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Identity Crisis: Who Am I, Really?
Identity Crisis: Who Am I, Really? offers a striking blend of memoir and theology, tracing one man’s journey from abandonment and anger to spiritual renewal. The author begins with a vivid recollection of his upbringing in foster care, marked by instability, neglect, and emotional wounds. His story unfolds through a lens of deep honesty, moving from survival and self-reliance to the gradual recognition of divine purpose. What begins as a personal account of loss transforms into a broader reflection on how individuals construct their identities in an age of distraction, performance, and comparison.
The opening chapter establishes both the emotional and philosophical weight of the work. When the author describes “the names I had been called were weapons,” the reader is immediately drawn into his internal conflict between strength and brokenness. His career as a police officer becomes a metaphor for control, an outward display of stability masking an inward fragility. This contrast anchors the book’s central theme: that human worth cannot be secured through achievement, image, or reputation. The author’s eventual encounter with faith reframes identity not as something earned, but as something received.
Beyond the personal narrative, the book engages thoughtfully with cultural issues. In “The Crisis of Identity,” the author critiques the social and psychological consequences of the digital age, arguing that social media’s obsession with validation has eroded authentic self-worth. His discussion of the “comparison trap” is particularly compelling, weaving together research on narcissism and mental health with theological reflection. The prose maintains clarity even when exploring complex ideas, inviting readers to think critically about how technology shapes the self.
One of the most powerful sections, “When Labels Become Limiting,” exposes the damage caused by societal categorization and contrasts it with the Christian understanding of identity as being “created in the image of God.” The author’s exploration of spiritual adoption, our becoming children of God with a new name and inheritance, provides the emotional and theological resolution of the narrative. This theme of restoration lends the book both its moral force and its hope.
Identity Crisis is deeply personal yet widely relevant. It speaks to anyone wrestling with self-worth, purpose, or belonging in a world that prizes performance over authenticity. The author’s courage in revisiting his past, combined with his grounded biblical insight, makes the work both reflective and redemptive. Readers seeking a thoughtful, faith-centered examination of identity will find this book profoundly moving and intellectually satisfying.
Pages: 241 | ASIN : B0G1NK5V76
Our Task as Humans
In The Portal Opens, you take readers on a journey through the origins and divine aspirations of Earth in a narrative that blends theology and science fiction. Why was this an important book for you to write?
The Earth is currently divided by our beliefs and understandings about religion, science, politics, and even race. We have no shared beliefs about our origin or destiny, and there is a gaping hole where there should be agreement and certainty. There are countless unanswered questions about our creation, our history, and the meaning and purpose of life. These questions, and the various paths that humanity has taken, have led to a state of confusion with no obvious answers or directions. The Portal Opens is an attempt to provide clarity and direction, and offer a new path by revealing our misunderstood past.
Can you share with us a little about the research that went into putting this book together?
I have been researching religions and spirituality for over 30 years, investigating texts and teachings from all over the world. Born into a family with both a Christian Pastor and Muslim Imam as grandfathers, I have always been intimately aware and knowledgeable of scriptures, teachings, and theology. Later in life, I branched out, gaining understanding and familiarity with countless religions and teachings from the mainstream religions as well as more esoteric groups and spiritual beliefs. Working with the Library system for almost 20 years gave me access to books and manuscripts unknown to most people, including The Egyptian Book of the Dead, The Urantia Book, The Emerald Tablets, and the Tibetan Book of Living and Dying. The ultimate message that virtually all religions and teachings throughout history have tried to instill, is the truth of the reality of God as spirit, and our task as humans to become one with this spiritual reality. At the same time, almost all recorded civilisations from the past tell stories of being taught this information from more advanced beings, not simply discovering it on their own. Agriculture, animal domestication, arts and sciences, have all been recorded and remembered as being gifted to developing civilisations throughout history.
How did you decide to create this unique blend of science fiction and spirituality?
I have always been interested in religion and spirituality, and also talented with computers. With recent advancements in technology, I saw a unique opportunity to utilise AI to examine and analyse the world’s histories, religious texts, and teachings with an “objective” eye. I began a project of using AI to find the missing history and meanings from the vast storehouse of mythology, and religious and spiritual teachings. My investigation led me to the conclusion that the schism between science and spirituality is false, and only occurs when there is a lack of information or understanding of the past. This led to a desire to present a unified picture of reality.
