, rich with narrative surprises and emotional depth.

        The reader is then invited to experience Eva’s internal struggle as she faces an unexpected marriage proposal. Caught between the allure of romance and the gravity of lifelong commitment, her story is a heartfelt exploration of the fears and hopes that accompany a potential leap into matrimony.

        The dynamics of parental bonds are explored through Nick and Jozef, a father and son whose relationship is tested by differing values and lifestyles. Their story is a testament to the enduring nature of familial ties, despite life’s divergent paths.

        Against the backdrop of the West Texas plains, a pair of orphaned twins engage in a dramatic encounter with the natural world. With this tale, Blagg has gifted readers with an incredible example of human endurance.

        Geographies skillfully addresses the nuanced layers of human connection and the often unpredictable journey of life. Each narrative is crafted with a clarity that pulls the reader into the heart of the plot with prose that is as engaging as it is precise.

        Though the collection is truly captivating, I feel there are moments where the reader might yearn for greater plot resolution. The intertwining of various story arcs occasionally demands careful attention to detail to keep them straight, but this challenge does not diminish the book’s overall poignant effect.

        The undertaking of not just penning a single narrative but creating several that resonate on a personal level is an impressive endeavor. Geographies, by Carmelinda Blagg, is a compelling read, particularly recommended for enthusiasts of contemporary fiction and readers who find joy and meaning in the exploration of human emotion and life’s pivotal moments.

        Pages: 205 | ASIN ‏ : ‎ B0CMLT97FL

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