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Pamela Blair Author Interview

The Reluctant Womb is an emotional novel about three women whose lives are shaped by love, loss, and the brutal lack of reproductive freedom in the decades before Roe v. Wade. This seems like a very personal story for you. How hard was it to put this story out in the world for people to read?

It wasn’t hard at all. It just seemed the right story to tell. Roe v. Wade had just been overturned, and women were facing the same problem today that women faced when the events in this story took place. One of the women, on whom the character of Thea is based, had recently sent me copies of the letters she’d received from Chris in 1963, and I felt compelled to include some of them in the story, so Chris’s actual voice could be heard. I began to see parallels—how the three women’s (“girls” in those days) own birth stories influenced who they became as young women, and the choices they made. The actual stimulus for writing it came from someone in a movie group I belong to. We’d just watched a film about a 17-year-old girl who seeks an abortion. One woman thought it was unoriginal. I began telling her the story of my two friends who got pregnant in 1963, and by the time I’d told her a few facts about their situation, the woman broke in saying, “Now that’s a movie I’d love to see!” I couldn’t write a script, but I could tell the story, fictionalized. That’s actually what pushed me to begin writing. Most of the story is fiction, built around facts and educated guesses.

There was a lot of time spent crafting the character traits in this novel. What was the most important factor for you to get right in your characters?

    The most important thing for me was to get right was how much these three women cared about each other. After that, I wanted to distinguish them by other characteristics—the type of family they grew up in, what they looked like, their values, their various strengths, their interior demons. Having known them both, this wasn’t difficult.

    What were some themes that were important for you to explore in this book?

      Obviously, the main theme is the difficulty of unwanted pregnancy presented for women pre-Roe v. Wade. But also the central themes facing young adults in the 1960s: the Bomb, Civil Rights and interracial relationships, the Vietnam War, and the widespread appearance of drugs. Also, the Pill, which presented a struggle for many young women who’d been taught to remain a virgin until their wedding night.

      What is one thing that you hope readers take away from The Reluctant Womb?

        I think the one thing I want readers to take away is that, although abortion should be legal, it is not a simple solution. And neither is adoption. I tried to show this in the character of Chris, who was tormented by not knowing who her birth parents were and choosing abortion to end her pregnancy rather than having her child adopted. With Thea, I tried to show it with the daughter she reunites with nearly fifty years later, when she hears her daughter’s story. But primarily, I tried to show it when Cilla learns she was nearly aborted (which is my own story), and has to struggle with her pro-choice stance and the fact that she helped Chris through her abortion. It brings home to Cilla that her life would have been destroyed if her mother had succeeded. This is, in my opinion, the moral core of the story. Her resolution, that, because it’s impossible to choose between the rights of the mother and those of the fetus, that neither has more “rights”—means that the government has no business making a law making abortion illegal. But this also means that, if fully realized, it’s the most painful decision a pregnant woman will ever make. My more grandiose hope, I suppose, is that this book will help to narrow the chasm between those rigidly opposed to abortion and those who feel it is a woman’s right to choose.

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        A powerful novel of friendship, choice, and survival—before Roe v. Wade, when a woman’s options could define her destiny.

        In 1963, three college friends at the University of Michigan are on the cusp of adulthood, full of dreams and discovering their place in the world. But when two of them become pregnant, they face an impossible reality: abortion is illegal, birth control is hard to come by, and society is quick to judge.
        Set in the years before Roe v. WadeThe Reluctant Womb follows these young women as they grapple with love, shame, secrecy, and the consequences of choices no one should be forced to make alone. Against the backdrop of the sexual revolution, shifting gender roles, and political unrest, their stories illuminate the emotional and societal weight of unplanned pregnancy in a time when women had little agency over their own bodies.

        Based on true events and written by one of the women who lived them, Pamela Blair’s novel is both a poignant coming-of-age story and a timely reminder of how much—and how little—has changed.

        For readers of historical fiction, women’s fiction, and memoir-style novels, The Reluctant Womb is an unforgettable story of resilience, friendship, and the fight for reproductive freedom.