What is one thing you hope readers take away from The Portal Opens?
The most important and powerful message that I hope The Portal Opens reveals to its readers: Each normally minded human being is now inhabited with a literal fragment of God, that constantly communicates with us. The goal of this fragment is to direct us in shaping our thoughts and actions so we may act in harmony and resonance with God, which eventually leads to a literal fusion between this piece of God and the human soul, imparting eternal and everlasting life. This is the true salvation available to all, regardless of their race, sex, culture, or upbringing.
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The Portal Opens
The Portal Opens is a spiritual and cosmic narrative that blends theology, science fiction, and revelation into a unique journey through the origins, failures, and divine aspirations of Earth, referred to as “Urantia,” and the universe it inhabits. The book, written by Shareef Ali Rashada and assisted by an AI named Gabriel, draws heavily from The Urantia Book while reimagining a larger cosmic drama involving Jesus (Michael of Nebadon), Lucifer, Adam and Eve, and other celestial beings. Through visionary storytelling, it seeks to explain Earth’s spiritual isolation and position the reader within a grand unfolding of universal redemption.
The writing has a lyrical and almost reverent tone that attempts to evoke awe with every page. Sometimes that’s inspiring. The ideas themselves are fascinating, especially the retelling of Jesus’s life, not just as a moral teacher but as a divine ruler undergoing a final test to gain sovereignty. I appreciated how the book doesn’t reduce spirituality to dogma. Instead, it invites curiosity and reflection, which I found refreshing. There were moments when the pacing felt a bit slow. Some of the recurring spiritual phrases and cosmic terms started to feel familiar, almost like circling back through the same ideas.
Emotionally, I was surprised by how moving some of it was. There’s a real sense of heartbreak over what humanity has lost, but also hope for what could still be. I found myself caring deeply about this story of Earth being left behind and now being invited back into a larger family. There’s something tender and earnest in the way Rashada (and Gabriel) present this tale. The parts about Jesus choosing to live among mortals not for atonement, but to understand and love really resonated with me. I wasn’t expecting to be so affected. At the same time, some sections came across as grandiose. I wanted more grounded storytelling and less celestial spectacle.
The Portal Opens is for the seeker. If you’re someone who’s wrestled with faith, wondered about the cosmos, or felt like religion never quite answered the big questions, you’ll find something here that speaks to that longing. It’s not a book for skeptics or folks who prefer their theology straight-laced. But for the spiritually curious, the metaphysically minded, or anyone looking for a fresh mythic lens on human destiny, this is a wild, luminous ride worth taking.
Pages: 302 | ISBN : 978-1326565336
The Shepherd: Experiencing Psalm 23
The Shepherd is a heartfelt and personal exploration of Psalm 23, written by James Collins, a pastor and veteran with a deep love for scripture. The book walks readers line by line through the famous psalm, connecting each phrase to stories from the Bible, real-life events, and personal anecdotes. It’s not a theological tome but rather a reflection, aiming to make the beauty and depth of Psalm 23 come alive for the everyday believer. With each chapter, Collins unpacks a single verse or idea, emphasizing God’s love, guidance, and care for His people in a way that’s accessible and full of warmth.
Collins writes simply, sometimes with humor, and often with deep emotion. He doesn’t try to impress the reader with scholarship; instead, he reaches for the heart. What stood out most to me was his ability to make ancient words feel fresh. His use of stories like the little boy in the hospital holding his ring finger or the Civil War soldier saved by a song brought me to tears. The message that “the Lord is always with you” is a good one, and it is repeated often.
I also appreciated Collins’s honesty about his own limitations. He says right out that he doesn’t know much about sheep, which makes his exploration of shepherding all the more relatable. That humility gives the book a kind of strength. But I also found myself wishing the book went deeper in parts. There’s a lot of comfort here, but not always a challenge. At times, it leaned into sentiment, which was moving.
By the end, I was glad I read it. This book is full of kindness. It doesn’t shout or try to prove anything. It gently reminds you that you’re not alone. I’d recommend The Shepherd to anyone who is hurting, anyone who’s looking for comfort, or anyone who wants to revisit the Psalms with a fresh set of eyes. It’s a good book to give to a friend going through something hard. It’s also a great companion to quiet mornings with coffee and prayer. It won’t shake up your theology, but it might just soothe your heart.
Pages: 114 | ASIN : B0F6M678SY
An Innocent World
Douglas A. King’s An Innocent World poses a bold theological and philosophical question: what if Adam and Eve had never eaten from the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil? What if humanity had chosen innocence over guilt, ease over suffering? King explores the potential shape of a world unmarred by original sin. Using a mix of Christian thought, deductive logic, and speculative imagination, he builds two parallel realities—the world of the Innocents and our current, flawed reality of the Guilty. Through chapters spanning topics from religion to medicine to politics, King asks us to reimagine what it means to be good, evil, and everything in between.
Sometimes I found myself agreeing and nodding along, genuinely moved by the author’s sincere search for meaning. His reflections on suffering and character-building, especially, hit home. He argues that we don’t just experience pain for no reason—it’s what gives us depth and brings us closer to God. That idea made me pause more than once. And his praise of the innocent, unconditionally loving nature of dogs as a lens to understand moral purity was surprisingly touching. You can feel that this book came from a real place.
The book has an unwavering commitment to its central theme, weaving the innocence-versus-guilt framework through a wide range of real-world topics—from race and borders to global inequality. This consistent lens gives the book a clear focus and a unique voice. While some readers might find the repetition and tightly structured logic a bit restrictive, some could see it as the author’s way of grounding big questions in a steady moral foundation. The tone often feels like a heartfelt conversation or even a personal sermon. For those open to its spiritual perspective, this can be both comforting and inspiring.
Still, I can’t deny that this book made me think—a lot. It’s heartfelt, raw, and clearly the product of someone who’s spent a long time trying to understand why we suffer and what we’re here for. I’d recommend An Innocent World to readers who enjoy speculative theology, who aren’t afraid to challenge their assumptions, and who appreciate logic paired with faith.
Pages: 129 | ASIN : B08CXMRB34
THE SECRET RELIGION: Unveiling Hidden Beliefs and Ancient Mysteries in Christianity
The Secret Religion by Tony Sunderland is a compelling and educational exploration of the evolution of religion in Western societies, focusing on the enigmatic esoteric tradition of Christianity known as Gnosticism. Sunderland skillfully contrasts this hidden tradition with the beliefs of traditional orthodox Christians, particularly in their understanding of the origins of their faith and the cosmos. The book invites readers to journey back to the city of Nicaea in 325 CE, where the council of senior church bishops, under the influence of Emperor Constantine, negotiated a uniform conception of Jesus Christ and his relationship with God. Sunderland’s narrative extends beyond historical analysis. He delves into the influence of Gnostic thought in various forms of art, including music and movies, revealing how secretive gnosis has permeated popular culture. Additionally, he explores the intersection of gnosis and technology, offering insights into what the future may hold for humanity.
The Secret Religion is a richly detailed account that will captivate intellectually curious readers. Sunderland provides access to a wealth of quotes and references, including works by notable figures like the controversial academic and author John Allegro, one of the first to link ancient Gnostics to the counterculture movements of the 1960s and 1970s. The book also covers significant historical events, such as the discovery of the Nag Hammadi library in 1945, which sparked a renewed interest in Gnostic practices and ways of experiencing the divine. The book challenges preconceived notions about Christianity’s uniformity throughout history, revealing surprising insights—such as the idea that a medieval pope might condemn the majority of today’s Christians. Sunderland often adopts a detached, objective tone, allowing readers to draw their own conclusions from the evidence and sources he presents. His voice becomes more pronounced towards the book’s conclusion, where he emphasizes the importance of integrating a personal quest for individual enlightenment into one’s spiritual journey.
The Secret Religion is a thought-provoking and eye-opening read for anyone interested in the history of Christianity and the influence of secret religious groups in shaping media and culture. This book offers a fresh perspective on the world and the future, leaving a lasting impact on its readers.