        A CHOICE THAT WASN’T A CHOICE

        The Mystery of Death

        W. H. Muhlenfeld Author Interview

        Final Notes follows a 107-year-old man on his deathbed who drinks a medically approved psilocybin tea that takes his mind on a mind-bending journey to explore what it means to exist. What was the inspiration for the setup of your story?

        Ever since I was quite young, I have been aware and interested in the absolute inevitability of my own death, of everyone’s, really. I have encountered it in my own life many times, puzzling at its often arbitrary takings and the metaphysical implications of oblivion. My own adventure with psilocybin, the proverbial “magic mushrooms,” caused me to explore this somewhat peculiar obsession. The title and premise for the book came to me during such a trip.

        I thought this story had a unique setup and an interesting premise. What were some goals you set for yourself as a writer in this book?

        I chose the deathbed setting of a very elderly man, as such an individual would have had much to reflect upon and consider, and was consciously aware that his remaining time was limited to hours. As I have with other published works, I created the last line of the book and wrote towards that. On a more personal level, it presented me with the opportunity to delve deeper into the mystery of death and come to some conclusions of my own, like how I would like to leave existence if given the chance.

        What were some themes that were important for you to explore in this book?

        Obviously, death and the process of dying when one is fully aware that the end is imminent. But I also wanted to tease the reader with his or her own reflections on mortality and the prospect of non-existence, what it might mean when eventually no one remembers anything about you. Another motif is the incredible understanding of what it means to live on a “pale blue dot” in a minor galaxy where nearby nothingness is all we know.

        What is the next book that you’re working on, and when can your fans expect it out?

        Ha! Well, this book is certainly a “one-off” due to the subject matter. But before starting this book, I was halfway through writing what I thought was a sci-fi book with an interesting premise involving nano-bots and avian flu. I stopped after I realized that AI had outrun my plot and narrative. I may go back and do a rewrite, though I admit to being a bit “spooked” by the acceleration of AI and its implications for everything.

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        A dying man takes the trip of a lifetime in the company of Azure Sky, a psilocybin infused tea, resulting in a remarkable end-of-life experience.

        Everyman meets Alice in Wonderland is a thoughtful and adventurous journey of the mind that focuses on the recall, revelations and realizations that one experiences at the onset of death.

        Meet an unnamed 107-year-old man at the end of his life. His ingestion of medically approved psilocybin carries him on a mind-bending journey as he contemplates his imminent future of eternal non-existence.
        Mentally alert but physically depleted, the dying man accepts the offer-his doula and hospice team at his side. Soon, the psilocybin triggers recall, revelation, and realization in startlingly new ways that create an odyssey of the mind in the narrator’s last hours. His experience is accompanied by a proprietary selection of music fashioned by Johns Hopkins for such occasions.

        Inspired by the actual practice of using psilocybin to process, understand, and come to terms with terminal illnesses and trauma, Final Notes is a beautiful narrative with prose as lyrical as the music played on its pages.

        Readers will come to grips with their own comprehension of what it means to “exist,” as well as be encouraged to ponder universal truths of life and death. The incredible inward journey of a man at the end of his days is a powerful lesson for every human willing to contemplate the inevitable occasion of one’s deathday.


        Emotional Timing

        Dr. Ivan Edwards Author Interview

        Resonance of the Soul – Flowers and Harmonics is a heartfelt and unfiltered collection of poems that dives into the human condition, exploring themes of love, identity, culture, struggle, healing, and faith. What inspired you to write this particular collection of poems?

        I was inspired by a love story—one that stirred memories of what truly matters in life. That experience, along with moments spent with patients nearing the end of their lives in hospice, reminded me how fragile and sacred our time is. A mentor also nudged me to complete my writing, reminding me that unfinished words can become unfinished healing. This collection became a way to honor those stories, those lives, and the emotional truths that often go unspoken.

        Did you write these poems with a specific audience in mind, or was it a more personal endeavor?

          I wrote for those without a voice—those caught in the throes of indecision, those marginalized by circumstance, and even those who seem entitled or indifferent but are quietly searching for meaning. While the journey began as personal, it quickly became communal. I wanted these poems to reach anyone who’s ever felt unseen, unheard, or underestimated. It’s a companion for the lonely, the faithful, and the quietly resilient.

          What was the biggest challenge you faced in putting together this poetry collection?

            Time. Not just the literal hours needed to write and revise, but the emotional timing—knowing when I was ready to revisit certain memories, and when the world might be ready to receive them. Balancing my clinical responsibilities with the vulnerability required to write was also a challenge. But I learned that when something truly matters, you make time for it.

            How has this poetry book changed you as a writer, or what did you learn about yourself through writing it?

              I’ve come to appreciate the effort and emotional discipline it takes to create something meaningful. Writing this book taught me that poetry isn’t just about language—it’s about listening, about honoring silence, and about crafting space for others to feel seen. I learned that my voice carries weight not because it’s loud, but because it’s rooted in truth. And I discovered that healing—whether clinical or poetic—requires presence, patience, and grace.

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              Dr. Ivan Edwards’ debut poetry anthology, “Resonance of the Soul – Flowers and Harmonics,” offers readers a powerful exploration of the human condition through themes of love, identity, life, healing, and more. Drawing deeply from his extraordinary journey, the collection is characterized by raw language, vivid imagery, and heartfelt authenticity, blending passion, energy, and insight into every piece.

              Each poem reflects the delicate interplay of life’s harmonics—the highs and lows, struggles and triumphs—capturing its essence with thought-provoking depth and emotional resonance. With a voice that is both evocative and intimate, the anthology invites readers to embark on a transformative journey through the intricate beauty and complexity of existence.

              “Resonance of the Soul – Flowers and Harmonics” showcases Dr. Edwards’ ability to infuse profound truths into his work, creating moments of reflection and celebration that resonate universally. It is a collection that bridges the personal and the universal, making it an unforgettable literary experience.

              Find a Balance

              Marlo Browne Author Interview

              Journal of a Black Man is a lyrical exploration of Black identity in British Columbia, weaving together themes of love, faith, family, and resilience against systemic inequities. Why was this an important book for you to publish?

              It was an important book for me to publish because Black people in Canada, especially in British Columbia, make up a very small proportion of the overall population. Therefore, I had to inform people about the things that we truly face. Visitors are often sold the glitz and glamor of the country, and while Canada is definitely beautiful, there are many dark moments. Also, there are a lot of things that I personally experienced, such as love. Overall, the start of the year had been tough for me, and I only made it through with family, faith, and resilience, which is why I highlighted those themes.

              Many poems balance vulnerability with strength. How do you navigate writing about pain without letting it overshadow joy?

              I navigated between the themes of joy and pain by understanding that there will be bright moments and there will be dark moments. Life isn’t perfect, but I know that I had to find a balance that I was truly happy with.

              What were some themes that were important for you to explore in this book?

              Some themes that were important to me in this book were migration, love, the nuclear family, faith, and resilience.

              What do you hope readers carry with them after sitting with your words?

              I hope that readers truly enjoy the book, but what I really want them to understand is that nothing is truly what it seems. Be careful with each opportunity.

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              In this journal of a Black man,

              I allow you to see my feelings,

              I am vulnerable…

              This powerful fifth collection from prolific poet Marlo Browne is an exercise in vulnerability. He
              exposes personal feelings about the Black experience in Canada, his adopted home.

              Topics touched on in this work include the high incidence of missing youth in provinces like
              Ontario, prevalence of drug use and abuse in Ontario, exploitation within the migration process,
              biases in the workplace, and more.

              Experience vulnerability in a bold new way within the pages of JOURNAL OF A BLACK MAN
              today!

              Reassurance and Belonging

              Christal Majestic Author Interview

              The Backyard Detectives: Operation Family Mystery follows a brother and sister who overhear a secret phone call, and become detectives to uncover what divorce means while holding each other up as their world feels like it is falling apart. What was the inspiration for the setup of your story?