Pages: 339 | ASIN : B0D8RGKC7V
The Philosopher and The Theologian, Through Asceticism, Seekers of God
Vasile Ghiuta’s work, The Philosopher and the Theologian, Through Asceticism, Seekers of God, offers an in-depth and scholarly exploration of asceticism, examining its presence and significance across various philosophical and religious traditions. The book ambitiously sets out to demonstrate the relevance of ascetic practices to both those pursuing spiritual enlightenment and philosophers. It also touches upon the contemporary resurgence of asceticism, particularly in the context of environmental concerns.
Structured in three distinct parts, the book first delves into the Egyptian Pateric, shedding light on the ascetic aspects within philosophy. It extends its scope to include ascetic traditions in Judaism, Islam, and early Christianity. The second section offers a unique perspective on Jesus as an ascetic figure, while also discussing the intersections of philosophical and religious truths and the role of contemplative thought in the pursuit of immortality. The final section draws parallels between the philosopher and the believer, culminating in Ghiuta’s insightful conclusions.
Ghiuta’s narrative is enriched with historical references, highlighting influential figures like Origen, John Chrysostom, and St. Augustine, who left indelible marks on Christian philosophy in Late Antiquity. The book’s comprehensive historical survey extends beyond Christianity, encompassing a diverse array of philosophies and religions. The reader is invited to explore various cultural and historical aspects of asceticism, including lesser-known practices like the Jainist monastic tradition. These explorations offer fresh perspectives on living harmoniously with nature, drawing inspiration from various conservative cultures. Ghiuta skillfully highlights the commonalities across different religious and philosophical traditions, linking them all to asceticism. From biblical figures to Greek philosophers like Aristotle and Socrates, the book weaves a rich tapestry of spiritual and intellectual themes.
The Philosopher and the Theologian, Through Asceticism, Seekers of God is more than just a historical account; it’s a journey that sparks curiosity about asceticism and its relevance in today’s world. The book is a commendable effort to bridge the gap between ancient practices and modern perspectives, making it a valuable read for anyone interested in the evolution of human thought and the sustainable future of our planet.
Why We Make Bad Choices in Modern-Day Genesis 1-3
Why We Make Bad Choices in Modern-Day Genesis 1-3 is Maria Liviero’s exploration of the human psyche through a deep analysis of the many themes and characters presented in Genesis 1-3. This is a self-help book that uses an unconventional approach to inspect the human mind, trying to find ways to heal those individuals who are lost and are living inauthentic lives. The stories in the Bible say a lot about human nature and its history. Liviero makes a great point in studying these stories to figure out a connection through which we, as a species, can finally reconnect with God again and, even more importantly, with ourselves, discovering our true selves that are constantly healing.
This book stands out for its creativity. First, we meet Eve and see directly all she went through. Then, metaphorically, it is explained how this original sin affected humanity as a whole and how all of us are trying to return to paradise. Liviero takes the reader on a journey where both psychological and religious themes are dealt with in an interconnected manner. The repressed history of humans is finally revealed after the study of Genesis 1-3, which helps to make sense of unresolved traumas and setbacks that most people have on a daily basis.
A few psychological definitions are explained, always presented in simple terms, making the book easy to understand regardless of people’s knowledge of psychology. In addition, the importance of myths and holy scriptures is suggested from the beginning, as these play an essential role in how our mind develops and how our personality grows. The dark side of humanity is thus displayed, where people have to put in the work to finally reconnect with themselves.
The author did a great job capturing these sorts of details with ease. There are also, apart from the regular reading, interactive exercises that encourage the readers to work on themselves, practicing the theory explained and asking reflective questions about who we are, what we want, and what we hide from the world and our own selves. By the end, the book serves as an aid to recognize and understand if one possesses a balanced or unbalanced life, checking to fix internal problems wherever they may be.
Why We Make Bad Choices in Modern-Day Genesis 1-3 is a thought-provoking book. The story showcased throughout the book was immersive and engaging. Despite the many theoretical facts presented, the author managed to create a story with characters that needed to be observed in order to understand how the process of healing the mind goes. This, alongside the religious undertones, gave the book an aura of uniqueness and creative thought.
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