              For this book, I drew deeply from my own childhood. While there are pieces I changed or left out, the heart of the story comes from my personal experiences growing up. I wanted to create the kind of book my younger self desperately needed, something that would have helped me feel seen and less alone.
              Divorce can feel like the end of the world for a child, and in the moment, it truly does feel that way. But looking back, I can see that even though it was hard, things did work out, and in some cases, it was even the best thing that could have happened for the kids involved. I wanted to capture that balance of honesty and hope. The story includes not only what I went through but also the words and reassurance I wish someone had given me at the time. My hope is that kids reading it today will feel supported and maybe find a little bit of comfort in knowing they’ll be okay, too.

              One thing that stands out in your children’s book is the relationship between siblings Rose and Jacob, not just with each other, but also with their mom and their desire to protect one another. What was your process in writing the characters’ interactions to develop the bond they have?

              Even though I grew up as an only child, I knew I wanted this story to highlight the importance of leaning on someone when life feels overwhelming. For some kids, that’s a sibling; for others, it might be a best friend who feels just like family. Either way, having that bond can make a world of difference.

              When writing Rose and Jacob, I imagined what my younger self would have needed to hear or say if I’d had a sibling by my side. That made their protectiveness and closeness come naturally in the story. Their bond doesn’t just help them through the divorce, it shapes who they’ll become, making them extra protective of their mom and strengthening their family unit in a new way. In the end, I wanted their relationship to show kids that it’s okay to rely on the people who love you, and that sometimes tough moments can create unbreakable connections.

              What were some educational aspects that were important for you to include in this children’s book?

              Mental health has always been very important to me, and the older I get, the more I realize how early those struggles can begin. One of the most important lessons I wanted to weave into this book is the message that you are not alone, and there is nothing wrong with you.

              So often, kids going through big changes like divorce feel isolated or even blame themselves. I wanted The Backyard Detectives to be a safe place where a child could see their own feelings reflected and know it’s okay to have those emotions. If even one child reads this book and finds comfort in knowing they aren’t the only one, then to me, this story has done its job. That sense of reassurance and belonging is the true educational takeaway I hope every reader carries with them.

              Is this the first book in the series? If so, when is the next book coming out, and what can your fans expect in the next story?

              Yes, Operation Family Mystery is the very first book in The Backyard Detectives series. The second book will follow Rose and Jacob as they face another difficult chapter in life, learning about cancer and coping with grief when their grandfather becomes ill.

              While it’s a heavier topic, the story is told with the same mix of heart, hope, and detective fun, giving kids tools to process big feelings while still feeling safe and supported. My goal is to help young readers see that even in sad or scary moments, there can be love, connection, and resilience. This next installment is set to release before the holidays this year, and I can’t wait to share it with families.

              For the latest updates on release dates and new projects, you can always visit www.christalmajestic.com.

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              They overheard one word: divorce. Now this summer will change everything.
              In this heartfelt early chapter book for ages 7–10, siblings Rose and Jacob find themselves caught in a mystery they didn’t ask for—but can’t ignore.

              After overhearing a late-night phone call, the pair stumbles into a web of hidden photos, whispered secrets, and quiet sadness. Armed with a notebook and their best detective skills, they launch a secret mission to uncover the truth behind the word that turned their world upside down.

              Set in a cozy southern town, The Backyard Detectives: Operation Family Mystery is a gentle, emotionally rich story about family change, resilience, and the unshakable bond between siblings. Perfect for children’s bookshelves at home, in the classroom, or in counseling offices.

              A comforting story for kids experiencing family change or divorce
              Great for fans of sibling adventures, secret missions, and detective tales
              Ideal for parents, educators, and therapists helping children process emotions

              This realistic fiction chapter book is perfect for:
              • Early readers transitioning from picture books
              • Families looking for age-appropriate books about divorce
              • Kids who love solving mysteries and uncovering clues
              • Adults seeking tools to help children navigate big emotions and life transitions
              Whether read independently or shared aloud, this moving story reminds young readers that even when families shift, love stays—and courage grows.

              Mental Health Matters

              Matt Ozanich Author Interview

              Ancestor: The Hooded Hero follows a firefighter-paramedic who gets what he thinks is a routine 911 call, only to discover that it quickly escalates into a chaotic, bloody night. What was the inspiration for the setup of your story?

              Any time Cody is on duty, if he responds to a 9-1-1 call, it is a call I’ve managed as a firefighter. Of course, they are modified for patient privacy laws. The call I used for the inciting incident was a call I responded to, and the most difficult call for me to handle psychologically in all my 21 years in the service. Cody has similar reactions to me (the echo of the father’s screams causing the taste of blood in his mouth, the callousness toward criminals, the smells of the scene, the woman’s face, etc).

              I had to respond to that scene, pronounce the woman dead while her father watched, and assist the coroner’s office with the investigation. Then, when we cleared the scene, we were the only available ambulance to go to the prison and evaluate the prisoner who killed her. I could tell you how compassionate I was toward the prisoner, but you can just read the book.

              This is daily life for a first responder, or a nurse, or a soldier. I wanted to highlight the things we have to see and do to keep you safe, and the impact it has on our lives and our own health. It’s important to spotlight these things, because often we take for granted that the police or firefighters just exist to serve us, but they’re people too. And they’re twisted significantly by what they see every day.

              I found Cody to be an intriguing and well-developed character. What inspired you to create him and his backstory?

              Cody is the quintessential fireman. He’s derived from a variety of responders, including myself, my long-time ambulance partner, and other coworkers. His own mental health and the calls he responds to reflect my own career and my own downward spiral when I had reached my darkest moment. But I’m not a special case by any means. I just wish I was built like him, haha. I wanted him to have a major presence, like gravity, whenever he entered a room. So I made him large like Jack Reacher but with the type of reputation that makes everyone notice him when he enters an area.

              What were some themes that were important for you to explore in this book?

              First and foremost, I wanted to explore the world of mental health. It’s not normalized enough, despite our 21st-century efforts. This whole series will be an exploration of mental health through the lens of a superhero and a first responder. Sadie, Cody’s love interest, is there to ground people because she’s the ‘civilian’ but still very much entwined in the mental health struggle. Sadie is also supposed to be the calm to Cody’s chaos. She is intelligent, dedicated, goes to therapy, takes her medications, and strives toward self-improvement like no other. She’s the example of what we can all be if we manage our mental health well, and obviously the example of no matter how well we’re doing, nobody’s perfect. Cody is the opposite. He’s the example of what we could become by burying our feelings under alcohol and pressure.

              Mental health aside, I’d been looking for a way to tell my “war stories” from the fire department, and I had been excited to come up with a superhero idea for a long time. This gave me the chance to do both. Hopefully people enjoy the ‘peek behind the curtain’ at first responders’ lives.

              What will your next novel be about, and what will the whole series encompass?

              The Hooded Hero series will explore the ups and downs of managing one’s mental health. Readers will find both allies and enemies who struggle with some mental health issue, and it’s my hope that they can relate to all of them. The next few books in the series get dark. So if you thought Ancestor was dark, buckle up.

              I’ve collaborated with a horror author, Carl Bluesy, to create novellae with a more fantasy/horror theme which will fit chronologically in the series timeline and will follow Cody through supernatural challenges, which unlock new superpowers and teach him new lessons about life and what it means to be a hero.

              Book 2, titled Burnout, and the first of the novellae, titled Inferno Mirage, are coming Q4 2025. Follow me on social media @authormattoz or join my newsletter to keep up with the latest news.

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              His schizophrenia is his power. His PTSD is their nightmare.

              Cody, a US Army veteran who now works as a firefighter, is one bad 911 call from a complete mental breakdown. Then life feeds him two bad calls, back to back.

              He begins to hallucinate and hear voices. But they don’t just speak to him-they grant him abilities beyond his wildest imagination. And they have their own agenda.

              Meanwhile, sinister forces wreak havoc on the city, tearing apart its infrastructure bit by bit. Will this firefighter-turned-superhero quell the burning city’s flames, or will he be the gust that spreads them?

              Ancestor is a dark urban fantasy thriller which explores the daily lives of first responders and mental health topics through the lens of a superhero’s trials.

              Inside you will find:Justice and vengeance dealt with a bloody, heavy hand.
              Revenge. Beautiful, satisfying revenge.
              An unforgettably unique romance subplot.
              Insight into the daily lives of first responders, written by a first responder.
              Seriously flawed, regular people. Because to be flawed is to be normal.

              Jump straight into the depths of Jade City. Buy it now.

              What If?

              Emily Wagner Author Interview

              Go Back follows a tech journalist whose life is upended when she finds herself involved in a web of corruption and underground resistance. Where did the idea for this novel come from?

              I thought about tech addiction and how reliant society has become on it, especially digital natives. Then I asked myself, what would happen if that technology was taken away suddenly? How would people contact anyone? Not many people memorize phone numbers. Also, many people are reliant on GPS to get around. Go Back is a sort of extreme luddite group that appeals to people’s fears of tech addiction and wanting to “detox” from it. The movement’s propaganda convinces even the president that the Centers are the only way to rid society of this horrible addiction that leads to family separation and mental health issues. Of course the movement also has other, more sinister plans as well.

              What draws you to the dystopian fiction genre?

              I often ask myself “what if?” or “what would people do if X happened?” I like to explore the future and what people would do if their world turned upside down. I’d like to think that my dystopia has a bit of hope in it as well.

              What was the inspiration for Sarah Grimes’ traits and dialogue?

              Sarah is based on some real people in my life. I was a young journalist at one time wanting to get that BIG story. That’s what she wants too. She wants to make a name for herself. Be careful what you wish for! Her character arc is compelling because, even though she is unsure of herself, her ambition and circumstances propels her to become a leader.

              What is the next book you are working on, and when will it be available?

              Right now I’m wrapping up a short story. My next book is a far future dystopia. It’s about the aftermath of a cataclysmic event that happens in the U.S. and how people cope with the aftermath. It is still a work in progress.

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              They’re taking our tech.
              After journalist Sarah Grimes finally lands the lead story, her life turns upside down. Sure, she exposed the Go Back movement’s evil plan to take everyone’s tech and pocket all the profit, but that also landed her in a digital detox center, otherwise known as the Center for Behavioral Recognition.
              Inside, she finds a man named Chris she met before the roundup. She wants to escape with him, but he disappears and she keeps getting drugged. Thankfully, she teams up with an unlikely ally to escape.
              As they all make their way to the headquarters of the resistance, they have to decide how much they’re willing to sacrifice for their tech.

              A Sea Tail

              Marvin Brauer’s A Sea Tail is a curious blend of mystery, folklore, and personal transformation, set against the backdrop of Venice. The novel follows Dr. Ulysses Manque, a quasi-retired dentist who drifts into the city almost by accident and finds himself tangled in a story that begins with a strange fishtail in a canal and stretches into whispers of mermaids, secret investigations, and an undercurrent of myth that refuses to stay submerged. What begins as a chance discovery soon grows into a meditation on belief, longing, and the strange ways the extraordinary can seep into ordinary lives.

              I loved the setting. Venice felt alive, not just in its architecture and canals but in the way small habits, daily walks, and quiet encounters stitched together the fabric of the story. The pacing at times wandered, and that worked for this book. Sometimes I was completely drawn in by the odd charm of Dr. Manque, his pigeons, his suits, and his obsessive rituals. Other times, I found myself wishing the narrative would push harder, dig faster into the mystery instead of lingering so long on side details. Still, that slow build did give the novel a thick and intriguing atmosphere.

              The ideas at play here really stuck with me. I didn’t expect to be caught up in questions about myth and belief, about what happens when someone lets the fantastic leak into their daily routines. The mermaid, whether real or imagined, becomes a mirror for the protagonist’s loneliness and yearning, and I found that strangely moving. There were moments when the writing leaned into symbolism. I sometimes wanted less explanation, but even so, I couldn’t help but admire the ambition of weaving folklore into a modern story of self-discovery.

              I felt a kind of bittersweet satisfaction. The book is not for readers looking for a fast-paced thriller or a tightly plotted mystery. It is more for those who enjoy atmosphere, who like to sit with odd characters and let their inner lives unravel slowly. If you’re drawn to Venice, or if you’ve ever wanted to believe that a city can hide its own secret myths beneath its stones and waters, this novel is worth your time. I’d recommend it to readers who like literary mysteries with a touch of magic.

              Pages: 252 | ASIN : B0CTD13985

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